i'm back

got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on and
the tv going this morning..........

came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there

had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my son
and played guitars
(which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
that was alot of fun

doctor appts went really great!
why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem that
lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama, yakima is
the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
((yeah right))
...some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted taking
one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
wrong, thats for sure
if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
again.............

my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i said
"well i like to think i canned his ass"
he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said they're
playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he tried
out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues workshop, i
thought that was kinda cool

anyways
i'm back
gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
i had a low grade fever all day tues.
at least thats gone now
shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr

i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
and i feel stupid for fretting
doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
here..........so far anyways
only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with her
i had nothing to fear
the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
liked him alot........
he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as well

when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
people......then quickly a dozen
by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
amazing
wonder how many of us there are here in WA?

went through the process with this gal about my own age from there, we're
emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes, trade
info, etc.
she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat

anyways
it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
there.........

ok
hope everybody's doing justa dandy!

anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!

has % been a good kid
is he snowed in yet?
i missed him the most
>g<

justabeing

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:GKPZg.21220$7I1.4704@newssvr27.news.prodigy.n et...
> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on
and
> the tv going this morning..........
>
> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
>
> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my son
> and played guitars
> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
> that was alot of fun
>
> doctor appts went really great!
> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem that
> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama, yakima
is
> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
> ((yeah right))
> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted
taking
> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
> wrong, thats for sure
> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
> again.............
>
> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i said
> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said they're
> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he tried
> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues workshop,
i
> thought that was kinda cool
>
> anyways
> i'm back
> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
> at least thats gone now
> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
>
> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
> and i feel stupid for fretting
> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
> here..........so far anyways
> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with
her
> i had nothing to fear
> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
> liked him alot........
> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as well
>
> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
> people......then quickly a dozen
> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
> amazing
> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
>
> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there, we're
> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes, trade
> info, etc.
> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
>
> anyways
> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
> there.........
>
> ok
> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
>
> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
>
> has % been a good kid
> is he snowed in yet?
> i missed him the most
> >g<
>
> justabeing
>
>


i knew there was no way i was going to ,
scroll through all this ,
without him and his addiction to me not showing ,
i wonder if he noticed all the how he's missed posts

"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:GKPZg.21220$7I1.4704@newssvr27.news.prodigy.n et...
>> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on
> and
>> the tv going this morning..........
>>
>> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
>>
>> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my
>> son
>> and played guitars
>> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
>> that was alot of fun
>>
>> doctor appts went really great!
>> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
>> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
>> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
>> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem that
>> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama, yakima
> is
>> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
>> ((yeah right))
>> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted
> taking
>> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
>> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
>> wrong, thats for sure
>> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
>> again.............
>>
>> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i said
>> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
>> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said
>> they're
>> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
>> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he tried
>> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues
>> workshop,
> i
>> thought that was kinda cool
>>
>> anyways
>> i'm back
>> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
>> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
>> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
>> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
>> at least thats gone now
>> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
>>
>> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
>> and i feel stupid for fretting
>> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
>> here..........so far anyways
>> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with
> her
>> i had nothing to fear
>> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
>> liked him alot........
>> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as well
>>
>> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
>> people......then quickly a dozen
>> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
>> amazing
>> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
>>
>> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there, we're
>> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes, trade
>> info, etc.
>> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
>> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
>> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
>> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
>>
>> anyways
>> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
>> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
>> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
>> there.........
>>
>> ok
>> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
>>
>> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
>>
>> has % been a good kid
>> is he snowed in yet?
>> i missed him the most
>> >g<
>>
>> justabeing
>>
>>
>
>
> i knew there was no way i was going to ,
> scroll through all this ,
> without him and his addiction to me not showing ,
> i wonder if he noticed all the how he's missed posts
>
>
you're so sensitive and caring, %
i didn't even think of that aspect of you

