What Should I do ?

How can I put my thoughts out there, and ask a question to all who
read this...I'll try.



First off I got a brain injury at work, I was gassed at a oil refinery
in 1983, I had to learn to read and write again I can't drive, everything
comes in at once, my brain has a filter, the frontal lobe, it was damage so
I'm more prone depression, social anxiety disorder, schizophrenic
tendencies, I hear voices, see things, and can get psychotic if I don't take
my meds, but I always do.

After that I got a pension for life, I married..for 18 years, My wife
knew about my mental illness, she had medical problems too...but we manage
to have 6 children.

She told me one day that soon I wouldn't know who I was any more, and
that I should kill my self, I believed her and went in the house to look at
my 3 year old daughter, I though she wouldn't ever remember me, and told my
wife no.

Four days later I found out she was having an affair..then the
insurance she signed me up for 2 weeks earlier came in the mail, she plotted
to have me kill myself.

Anyways that was 4 months ago; she moved in with her boy friend, I kept
the kids, and the house.

OK, now she wants to come back..I'm doing fine and so are my kids.



What should I do ?



Thanks

Moadib

On Mar 10, 10:38*pm, "Moadib" <z...@ncplus.fishnet> wrote:
> * * * How can I put my thoughts out there, and ask a question to allwho
> read this...I'll try.
>
> * * *First off I got a brain injury at work, I was gassed at a oil refinery
> in 1983, I had to learn to read and write again I can't drive, everything
> comes in at once, my brain has a filter, the frontal lobe, it was damage so
> I'm more prone depression, social anxiety disorder, schizophrenic
> tendencies, I hear voices, see things, and can get psychotic if I don't take
> my meds, but I always do.
>
> * * *After that I got a pension for life, I married..for 18 years, My wife
> knew about my mental illness, she had medical problems too...but we manage
> to have 6 children.
>
> * * She told me one day that soon I wouldn't know who I was any more, and
> that I should kill my self, I believed her and went in the house to look at
> my 3 year old daughter, I though she wouldn't ever remember me, and told my
> wife no.
>
> * * *Four days later I found out she was having an affair..then the
> insurance she signed me up for 2 weeks earlier came in the mail, she plotted
> to have me kill myself.
>
> * * *Anyways that was 4 months ago; she moved in with her boy friend, I kept
> the kids, and the house.
>
> * * * OK, now she wants to come back..I'm doing fine and so are my kids.
>
> What should I do ?
>
> * * * * * * * *Thanks
>
> * * * * * * * Moadib

Don't let her come back.....I wouldn't trust her....again! Your doing
good..your kids are doing good...let her be! It seems like the
relationship with her and the boyfriend didn't go too well..now she
wants to come back because she has nowhere else to go and if she did
come back...all the hurt will start up again! Don't don't this to
you.........and don't do this to your kids! Good Luck!!

Don't let her come back.....I wouldn't trust her....again! Your doing
good..your kids are doing good...let her be! It seems like the
relationship with her and the boyfriend didn't go too well..now she
wants to come back because she has nowhere else to go and if she did
come back...all the hurt will start up again! Don't don't this to
you.........and don't do this to your kids! Good Luck!!


Thank you Kadeene.......I won't let her back, she just drags down the family

Moadib

On Mar 12, 7:21*pm, "Moadib" <f...@flintstone.com> wrote:
> Don't let her come back.....I wouldn't trust her....again! Your doing
> good..your kids are doing good...let her be! It seems like the
> relationship with her and the boyfriend didn't go too well..now she
> wants to come back because she has nowhere else to go and if she did
> come back...all the hurt will start up again! Don't don't this to
> you.........and don't do this to your kids! Good Luck!!
>
> Thank you Kadeene.......I won't let her back, she just drags down the family
>
> * * * * * * * * * * * *Moadib

Good to hear that!