hot dang! i feel good today! gorgeous day outside. i feel rested. really
rested. finally. slept well enough the past couple of days (didn't need
sleep aids, just pain relief).
i feel energized today, but know not to do dumb stuff, though i did have to
mop up and sanitize a toilet overflow this morning. i felt relatively pain
free enough to cope with that without my usual buckling from mopping induced
horrendous pain (and took a pain pill afterwards. it did twinge a little,
cuz it was time for a pain pill.) feel like i got myself and my life back!
even if it is a pill induced delusion, i'm loving it.<g> feels good to feel
better for a change!
i know i'm feeling better when i look out my window at my backyard and start
thinking . . . "lime -- to sweeten the soil (which will minimize the acidic
soil mosses and weeds) -- and more grass seed!"<g> no. i'm not nuts enough
to drag out my mini-rototiller and do the job myself. not this time; not
this kid, who knows better.LOL i'm not going to undo this goodness, if
don't have to.
odd how it didn't register how bad it really was-- that it could be
better--i thought it just was what it was and how it was going to be. i
guess wally world pushed my coping abilities to the breaking point. thanks
for the nudges in the right direction, you guys!
kate