Life Sucks and then You Die

We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
wrong, WILL. Life is nothing but a means for some superior being to
watch us suffer as part of a large play of torture. This being, whom
some call god, enjoys watching us suffer and hurt and be tortured by
his onw hand. We are nothing but his puppets of torture, and when he
gets tired of us, he kills us in some manner, and of which method used
is a mystery until the time is here. Some die in accidents, others
from a massive coronary, stroke or brain hemmorage. Some burn to
death others freeze or drown.

Either way, life sucks and then we die. There is no alternative.
Life is misery, tears, pain, suffering, agony, hurt, torture, hate,
fear, and ends with a painful death. Dont even try to make life
pleasant, because you will only feel the pain more when you fail to
achieve pleasure, and if you do find a few moments of pleasure,
remember, it will only get worse, and everytime a moment of pleasure
is experienced, the pain is only worse later. It's better to seek
pain and misery to avoid the ups and downs that only make things hurt
more when the man upstairs decides it's time to torture us again. The
good thing is that living in constant pain and torture makes us numb.
Soon the pain gets less and we brush off the horrors in our lives.
When we lose a family member, a child, a pet, or anything else that
matters, we soon find that we can no longer cry or even feel the pain.
Living in constant pain and suffering is like a drug. We continue to
inject our daily tortures and soon nothing phases us. We just go on
to the next problem, and sooner or later we take our own lives and we
no longer have to worry about when our time will come, and how painful
the final outcome will be. We can choose our own death process and we
can determine the amount of pain and weaponry involved. I personally
like the idea of suicide because I can and will know the exact moment
and process that leads us to our deaths. We can outsmart that so
called god and he can no longer torture us. Either way, we will die,
so why wait. Life sucks and then we die. I know this, I accept it,
an I will choose my own death.

I quit therapy, and I am damn glad I did. Those so called
professionals in the mental health field are all liars. All they do
is promise sunshine and bright days that never happen. We anticipate
these days and we suffer in more pain with these expectations that
never happen. Dont fight it. Depression is all their is, and it will
continue till death. I choose death soooner than later because that
will end all the pain and suffering.

Life sucks and then you die, and this is so very very true....

I sit here telling you all the truth about life, because this is the
actual truth and nothing but the truth. I sit here contemplating if I
want to use this gun sitting next to me, or use this bottle of pills,
or should I spend another day suffering? This question occurs
hundreds of times each day. Some days I just hum along and decide to
just grin and bear it. Other days I load my gun, pour the pills in my
hand and prepare my exit. Life means nothing and never will. This
may be my last message, or there may be more. It dont really matter.

If you happen to be one of these religious types, pray to your
torturer and a ask for mercy and forgiveness, but remember this. You
are only a puppet on his string and the more you pray to him, the more
he pulls those strings of torture.

Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.

Martin S.

<martins0098@none.com> wrote in message
news:aa6mi2heb9cjgd5ujn269216sb8r0mpf80@4ax.com...
> We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
> to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
> wrong, WILL. Life is nothing but a means for some superior being to
> watch us suffer as part of a large play of torture. This being, whom
> some call god, enjoys watching us suffer and hurt and be tortured by
> his onw hand. We are nothing but his puppets of torture, and when he
> gets tired of us, he kills us in some manner, and of which method used
> is a mystery until the time is here. Some die in accidents, others
> from a massive coronary, stroke or brain hemmorage. Some burn to
> death others freeze or drown.
>
> Either way, life sucks and then we die. There is no alternative.
> Life is misery, tears, pain, suffering, agony, hurt, torture, hate,
> fear, and ends with a painful death. Dont even try to make life
> pleasant, because you will only feel the pain more when you fail to
> achieve pleasure, and if you do find a few moments of pleasure,
> remember, it will only get worse, and everytime a moment of pleasure
> is experienced, the pain is only worse later. It's better to seek
> pain and misery to avoid the ups and downs that only make things hurt
> more when the man upstairs decides it's time to torture us again. The
> good thing is that living in constant pain and torture makes us numb.
> Soon the pain gets less and we brush off the horrors in our lives.
> When we lose a family member, a child, a pet, or anything else that
> matters, we soon find that we can no longer cry or even feel the pain.
> Living in constant pain and suffering is like a drug. We continue to
> inject our daily tortures and soon nothing phases us. We just go on
> to the next problem, and sooner or later we take our own lives and we
> no longer have to worry about when our time will come, and how painful
> the final outcome will be. We can choose our own death process and we
> can determine the amount of pain and weaponry involved. I personally
> like the idea of suicide because I can and will know the exact moment
> and process that leads us to our deaths. We can outsmart that so
> called god and he can no longer torture us. Either way, we will die,
> so why wait. Life sucks and then we die. I know this, I accept it,
> an I will choose my own death.
>
> I quit therapy, and I am damn glad I did. Those so called
> professionals in the mental health field are all liars. All they do
> is promise sunshine and bright days that never happen. We anticipate
> these days and we suffer in more pain with these expectations that
> never happen. Dont fight it. Depression is all their is, and it will
> continue till death. I choose death soooner than later because that
> will end all the pain and suffering.
>
> Life sucks and then you die, and this is so very very true....
>
> I sit here telling you all the truth about life, because this is the
> actual truth and nothing but the truth. I sit here contemplating if I
> want to use this gun sitting next to me, or use this bottle of pills,
> or should I spend another day suffering? This question occurs
> hundreds of times each day. Some days I just hum along and decide to
> just grin and bear it. Other days I load my gun, pour the pills in my
> hand and prepare my exit. Life means nothing and never will. This
> may be my last message, or there may be more. It dont really matter.
>
> If you happen to be one of these religious types, pray to your
> torturer and a ask for mercy and forgiveness, but remember this. You
> are only a puppet on his string and the more you pray to him, the more
> he pulls those strings of torture.
>
> Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>
> Martin S.



