Well we are all moved in, the old house is clean, and most of my boxes are
unpacked. The view from my computer desk is incredible. It is 9:00 at
night, the horizon is slightly pink, 2 ferries are coming in - one of them
the spirit which is the large one. Hardly a ripple at the moment. Of
course if I were outside I could hear the announcements but that is beside
the point. In a few minutes when the ferry docks (just outside my yard) if
I were outside I could smell the burgers and fries and diesel. But it is
nice to see - all the tourists take pictures as they are leaving.
My sewing machine got a little workout tonight which is nice. I almost have
my room 1/2 unpacked and useful.
On the health front, the
rituxan side effects are finally fading. Of course
we had to replace them with something and sure enough my urine and blood
showed a raging bladder infection. I suggested to the nurse that I would
come in next week when she phoned on Tuesday. I was informed I would be in
at 10:00 on Wednesday - no later. So of course I did - 2 weeks of
antibiotics again. He asked why I didn't notice it this time - replied I
had so many other aches and pains and crap happening that didn't really look
for anything else. It wasn't hugely symptomatic yet - no blood in the urine
yet obviously although it showed up on the tests.
So after a day of antibiotics I have some strength left.
Anyhow back on the newsgroup but have barely touched the posts. Rose - hang
in there - it feels so good to have moved but I remember the selling stuff
way too well. Also with the course work, end of school etc. - well take it
as easy as you can. Hope your sisters and bil are hanging in there.
Donna - never doubted you would get your license back - you go girl! And
flowers - what a treat.
The mail person delivered new shoe laces - must be for the shoes that I am
going to get once the rituxan works - you know the one size smaller that
don't fit inflamed feet! The black ones are on the shoes I have been
wearing and I can't believe how much they are helping - better than the ones
I had for sure! Thanks so much!
SJ - been thinking of you and hoping your problems can be solved a bit. Is
there an agency there that can help with housing, food, meds etc.? I just
don't know the american system. We have some programs that would help here
but then we are in a socialized system and pay more taxes to do that. Wish
I could help you out in some way. Know that would help eleviate some of the
stress. Hopefully you can keep on top of the med stuff though - will make
some difference. Keep trying to get some exercise - even if in a chair each
day to keep range of motion. I have also been working on square breathing
which is helping lung capacity. You breath in imagining a square. Breathe
in for 4 counts, hold for 4 counts, breathe out for 4 then hold for 4.
Repeat. Sit tall, increase the counts as you get good at it. I am up to 18
counts on a good day but it takes concentration to imagine the square, do
the counting evenly and relax but sit in a good posture position.
Apparently it will increase lung capacity but in my case it does wonders for
my blood pressure. I did it during my rituxan treatment when I was having
reactions and they couldn't believe how much my bp was lowered during the
time. anyhow free - which always helps.
Dee Tee - thinking of you and hoping these treatments are moving right
along. As my girlfriend kept saying during her treatments - breathe, breathe
and breathe. Eventually they will end and things will improve. Have to
believe it - especially with all of us rooting for you/
Kiki - so glad that things went well with your hip operation. Just keep
doing what they say and keep up the exercises they have given you. It will
go great and then you can tackle the other things.
Know I have missed many. Melinda - hope you got my email and it didn't
freak you out too much. Have been thinking of you and burning a few candles
in my mind (haven't found my box of candles or matches yet. Know they are
somewhere but might have to buy a new one this week.)
Anyhow I am back. Tired but things are feeling at home and can cook in the
kitchen and sew and have a good bed (but no dressers as yet - we had built
in ones in our closet - oops.) Would kill for a bath though instead of a
shower. No way can do that in this bathroom.
Take care everyone and thanks for the good wishes - I know they help.
Kelly