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:h5GdnQ2hMMGwUqrYnZ2dnUVZ_oednZ2d@giganews.com ...
> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:GKPZg.21220$7I1.4704@newssvr27.news.prodigy.n et...
> >> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on
> > and
> >> the tv going this morning..........
> >>
> >> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
> >>
> >> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my
> >> son
> >> and played guitars
> >> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
> >> that was alot of fun
> >>
> >> doctor appts went really great!
> >> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
> >> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
> >> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
> >> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem
that
> >> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama,
yakima
> > is
> >> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
> >> ((yeah right))
> >> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted
> > taking
> >> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
> >> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
> >> wrong, thats for sure
> >> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
> >> again.............
> >>
> >> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i
said
> >> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
> >> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said
> >> they're
> >> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
> >> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he
tried
> >> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues
> >> workshop,
> > i
> >> thought that was kinda cool
> >>
> >> anyways
> >> i'm back
> >> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
> >> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
> >> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
> >> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
> >> at least thats gone now
> >> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
> >>
> >> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
> >> and i feel stupid for fretting
> >> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
> >> here..........so far anyways
> >> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with
> > her
> >> i had nothing to fear
> >> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
> >> liked him alot........
> >> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as
well
> >>
> >> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
> >> people......then quickly a dozen
> >> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
> >> amazing
> >> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
> >>
> >> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there,
we're
> >> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes,
trade
> >> info, etc.
> >> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
> >> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
> >> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
> >> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
> >>
> >> anyways
> >> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
> >> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
> >> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
> >> there.........
> >>
> >> ok
> >> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
> >>
> >> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
> >>
> >> has % been a good kid
> >> is he snowed in yet?
> >> i missed him the most
> >> >g<
> >>
> >> justabeing
> >>
> >>
> >
> >
> > i knew there was no way i was going to ,
> > scroll through all this ,
> > without him and his addiction to me not showing ,
> > i wonder if he noticed all the how he's missed posts
> >
> >
> you're so sensitive and caring, %
> i didn't even think of that aspect of you
>
>

you're so hounding my ass ,
its the least i can do ,
i was going to buy a parrot the other day ,
but then thought , why bother

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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:lhQZg.15693$vJ2.9723@newssvr12.news.prodigy.c om...
>>
>> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:h5GdnQ2hMMGwUqrYnZ2dnUVZ_oednZ2d@giganews.com ...
>> >
>> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> > news:GKPZg.21220$7I1.4704@newssvr27.news.prodigy.n et...
>> >> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still
>> >> on
>> > and
>> >> the tv going this morning..........
>> >>
>> >> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
>> >>
>> >> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my
>> >> son
>> >> and played guitars
>> >> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
>> >> that was alot of fun
>> >>
>> >> doctor appts went really great!
>> >> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
>> >> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
>> >> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
>> >> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem
> that
>> >> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama,
> yakima
>> > is
>> >> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all
>> >> "non-profit"
>> >> ((yeah right))
>> >> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted
>> > taking
>> >> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
>> >> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have
>> >> much
>> >> wrong, thats for sure
>> >> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
>> >> again.............
>> >>
>> >> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i
> said
>> >> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
>> >> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said
>> >> they're
>> >> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
>> >> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he
> tried
>> >> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues
>> >> workshop,
>> > i
>> >> thought that was kinda cool
>> >>
>> >> anyways
>> >> i'm back
>> >> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
>> >> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
>> >> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches,
>> >> tired
>> >> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
>> >> at least thats gone now
>> >> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
>> >>
>> >> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
>> >> and i feel stupid for fretting
>> >> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
>> >> here..........so far anyways
>> >> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up
>> >> with
>> > her
>> >> i had nothing to fear
>> >> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and
>> >> i
>> >> liked him alot........
>> >> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as
> well
>> >>
>> >> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
>> >> people......then quickly a dozen
>> >> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
>> >> amazing
>> >> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
>> >>
>> >> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there,
> we're
>> >> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes,
> trade
>> >> info, etc.
>> >> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had
>> >> moldy
>> >> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
>> >> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
>> >> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
>> >>
>> >> anyways
>> >> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
>> >> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
>> >> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
>> >> there.........
>> >>
>> >> ok
>> >> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
>> >>
>> >> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
>> >>
>> >> has % been a good kid
>> >> is he snowed in yet?
>> >> i missed him the most
>> >> >g<
>> >>
>> >> justabeing
>> >>
>> >>
>> >
>> >
>> > i knew there was no way i was going to ,
>> > scroll through all this ,
>> > without him and his addiction to me not showing ,
>> > i wonder if he noticed all the how he's missed posts
>> >
>> >
>> you're so sensitive and caring, %
>> i didn't even think of that aspect of you
>>
>>
>
> you're so hounding my ass ,
> its the least i can do ,
> i was going to buy a parrot the other day ,
> but then thought , why bother
>
>
yer not a 'persent', yer a pissant