well when does the suffering start ,
my time's almost up ,
and i've had a blast

On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:

>
>Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>
>Martin S.

If that is all there is to it, why did it take some much writing to
say it?


Charles
__

Charles wrote...

> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com
> wrote:
>
>>
>>Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>>
>>Martin S.
>
> If that is all there is to it, why did it take some much
> writing to say it?
>
>
> Charles

i was wishing i could reply to this guy, since he seemed to be
crying for some understanding, but i couldn't follow his lengthy
post. from what i saw at the end, it looked pretty dire.

-lisa

On 10 Oct 2006 05:28:36 GMT, "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote:

>Charles wrote...
>
>> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com
>> wrote:
>>
>>>
>>>Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>>>
>>>Martin S.
>>
>> If that is all there is to it, why did it take some much
>> writing to say it?
>>
>>
>> Charles
>
>i was wishing i could reply to this guy, since he seemed to be
>crying for some understanding, but i couldn't follow his lengthy
>post. from what i saw at the end, it looked pretty dire.
>
>-lisa




I saw it as too polished, too practiced, to be authentic. I could be
wrong.


Charles
__

<martins0098@none.com> wrote in message
news:aa6mi2heb9cjgd5ujn269216sb8r0mpf80@4ax.com...
> We are all put here on earth to suffer.

[Deletia]

> Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.

This is nonsense. It may describe how life is for you, but it doesn't
describe how life is for everyone, or even most people. This is a
statement of fact, not speculation. I suppose it's possible that *you*
specifically, and perhaps a few like-minded individuals, were put on
earth to suffer, and you've overgeneralized to the rest of the world,
but it seems unlikely to me.

I can understand why you quit therapy. If it doesn't work, there is no
point in continuing it. Have you tried antidepressant medication? If
you think it is better to end it all than to continue suffering,
surely it is better to take effective medication and recover than to
do either of the other.

Find a good psychiatrist in your area, and get effective treatment for
your depression.
--
Nom dePlume, Ph.D.
Why, yes, in fact, I am a rocket scientist.

Guide to Medications for Mental Illness:
http://www.geocities.com/nomdeplume1000/

=====

"lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
news:Xns9858F02D2504mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4.. .
> Charles wrote...
>
>> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com
>> wrote:
>>
>>>
>>>Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>>>
>>>Martin S.
>>
>> If that is all there is to it, why did it take some much
>> writing to say it?
>>
>> Charles
>
> i was wishing i could reply to this guy, since he seemed to be
> crying for some understanding, but i couldn't follow his lengthy
> post. from what i saw at the end, it looked pretty dire.

near as i could make out, he was saying that life sucks and then you die.
like you, i felt this was an unduly negative spin to put on things, but my
goodness... who hasn't been there.

On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:

>We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
>to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
>wrong, WILL.

No need to read more. This is clearly not true since many people have
perfectly happy lives. The normal slings and arrows of course, but all in
all very happy and prosperous.

Not that this helps. It just makes many of us more pissed since we ask "We
can't we be like that?"

"CyberDroog" <CyberDroog@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote in message
news:9vvoi2976ff43ds4bqn3vsktpmcom5d37b@news.easyn ews.com...
> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:
>
>>We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
>>to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
>>wrong, WILL.
>
> No need to read more. This is clearly not true since many people have
> perfectly happy lives. The normal slings and arrows of course, but all in
> all very happy and prosperous.
>
> Not that this helps. It just makes many of us more pissed since we ask "We
> can't we be like that?"

a lifetime of suffering makes us wiser, stronger, and more profoundly
spiritual. right? that's got to be right.

"cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
news:egi96o$uo$1@news.datemas.de...
> "CyberDroog" <CyberDroog@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote in message
> news:9vvoi2976ff43ds4bqn3vsktpmcom5d37b@news.easyn ews.com...
> > On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:
> >
> >>We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
> >>to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
> >>wrong, WILL.
> >
> > No need to read more. This is clearly not true since many people have
> > perfectly happy lives. The normal slings and arrows of course, but all
in
> > all very happy and prosperous.
> >
> > Not that this helps. It just makes many of us more pissed since we ask
"We
> > can't we be like that?"
>
> a lifetime of suffering makes us wiser, stronger, and more profoundly
> spiritual. right? that's got to be right.

