Hot Damn!

I'm on a roll!

The ortho's office just called and agreed to promptly fax these records
there too!

So now all i gotta do is get on that damned Skype and call the doc in
Redmond, set up an appt for later that week......

boy will i ever be glad to get this shit over and done with
to say its a pain in the ass is an understatement
at least i'm going to learn some things at the H & C Medical Clinic, thats
good I think
like how to make a vaporizer with a dimmer switch and some other dang
thing.............

justa

am I an outcast of sorts now

justabeing wrote:
> am I an outcast of sorts now

How come?

"BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1160520934.534943.165770@c28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
>
> justabeing wrote:
>> am I an outcast of sorts now
>
> How come?
>
well
its like everytime i bring it up its avoided
i can kinda understand that but still
i know for me the whole thing seems surreal, in a manner of
speaking..............

if anyone'd have told me this would happen to me when i got to be this age
at, say, 16 or so...............!
: )

yeah i, i know, i'm a goofy fucker sometimes

justa

justabeing wrote:
> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1160520934.534943.165770@c28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> > justabeing wrote:
> >> am I an outcast of sorts now
> >
> > How come?
> >
> well
> its like everytime i bring it up its avoided
> i can kinda understand that but still
> i know for me the whole thing seems surreal, in a manner of
> speaking..............
>
> if anyone'd have told me this would happen to me when i got to be this age
> at, say, 16 or so...............!
> : )
>
> yeah i, i know, i'm a goofy fucker sometimes
>
> justa

It's just a matter of education and eventual acceptance. imo. I know
there must be people who consider any form of drug "use" bad, evil
even, but I reckon that's their problem. If someone has a medical need
for marijuana and it helps them when all else has failed, it would be
cruel to deny them it. Good luck with it, justa.

"BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
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>
> justabeing wrote:
>> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
>> news:1160520934.534943.165770@c28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
>> >
>> > justabeing wrote:
>> >> am I an outcast of sorts now
>> >
>> > How come?
>> >
>> well
>> its like everytime i bring it up its avoided
>> i can kinda understand that but still
>> i know for me the whole thing seems surreal, in a manner of
>> speaking..............
>>
>> if anyone'd have told me this would happen to me when i got to be this
>> age
>> at, say, 16 or so...............!
>> : )
>>
>> yeah i, i know, i'm a goofy fucker sometimes
>>
>> justa
>
> It's just a matter of education and eventual acceptance. imo. I know
> there must be people who consider any form of drug "use" bad, evil
> even, but I reckon that's their problem. If someone has a medical need
> for marijuana and it helps them when all else has failed, it would be
> cruel to deny them it. Good luck with it, justa.
>
wow
thanks so much, Bored To Tears
that gives me some faith

ya know, its like my AD........without that/those, boy I'd take it in the
ass both physically and mentally

i wish everyone could understand shit like that
anyways
thanks again
i guess i shouldn't have to feel like some kinda freakazoid over it eh
: )

justa

justabeing wrote:
> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1160523392.525763.43530@k70g2000cwa.googlegro ups.com...
> >
> > justabeing wrote:
> >> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> >> news:1160520934.534943.165770@c28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >> >
> >> > justabeing wrote:
> >> >> am I an outcast of sorts now
> >> >
> >> > How come?
> >> >
> >> well
> >> its like everytime i bring it up its avoided
> >> i can kinda understand that but still
> >> i know for me the whole thing seems surreal, in a manner of
> >> speaking..............
> >>
> >> if anyone'd have told me this would happen to me when i got to be this
> >> age
> >> at, say, 16 or so...............!
> >> : )
> >>
> >> yeah i, i know, i'm a goofy fucker sometimes
> >>
> >> justa
> >
> > It's just a matter of education and eventual acceptance. imo. I know
> > there must be people who consider any form of drug "use" bad, evil
> > even, but I reckon that's their problem. If someone has a medical need
> > for marijuana and it helps them when all else has failed, it would be
> > cruel to deny them it. Good luck with it, justa.
> >
> wow
> thanks so much, Bored To Tears
> that gives me some faith
>
> ya know, its like my AD........without that/those, boy I'd take it in the
> ass both physically and mentally
>
> i wish everyone could understand shit like that
> anyways
> thanks again
> i guess i shouldn't have to feel like some kinda freakazoid over it eh
> : )
>
> justa

No probs, justa. And no, you shouldn't feel like a feak just because
you need meds.

justabeing wrote...

> I'm on a roll!
>
> The ortho's office just called and agreed to promptly fax
> these records there too!
>
> So now all i gotta do is get on that damned Skype and call
> the doc in Redmond, set up an appt for later that
> week......
>
> boy will i ever be glad to get this shit over and done with
> to say its a pain in the ass is an understatement
> at least i'm going to learn some things at the H & C
> Medical Clinic, thats good I think
> like how to make a vaporizer with a dimmer switch and some
> other dang thing.............
>
> justa

that's great, justa! about time they took care of it. i hope you
get your appt soon.