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>
> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:lhQZg.15693$vJ2.9723@newssvr12.news.prodigy.c om...
> >>
> >> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> news:h5GdnQ2hMMGwUqrYnZ2dnUVZ_oednZ2d@giganews.com ...
> >> >
> >> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> > news:GKPZg.21220$7I1.4704@newssvr27.news.prodigy.n et...
> >> >> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still
> >> >> on
> >> > and
> >> >> the tv going this morning..........
> >> >>
> >> >> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
> >> >>
> >> >> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with
my
> >> >> son
> >> >> and played guitars
> >> >> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar
lately)
> >> >> that was alot of fun
> >> >>
> >> >> doctor appts went really great!
> >> >> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in
this
> >> >> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
> >> >> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain
patient
> >> >> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem
> > that
> >> >> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama,
> > yakima
> >> > is
> >> >> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all
> >> >> "non-profit"
> >> >> ((yeah right))
> >> >> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i
admitted
> >> > taking
> >> >> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
> >> >> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have
> >> >> much
> >> >> wrong, thats for sure
> >> >> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned
it
> >> >> again.............
> >> >>
> >> >> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i
> > said
> >> >> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
> >> >> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said
> >> >> they're
> >> >> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
> >> >> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he
> > tried
> >> >> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues
> >> >> workshop,
> >> > i
> >> >> thought that was kinda cool
> >> >>
> >> >> anyways
> >> >> i'm back
> >> >> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
> >> >> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
> >> >> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches,
> >> >> tired
> >> >> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
> >> >> at least thats gone now
> >> >> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
> >> >>
> >> >> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
> >> >> and i feel stupid for fretting
> >> >> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
> >> >> here..........so far anyways
> >> >> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up
> >> >> with
> >> > her
> >> >> i had nothing to fear
> >> >> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair
and
> >> >> i
> >> >> liked him alot........
> >> >> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as
> > well
> >> >>
> >> >> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
> >> >> people......then quickly a dozen
> >> >> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
> >> >> amazing
> >> >> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
> >> >>
> >> >> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there,
> > we're
> >> >> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes,
> > trade
> >> >> info, etc.
> >> >> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had
> >> >> moldy
> >> >> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
> >> >> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
> >> >> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
> >> >>
> >> >> anyways
> >> >> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
> >> >> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
> >> >> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
> >> >> there.........
> >> >>
> >> >> ok
> >> >> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
> >> >>
> >> >> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
> >> >>
> >> >> has % been a good kid
> >> >> is he snowed in yet?
> >> >> i missed him the most
> >> >> >g<
> >> >>
> >> >> justabeing
> >> >>
> >> >>
> >> >
> >> >
> >> > i knew there was no way i was going to ,
> >> > scroll through all this ,
> >> > without him and his addiction to me not showing ,
> >> > i wonder if he noticed all the how he's missed posts
> >> >
> >> >
> >> you're so sensitive and caring, %
> >> i didn't even think of that aspect of you
> >>
> >>
> >
> > you're so hounding my ass ,
> > its the least i can do ,
> > i was going to buy a parrot the other day ,
> > but then thought , why bother
> >
> >
> yer not a 'persent', yer a pissant
>
>

the first time i was called that was about 1998 ,
even your hallmark card comments aren't original ,
but i doubt any of that will stop you from riding my sleeve ,
and if its name game fun , you're just'a has been