I know this true for me. :-)

--
Rhi

On Mon, 9 Oct 2006 22:56:37 -0700, "Nom dePlume"
<nomdeplume1000-at-yahoo.com> wrote:

><martins0098@none.com> wrote in message
>news:aa6mi2heb9cjgd5ujn269216sb8r0mpf80@4ax.com.. .
>> We are all put here on earth to suffer.
>
>[Deletia]
>
>> Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.
>
>This is nonsense. It may describe how life is for you, but it doesn't
>describe how life is for everyone, or even most people. This is a
>statement of fact, not speculation. I suppose it's possible that *you*
>specifically, and perhaps a few like-minded individuals, were put on
>earth to suffer, and you've overgeneralized to the rest of the world,
>but it seems unlikely to me.
>
>I can understand why you quit therapy. If it doesn't work, there is no
>point in continuing it. Have you tried antidepressant medication? If
>you think it is better to end it all than to continue suffering,
>surely it is better to take effective medication and recover than to
>do either of the other.
>
>Find a good psychiatrist in your area, and get effective treatment for
>your depression.


Yep, the solution to everything. Pop some drugs and all will be
better. Just because one cant get out of bed in the morning because
of the side effects, and one is no longer capable of functioning dont
matter. Just pop the pills and forget you have a life. Personally,
I'd prefer death than live life as a brainless zombie. I already
tried many of these useless drugs, I flushed them down the toilet and
told the psychiatrist where to shove them. I DO think it's better to
end it all, than either alternative, 1. continue to suffer the pain
and agony of life, or 2. pop pills so none of the agony is felt, while
still existing in the same shitty world. of course there's 3. Use some
phony "good god" as a drug, (which does not exist).

Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.

Martin S.

<martins0098@none.com> wrote in message
news:g7bqi2l7ttn4bjsm3vkft4kugfi8405d9k@4ax.com...
> On Mon, 9 Oct 2006 22:56:37 -0700, "Nom dePlume"
> <nomdeplume1000-at-yahoo.com> wrote:

> Yep, the solution to everything. Pop some drugs and all will be
> better. Just because one cant get out of bed in the morning because
> of the side effects, and one is no longer capable of functioning
> dont
> matter. Just pop the pills and forget you have a life. Personally,
> I'd prefer death than live life as a brainless zombie. I already
> tried many of these useless drugs, I flushed them down the toilet

Before or after you tried them?

> and told the psychiatrist where to shove them. I DO think it's
> better to
> end it all, than either alternative, 1. continue to suffer the pain
> and agony of life, or 2. pop pills so none of the agony is felt,
> while
> still existing in the same shitty world. of course there's 3. Use
> some
> phony "good god" as a drug, (which does not exist).
>
> Life sucks and then you die, and that is all there is.

Then why are you here?


--
Nom dePlume, Ph.D.
Why, yes, in fact, I am a rocket scientist.

Guide to Medications for Mental Illness:
http://www.geocities.com/nomdeplume1000/

=====

On Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:15:19 -0400, "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote:

>"CyberDroog" <CyberDroog@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote in message
>news:9vvoi2976ff43ds4bqn3vsktpmcom5d37b@news.easy news.com...
>> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:
>>
>>>We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
>>>to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
>>>wrong, WILL.
>>
>> No need to read more. This is clearly not true since many people have
>> perfectly happy lives. The normal slings and arrows of course, but all in
>> all very happy and prosperous.
>>
>> Not that this helps. It just makes many of us more pissed since we ask "We
>> can't we be like that?"
>
>a lifetime of suffering makes us wiser, stronger, and more profoundly
>spiritual. right? that's got to be right.

Correct. But so far it hasn't kicked in for me.

"CyberDroog" <CyberDroog@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote in message
news:5lhui2l25oslhk7rp1dmojse3hk707vm48@news.easyn ews.com...
> On Wed, 11 Oct 2006 04:15:19 -0400, "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com>
> wrote:
>
>>"CyberDroog" <CyberDroog@ClockworkOrange.com> wrote in message
>>news:9vvoi2976ff43ds4bqn3vsktpmcom5d37b@news.eas ynews.com...
>>> On Mon, 09 Oct 2006 23:25:32 -0500, martins0098@none.com wrote:
>>>
>>>>We are all put here on earth to suffer. There is no point in trying
>>>>to find happiness, because there is none. Everything that can go
>>>>wrong, WILL.
>>>
>>> No need to read more. This is clearly not true since many people have
>>> perfectly happy lives. The normal slings and arrows of course, but all
>>> in
>>> all very happy and prosperous.
>>>
>>> Not that this helps. It just makes many of us more pissed since we ask
>>> "We
>>> can't we be like that?"
>>
>>a lifetime of suffering makes us wiser, stronger, and more profoundly
>>spiritual. right? that's got to be right.
>
>
not neccesarily