-lisa

"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9858CCD914FD8mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
> justabeing wrote...
>
>> I'm on a roll!
>>
>> The ortho's office just called and agreed to promptly fax
>> these records there too!
>>
>> So now all i gotta do is get on that damned Skype and call
>> the doc in Redmond, set up an appt for later that
>> week......
>>
>> boy will i ever be glad to get this shit over and done with
>> to say its a pain in the ass is an understatement
>> at least i'm going to learn some things at the H & C
>> Medical Clinic, thats good I think
>> like how to make a vaporizer with a dimmer switch and some
>> other dang thing.............
>>
>> justa
>
> that's great, justa! about time they took care of it. i hope you
> get your appt soon.
>
> -lisa

gosh thanks lisa!
yep I go Tues. Oct. 17th at 9am!
the kid's gonna pick me up this coming Sunday and I'm gonna spend a week
over there............my girl said she'd take care of my cats (one needs
injections twice a day).

I'm gonna just take my sitar and hang out and play a little and probably go
for a walk, if its not too far i'd like to look in at this Hindu Cultural
Center there, see if I can't find some sitarist links for down the
road..........

yeah I'm going to feel alot better once I get all this over.....
Tomarrow I'll make the GP appt for the guy in Redmond, transfer all my other
scripts and add some neurontin......
gotta make sure, move or no move, I'll have to go back in Jan anyways for
some blood work........
hopefully I'll just move by then

yes this new pain management stuff for me seems odd and a bit scary but the
people at this clinic don't treat you weird or anything and give you some
dignity (unlike alot of the opiad docs), and thats worth more in some ways
than can be said..............

plus i can play music way better
: )

i hope things are going better for you too, sounds like that thyroid stuff's
kinda kickin in, in a good way

justa

justabeing wrote...

>
> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
> news:Xns9858CCD914FD8mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> justabeing wrote...
>>
>>> I'm on a roll!
>>>
>>> The ortho's office just called and agreed to promptly fax
>>> these records there too!
>>>
>>> So now all i gotta do is get on that damned Skype and
>>> call the doc in Redmond, set up an appt for later that
>>> week......
>>>
>>> boy will i ever be glad to get this shit over and done
>>> with to say its a pain in the ass is an understatement
>>> at least i'm going to learn some things at the H & C
>>> Medical Clinic, thats good I think
>>> like how to make a vaporizer with a dimmer switch and
>>> some other dang thing.............
>>>
>>> justa
>>
>> that's great, justa! about time they took care of it. i
>> hope you get your appt soon.
>>
>> -lisa
>
> gosh thanks lisa!
> yep I go Tues. Oct. 17th at 9am!
> the kid's gonna pick me up this coming Sunday and I'm gonna
> spend a week over there............my girl said she'd take
> care of my cats (one needs injections twice a day).
>
> I'm gonna just take my sitar and hang out and play a little
> and probably go for a walk, if its not too far i'd like to
> look in at this Hindu Cultural Center there, see if I can't
> find some sitarist links for down the road..........
>
> yeah I'm going to feel alot better once I get all this
> over..... Tomarrow I'll make the GP appt for the guy in
> Redmond, transfer all my other scripts and add some
> neurontin...... gotta make sure, move or no move, I'll have
> to go back in Jan anyways for some blood work........
> hopefully I'll just move by then
>
> yes this new pain management stuff for me seems odd and a
> bit scary but the people at this clinic don't treat you
> weird or anything and give you some dignity (unlike alot of
> the opiad docs), and thats worth more in some ways than can
> be said..............
>
> plus i can play music way better
>: )
>
> i hope things are going better for you too, sounds like
> that thyroid stuff's kinda kickin in, in a good way
>
> justa

i think the thyroid's helping. time will tell. i see my pdoc
tomorrow. i think it'll be a good visit.

i was on fentanyl and percocet for too long, myself. luckily,
my pain's better now and i'm off that stuff after 6 years. i'm
hoping this new regimen works out for you.

-lisa

>
> i think the thyroid's helping. time will tell. i see my pdoc
> tomorrow. i think it'll be a good visit.
>
> i was on fentanyl and percocet for too long, myself. luckily,
> my pain's better now and i'm off that stuff after 6 years. i'm
> hoping this new regimen works out for you.
>
> -lisa

thanks
i think it really is going to and I'm grateful for it..........
its suprising how subtle those opiads were too but everything the chronic
pain patients said was correct, there are very few abusers, both doctors AND
patients in chronic pain situations, and a dependcy on an opiad does NOT an
addiction make, those 2 are quite different.........

still, if one can manage somehow with something else, my hat's off to
it...........
I don't think I will have a true idea of my experience until maybe a year
from now, but that's ok
I'm willing to learn and try and just see
so far, so good

I just feel like a kinda oddball
thats all

justa