>
> Great news! I'm glad you shared it with us.
i was nervous as hell. waiting for the results. and when they came
back and said everything looked good and if i wanted to ask the doc
anything i could.. and he seemed totally non-concerned.. and he
already had my CT scan copy right up there side by side on the
computer (same place I had that test done, too.. so they have
everything.)
he said nodes like that are a pretty "common finding" and though he
said it could be from shaving or whatever.. i dunno. i gave up shaving
my underarms since the winter because my skin's been so sensitive (and
the auto-immune stuff's been messing my skin's balance up) and i was
wearing longer sleeves all the time and really the only thing ive done
to them is.. gently wash them as usual and use a lot of deodorant.
lol. (sorry for the graphics, i know its gross, lol). but he said he
doubted the deodorant/anti-perspirant would have anything to do wth
it.. but.. with my sweating and putrid underarm stench no matter how
much i wash, i start to wonder.. all that crap being backed up from
the anti-perspirant? but yeah.. i barely ever do anything to my
underarms.. at least like i said, since the winter. so, it is a little
odd. but.. during my period and a little before.. my underarms get
VERY sore. and i do have a really bad flu right now.. but i doubt that
would cause my axillary nodes from swelling. i dont know.
>
> If no one's recommended it yet, let me: You might want to get a copy of
> "Dr. Susan Love's Breast Book". It covers a number of conditions that can
> affect your breasts, including in-depth coverage of breast cancer. But
> there are a lot of benign conditions that can cause lumpiness, and she
> describes them in novice-friendly terms.
i'll check it out. thanks.
>
> Not least, breasts are *inherently* lumpy -- various types of tissue are of
> different density, and can change texture with menstrual cycle, so it's
> normal to feel kinda lumpy.
yeah, i was expecting them to see all kinds of stuff on that mammo and
when i saw it, they looked.. so clear! lol. the amount of hell i go
through with these things, you'd think there'd be all kinds of stuff
in them, lol.
but, i cant be too mad at then, they seem to be behaving, obviously.
lol.
>
> BC lumps feel different, usually, and the big deal is to be doing self-exams
> regularly (monthly at the same point in your menstrual cycle) so you know
> where your normal lumps are & what they feel like, so you readily notice
> anything unusual.
yah, ive never been one to check them in a regular pattern/schedule
like that. and each period i have is so different, given my PCOS.. i
can have symptoms lasting the whole month and my periods tend to get
rather strange and i just.. gave up any formula for checking.. which,
is really stupid of me.
from now on, im getting a mammo.. every single year.. and keeping up
on this. ive had a lot of health scares this year and im just becoming
overly worried and freaky about everything now.. but then again..
there really isnt anything wrong with being that way sometimes .. its
just been so long since i had a good health workup and kept up on
things and, god knows whats goig on inside me, given all my auto-
immune and hormonal problems.. its scary. and even though im 25.. i
still keep thinking in my head, that i'm still... in the state i was
when i was say... 16... or 17.. and things DO change. so...
>
> What did your doc say about future checks? Odd things can show up on
> scans, and be essentially meaningless. Perhaps there's no reason to worry,
> or subject yourself to additional worrisome and expensive tests . . . .
i didnt get to talk to my primary yet. this was just the lab today.
they're gonna start thinking im nuts.. i'm in there every other week
about tests and this, and that.. and to go over this and that.. but...
i just wanna KNOW whats going on and to keep up on shit and not in a
hypochondriac way. just with my problems, i gotta see several separate
specialists and getting referalls and waiting for appt's here and
there forever.. and its overwhelming sometmes.. especially when you
are worried and not sure whats going on with you. i just feel like my
doctors flicking me off lately.
i still say.. maybe in 2 or 3 weeks, go and get the CT again...
recheck the nodes.. make sure theres no new nodes anywhere.
but nodes.. can sometimes take a couple to several months to change
one way or another.. so... but damn, i dont wanna wait that long and
god knows what could happen if it IS something.
i'm just hoping the nodes are just something to do with my Lupus/mixed
auto-immune disease (being overworked and hyper-active) and not..
Lymphoma or something. my mom has Lupus and has constant swollen
nodes.. and theyve all been checked. seems to be a common thing with
those of us with that. i just.. i dont know. anything to do with
nodes... worries me.
and rightfully so. plus, ive been having a nasty "Lupus" flare-up
recently, so that might be what it is. if so... great. i'll just deal
with the nodes and treat it from there. but i have an uncle who had
lymphoma a few years ago (and is cured now), and that was scary.
occasionally i'll have itchiness around my underarms. not all the
time, just every now and then and it'll be pretty bad, but then i just
flikc it off as being from all the caked up deodorant, lol. i use the
super strength Arrid stuff, usually.
as for itchiness overall.. i ea, im always itchy. i have very dry skin
and we have spider problems in the house that seem to be neverending
and im always getting bitten by them and my skin condition anyway,
from the auto-immune problems.. (its a scleroderma/SLE overlap type
mixed connective tissue disease, borderline lupus..). so, anything
ODD.. i dont really take into consideration anymore, since im so used
to it. been going through this all my life, pretty much.
however, i would guess with the Lupus thing, that my glands everywhere
would be swelled right now .. but my neck nodes ... they go up and
down depending. one hasnt ever gone down. its just.. there. been that
way for 10 years now. doctors always say since it hasnt grown and
doesnt bother me, then its of no concern. though, that doesnt seem too
right.
isnt there some type of blood test they can just do to tets for cancer/
lymphoma instead of a biopsy on these nodes?
i did my externship at a university hospital (i'm a medical assistant)
and occasionally assisted the breast surgoen there with out-patient
procedures like this, and they seem fairly simple.. nothing that bad.
but the waits for such a thing... are the worst parts. fine-needle
aspiration id be worried about. they CAN indeed miss cells. and
besides.. these things are so small to begin with. but with every
single doctor ive seen so far.. its like pulling teeth just to get
certain blood tests done for gods sakes! and when they finally DO give
in, then they find stuff.