> the first time i was called that was about 1998 ,
> even your hallmark card comments aren't original ,
> but i doubt any of that will stop you from riding my sleeve ,
> and if its name game fun , you're just'a has been
>
>
well thats way kewl with me if it is, seriously
i'm pretty tuckered out and i've been medless for a couple days, just found
out meds won't be ready for another hour or two
sigh

have a good 'un %
sincerely
i'll do my best to disengage

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> > the first time i was called that was about 1998 ,
> > even your hallmark card comments aren't original ,
> > but i doubt any of that will stop you from riding my sleeve ,
> > and if its name game fun , you're just'a has been
> >
> >
> well thats way kewl with me if it is, seriously
> i'm pretty tuckered out and i've been medless for a couple days, just
found
> out meds won't be ready for another hour or two
> sigh
>
> have a good 'un %
> sincerely
> i'll do my best to disengage
>
>

i love it when you're serious

"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:IKQZg.15703$vJ2.14132@newssvr12.news.prodigy. com...
>>
>> > the first time i was called that was about 1998 ,
>> > even your hallmark card comments aren't original ,
>> > but i doubt any of that will stop you from riding my sleeve ,
>> > and if its name game fun , you're just'a has been
>> >
>> >
>> well thats way kewl with me if it is, seriously
>> i'm pretty tuckered out and i've been medless for a couple days, just
> found
>> out meds won't be ready for another hour or two
>> sigh
>>
>> have a good 'un %
>> sincerely
>> i'll do my best to disengage
>>
>>
>
> i love it when you're serious
>
>
well of course

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:J96dnaD4xLidRqrYnZ2dnUVZ_tudnZ2d@giganews.com ...
> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:IKQZg.15703$vJ2.14132@newssvr12.news.prodigy. com...
> >>
> >> > the first time i was called that was about 1998 ,
> >> > even your hallmark card comments aren't original ,
> >> > but i doubt any of that will stop you from riding my sleeve ,
> >> > and if its name game fun , you're just'a has been
> >> >
> >> >
> >> well thats way kewl with me if it is, seriously
> >> i'm pretty tuckered out and i've been medless for a couple days, just
> > found
> >> out meds won't be ready for another hour or two
> >> sigh
> >>
> >> have a good 'un %
> >> sincerely
> >> i'll do my best to disengage
> >>
> >>
> >
> > i love it when you're serious
> >
> >
> well of course
>
>

now if you could only pick ,
as good as your off spring

justabeing wrote:
> got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on and
> the tv going this morning..........
>
> came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
>
> had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my son
> and played guitars
> (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
> that was alot of fun
>
> doctor appts went really great!
> why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
> locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
> unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
> especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem that
> lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama, yakima is
> the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
> ((yeah right))
> ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted taking
> one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
> here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
> wrong, thats for sure
> if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
> again.............
>
> my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i said
> "well i like to think i canned his ass"
> he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said they're
> playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
> he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he tried
> out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues workshop, i
> thought that was kinda cool
>
> anyways
> i'm back
> gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
> i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
> swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
> i had a low grade fever all day tues.
> at least thats gone now
> shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
>
> i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
> and i feel stupid for fretting
> doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
> here..........so far anyways
> only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with her
> i had nothing to fear
> the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
> liked him alot........
> he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as well
>
> when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
> people......then quickly a dozen
> by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
> amazing
> wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
>
> went through the process with this gal about my own age from there, we're
> emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes, trade
> info, etc.
> she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
> medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
> thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
> it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
>
> anyways
> it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
> I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
> yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
> there.........
>
> ok
> hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
>
> anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
>
> has % been a good kid
> is he snowed in yet?
> i missed him the most
> >g<
>
> justabeing

Howdy, justa! Welcome back.

Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
med regimen?

