Have to stay AND go

[PB]

I am gonna do both. I am giving up on life, and moving some of my
stuff to a 400 square foot subsidized rent controlled ****hole.

I am gonna keep some stuff here to take care of my parents.

I am booking a room to avoid homelessness.

There were no good options.

Some nights, I feel like driving myself to hospital, have suicidal
thoughts, and I have to move on the 25th.

Wayyyyy too much stress, and I never have any fun ever.

Every day is a new veil of tears. Constant sadness, hope it can end
soon.

[PB]

On Feb 11, 12:17*am, PB <pbca1...@aim.com> wrote:
> I am gonna do both. I am giving up on life, and moving some of my
> stuff to a 400 square foot subsidized rent controlled ****hole.
>
> I am gonna keep some stuff here to take care of my parents.
>
> I am booking a room to avoid homelessness.
>
> There were no good options.
>
> Some nights, I feel like driving myself to hospital, have suicidal
> thoughts, and I have to move on the 25th.
>
> Wayyyyy too much stress, and I never have any fun ever.
>
> Every day is a new veil of tears. Constant sadness, hope it can end
> soon.

Crap, this isn't going to be doable. Already complications from having
a legal/financial address, and a physical one.

I have to get out of this lease, wasted $900, and cancel movers, then
drive to shelter or commit suicide once my parents are gone.

Have to look into laws governing Wills and suicide.