BoredToTears wrote:
> justabeing wrote:
> > got in last night.......went to bed and woke up with the light still on and
> > the tv going this morning..........
> >
> > came down with a virus almost as soon as i got there
> >
> > had one really good night, the first one, drank a couple beers with my son
> > and played guitars
> > (which felt weird because i've been playing nothing but sitar lately)
> > that was alot of fun
> >
> > doctor appts went really great!
> > why i was so stressed i'll never know, but i suspect i've been in this
> > locale for long enough now to pick up on/internalize the general
> > unfortunate/even scary vibe if you happen to be a chronic pain patient
> > especially (or any other kinda patient with a fairly serious problem that
> > lacks specialists here, by choice, me thinks...methama, crackama, yakima is
> > the treatment center capital of WA..and like religion, all "non-profit"
> > ((yeah right))
> > ..some asshole wanted to send me to treatment once because i admitted taking
> > one toke off a joint, how lame eh, there's a weird mentality
> > here).........central wa not a good place to be if you really have much
> > wrong, thats for sure
> > if i've learned that lesson more than once, i've definitely learned it
> > again.............
> >
> > my old gp laughed when i told him what happened, especially after i said
> > "well i like to think i canned his ass"
> > he's been playing harmonica and rhythm guitar in his band, he said they're
> > playing a party this week, I said 'right on, thats wonderful'
> > he's been in this band awhile, i remember it was winter the year he tried
> > out and got in............he took a week off and went to a blues workshop, i
> > thought that was kinda cool
> >
> > anyways
> > i'm back
> > gonna take a hot shower and get my flannels back on
> > i feel a bit better than i did but i'm still haggard
> > swollen glands, small headache, bit of a sore throat, body aches, tired
> > i had a low grade fever all day tues.
> > at least thats gone now
> > shit i even got a cold sore, i hate those bastards grrrrrrr
> >
> > i'm like SOOOOOOO glad those doctor appts are over....
> > and i feel stupid for fretting
> > doctors over there have treated me completely different than those
> > here..........so far anyways
> > only one lemon and she wasn't my doctor so i didn't have to put up with her
> > i had nothing to fear
> > the doctor at the mmj clinic was a really old guy with white hair and i
> > liked him alot........
> > he was pretty common sense and I got a sense of great compassion as well
> >
> > when i first got to the clinic there were maybe half a dozen
> > people......then quickly a dozen
> > by the time i left there had to be at least 50 people there
> > amazing
> > wonder how many of us there are here in WA?
> >
> > went through the process with this gal about my own age from there, we're
> > emailing back and forth to stay in touch and see how this all goes, trade
> > info, etc.
> > she met a renewal patient who told her to avoid one org, they had moldy
> > medicine which was making people sick.......glad to know about that
> > thats a crocka shit, no excuse for that
> > it was nice to meet somebody new in the same boat
> >
> > anyways
> > it all went alright, I just wish i hadn't gotten sick
> > I may end up having to go back again soon, don't know for sure,
> > yet........in order to get hooked up with this one outfit over
> > there.........
> >
> > ok
> > hope everybody's doing justa dandy!
> >
> > anything exciting happen whilst i've been gone?!
> >
> > has % been a good kid
> > is he snowed in yet?
> > i missed him the most
> > >g<
> >
> > justabeing
>
> Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
>
> Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
> for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
> med regimen?






Justa back at,
I didn't know, I comes around complain, I should fly high,

"BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
>
> Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
>
> Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
> for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
> med regimen?
>

Immediately! : )
boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about here.........!!!

Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and on all
day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the best
way, word of mouth
I sure don't want moldy medicine
Got enough allergy/health problems as is

I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
I can grow killer tomatoes ; )

How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
I hope you haven't been bored to tears
>g<
at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week

I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have alot
less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still kinda
new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to expect,
but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........

My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no matter
how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
physically............I get run down and whammo! here we go..........I hate
that
mostly because i can't control my body
with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my body
doesn't wanna listen...........
i hope you know what i mean

well it sure is good to see ya!

justa : )

"eoygeo" <eoygeo@aol.com> wrote in message
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>
>
> Justa back at,
> I didn't know, I comes around complain, I should fly high,
>

hey eoygeo!
good to see you too!
(high-fives!)

justa

justabeing wrote:
> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
> >
> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
> > med regimen?
> >
>
> Immediately! : )
> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about here.........!!!
>
> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and on all
> day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the best
> way, word of mouth
> I sure don't want moldy medicine
> Got enough allergy/health problems as is
>
> I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
> and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
> I can grow killer tomatoes ; )
>
> How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
> I hope you haven't been bored to tears
> >g<
> at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week
>
> I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
> tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have alot
> less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still kinda
> new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to expect,
> but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........
>
> My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
> virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no matter
> how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
> physically............I get run down and whammo! here we go..........I hate
> that
> mostly because i can't control my body
> with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my body
> doesn't wanna listen...........
> i hope you know what i mean
>
> well it sure is good to see ya!
>
> justa : )

I'm really glad it worked out the way it did, justa.

I'm bumping along, hanging in there. Do you know if the mmj will help
with your anxiety? I've tried it before and I know that, apart from
giving me a migraine, I felt pretty calm! ;o)

"BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1161296213.082889.286710@b28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
>
> justabeing wrote:
>> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
>> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
>> >
>> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
>> >
>> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
>> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
>> > med regimen?
>> >
>>
>> Immediately! : )
>> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about here.........!!!
>>
>> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and on
>> all
>> day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the best
>> way, word of mouth
>> I sure don't want moldy medicine
>> Got enough allergy/health problems as is
>>
>> I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
>> and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
>> I can grow killer tomatoes ; )
>>
>> How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
>> I hope you haven't been bored to tears
>> >g<
>> at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week
>>
>> I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
>> tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have
>> alot
>> less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still
>> kinda
>> new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to
>> expect,
>> but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........
>>
>> My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
>> virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no matter
>> how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
>> physically............I get run down and whammo! here we go..........I
>> hate
>> that
>> mostly because i can't control my body
>> with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my body
>> doesn't wanna listen...........
>> i hope you know what i mean
>>
>> well it sure is good to see ya!
>>
>> justa : )
>
> I'm really glad it worked out the way it did, justa.
>
> I'm bumping along, hanging in there. Do you know if the mmj will help
> with your anxiety? I've tried it before and I know that, apart from
> giving me a migraine, I felt pretty calm! ;o)
>

yeah i've noticed it does help somewhat.......but i also think it would
depend upon my enviornment, too
I've heard alot of people say though that it does indeed help their anxiety
(definitely not the ones who get paranoid, haven't ran into very many of
those even over the years but everybody's different)

if i'm in a place thats gonna give me the willies, welp then it won't
help...........i don't think it seems to make it any worse but it doesn't
make it any better.....but then when I get anxiety and it hits a certain
level, i'm a goner unless i take a xanex............
it seems to help my older brother alot that way, no matter where he
is..........and he doesn't take xanex
He's on effexor and I don't know all what, quite a few things........i can't
keep track

its a helluva antispasmodic, thats for sure
maybe i won't have to take so much flexeril, that'd be great! deep muscle
relaxation

sorry it gave you a migraine, thats major suckage!

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:tpTZg.21321$7I1.16600@newssvr27.news.prodigy. net...
>
> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1161296213.082889.286710@b28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> > justabeing wrote:
> >> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> >> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >> >
> >> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
> >> >
> >> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be
good
> >> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your
new
> >> > med regimen?
> >> >
> >>
> >> Immediately! : )
> >> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about
here.........!!!
> >>
> >> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and
on
> >> all
> >> day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the
best
> >> way, word of mouth
> >> I sure don't want moldy medicine
> >> Got enough allergy/health problems as is
> >>
> >> I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
> >> and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
> >> I can grow killer tomatoes ; )
> >>
> >> How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
> >> I hope you haven't been bored to tears
> >> >g<
> >> at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week
> >>
> >> I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
> >> tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have
> >> alot
> >> less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still
> >> kinda
> >> new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to
> >> expect,
> >> but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........
> >>
> >> My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
> >> virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no
matter
> >> how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
> >> physically............I get run down and whammo! here we go..........I
> >> hate
> >> that
> >> mostly because i can't control my body
> >> with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my body
> >> doesn't wanna listen...........
> >> i hope you know what i mean
> >>
> >> well it sure is good to see ya!
> >>
> >> justa : )
> >
> > I'm really glad it worked out the way it did, justa.
> >
> > I'm bumping along, hanging in there. Do you know if the mmj will help
> > with your anxiety? I've tried it before and I know that, apart from
> > giving me a migraine, I felt pretty calm! ;o)
> >
>
> yeah i've noticed it does help somewhat.......but i also think it would
> depend upon my enviornment, too
> I've heard alot of people say though that it does indeed help their
anxiety
> (definitely not the ones who get paranoid, haven't ran into very many of
> those even over the years but everybody's different)
>
> if i'm in a place thats gonna give me the willies, welp then it won't
> help...........i don't think it seems to make it any worse but it doesn't
> make it any better.....but then when I get anxiety and it hits a certain
> level, i'm a goner unless i take a xanex............
> it seems to help my older brother alot that way, no matter where he
> is..........and he doesn't take xanex
> He's on effexor and I don't know all what, quite a few things........i
can't
> keep track
>
> its a helluva antispasmodic, thats for sure
> maybe i won't have to take so much flexeril, that'd be great! deep muscle
> relaxation
>
> sorry it gave you a migraine, thats major suckage!
>


but have a sunny day just'a the same
>

justabeing wrote:
> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1161296213.082889.286710@b28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >
> > justabeing wrote:
> >> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> >> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> >> >
> >> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
> >> >
> >> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be good
> >> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your new
> >> > med regimen?
> >> >
> >>
> >> Immediately! : )
> >> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about here.........!!!
> >>
> >> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and on
> >> all
> >> day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the best
> >> way, word of mouth
> >> I sure don't want moldy medicine
> >> Got enough allergy/health problems as is
> >>
> >> I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
> >> and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
> >> I can grow killer tomatoes ; )
> >>
> >> How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
> >> I hope you haven't been bored to tears
> >> >g<
> >> at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week
> >>
> >> I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
> >> tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have
> >> alot
> >> less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still
> >> kinda
> >> new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to
> >> expect,
> >> but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........
> >>
> >> My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
> >> virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no matter
> >> how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
> >> physically............I get run down and whammo! here we go..........I
> >> hate
> >> that
> >> mostly because i can't control my body
> >> with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my body
> >> doesn't wanna listen...........
> >> i hope you know what i mean
> >>
> >> well it sure is good to see ya!
> >>
> >> justa : )
> >
> > I'm really glad it worked out the way it did, justa.
> >
> > I'm bumping along, hanging in there. Do you know if the mmj will help
> > with your anxiety? I've tried it before and I know that, apart from
> > giving me a migraine, I felt pretty calm! ;o)
> >
>
> yeah i've noticed it does help somewhat.......but i also think it would
> depend upon my enviornment, too
> I've heard alot of people say though that it does indeed help their anxiety
> (definitely not the ones who get paranoid, haven't ran into very many of
> those even over the years but everybody's different)
>
> if i'm in a place thats gonna give me the willies, welp then it won't
> help...........i don't think it seems to make it any worse but it doesn't
> make it any better.....but then when I get anxiety and it hits a certain
> level, i'm a goner unless i take a xanex............
> it seems to help my older brother alot that way, no matter where he
> is..........and he doesn't take xanex
> He's on effexor and I don't know all what, quite a few things........i can't
> keep track
>
> its a helluva antispasmodic, thats for sure
> maybe i won't have to take so much flexeril, that'd be great! deep muscle
> relaxation
>
> sorry it gave you a migraine, thats major suckage!

The anti-spasmodic thing is interesting, my dad suffers from spasms in
the muscles of his leg that keep him awake at night, I wonder if
cannabis would help? Not that I want him smoking again; he gave up
after 54 years when his breathing began to get very wheezy. It's much
better now, though.

"BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
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>
> justabeing wrote:
> > "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> > news:1161296213.082889.286710@b28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> > >
> > > justabeing wrote:
> > >> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> > >> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> > >> >
> > >> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
> > >> >
> > >> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be
good
> > >> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your
new
> > >> > med regimen?
> > >> >
> > >>
> > >> Immediately! : )
> > >> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about
here.........!!!
> > >>
> > >> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and
on
> > >> all
> > >> day, had one waiting for me when I got home.........thats really the
best
> > >> way, word of mouth
> > >> I sure don't want moldy medicine
> > >> Got enough allergy/health problems as is
> > >>
> > >> I sure learned a lotta stuff over there : )
> > >> and it really doesn't HAVE to be complicated
> > >> I can grow killer tomatoes ; )
> > >>
> > >> How's my good bud Bored To Tears doin' this week?
> > >> I hope you haven't been bored to tears
> > >> >g<
> > >> at the very least, i hope its been a relatively ok week
> > >>
> > >> I have some xanex coming, i think I'll take one at bedtime
> > >> tonight........now that I'm an established patient, I think I'll have
> > >> alot
> > >> less anxiety, just take a bit to back off all the way, its all still
> > >> kinda
> > >> new to me, this mmj stuff........I really wasn't sure just what to
> > >> expect,
> > >> but I must say I sure was happy it all went the way it did.........
> > >>
> > >> My anxiety definitely had something to do with me catching this
> > >> virus............if it goes on at a certain level for too long, no
matter
> > >> how much cognitive shit I practice, it'll start manifesting
> > >> physically............I get run down and whammo! here we
go..........I
> > >> hate
> > >> that
> > >> mostly because i can't control my body
> > >> with some meds i can manage with my mind (most of the time) but my
body
> > >> doesn't wanna listen...........
> > >> i hope you know what i mean
> > >>
> > >> well it sure is good to see ya!
> > >>
> > >> justa : )
> > >
> > > I'm really glad it worked out the way it did, justa.
> > >
> > > I'm bumping along, hanging in there. Do you know if the mmj will help
> > > with your anxiety? I've tried it before and I know that, apart from
> > > giving me a migraine, I felt pretty calm! ;o)
> > >
> >
> > yeah i've noticed it does help somewhat.......but i also think it would
> > depend upon my enviornment, too
> > I've heard alot of people say though that it does indeed help their
anxiety
> > (definitely not the ones who get paranoid, haven't ran into very many of
> > those even over the years but everybody's different)
> >
> > if i'm in a place thats gonna give me the willies, welp then it won't
> > help...........i don't think it seems to make it any worse but it
doesn't
> > make it any better.....but then when I get anxiety and it hits a certain
> > level, i'm a goner unless i take a xanex............
> > it seems to help my older brother alot that way, no matter where he
> > is..........and he doesn't take xanex
> > He's on effexor and I don't know all what, quite a few things........i
can't
> > keep track
> >
> > its a helluva antispasmodic, thats for sure
> > maybe i won't have to take so much flexeril, that'd be great! deep
muscle
> > relaxation
> >
> > sorry it gave you a migraine, thats major suckage!
>
> The anti-spasmodic thing is interesting, my dad suffers from spasms in
> the muscles of his leg that keep him awake at night, I wonder if
> cannabis would help? Not that I want him smoking again; he gave up
> after 54 years when his breathing began to get very wheezy. It's much
> better now, though.
>


this is a thing you may want to look out for ,
when you begin to be older

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> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> news:1161300447.849537.4110@h48g2000cwc.googlegrou ps.com...
> >
> > justabeing wrote:
> > > "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> > > news:1161296213.082889.286710@b28g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> > > >
> > > > justabeing wrote:
> > > >> "BoredToTears" <beejayceee1@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
> > > >> news:1161289414.238823.102840@f16g2000cwb.googlegr oups.com...
> > > >> >
> > > >> > Howdy, justa! Welcome back.
> > > >> >
> > > >> > Glad to hear things went a lot better than you had hoped. It'll be
> good
> > > >> > for you to have someone to share info with. When do you start your
> new
> > > >> > med regimen?
> > > >> >
> > > >>
> > > >> Immediately! : )
> > > >> boy am i glad I went over there instead of mucking about
> here.........!!!
> > > >>
> > > >> Yes, I'm really glad I met that gal, we've been trading email off and
> on
> > > >> all
> > > >> day, had one waiting for me when I got h