Re: my boys

justabeing wrote...

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> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
> news:Xns985484A4C34C7mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> are all that's keeping me here. i'd want to stay for joe,
>> but i'm not sure that's enough of an obligation. i owe it
>> to the kids for creating their lives to do my best not to
>> screw them up. i want out, but i won't. the only absolute
>> in my life.
>>
>> -lisa
>
> sometimes thats all you need to keep hanging on til crisis
> shit passes..........and it will, eventually
> hang in there, lisa

i will. i have no choice. thanks, justa.

-lisa

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> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
>> news:Xns98549143F1422mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> > justabeing wrote...
>> >
>> >>
>> >> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
>> >> news:Xns985490DE8A08Amccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> >>> justabeing wrote...
>> >>>
>> >>>>
>> >>>> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
>> >>>> news:Xns985489964CE56mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> >>>>> justabeing wrote...
>> >>>>>
>> >>>>>>
>> >>>>>> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
>> >>>>>> news:Xns985487E8C7D3Emccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> >>>>>>> justabeing wrote...
>> >>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>>> "lisa in mass." <mccats@rcn.com> wrote in message
>> >>>>>>>> news:Xns985484A4C34C7mccatsjavanetcom@130.133.1.4. ..
>> >>>>>>>>> are all that's keeping me here. i'd want to stay for
>> >>>>>>>>> joe, but i'm not sure that's enough of an
>> >>>>>>>>> obligation. i owe it to the kids for creating their
>> >>>>>>>>> lives to do my best not to screw them up. i want
>> >>>>>>>>> out, but i won't. the only absolute in my life.
>> >>>>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>>>> -lisa
>> >>>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>>> sometimes thats all you need to keep hanging on til
>> >>>>>>>> crisis shit passes..........and it will, eventually
>> >>>>>>>> hang in there, lisa
>> >>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>> i will. i have no choice. thanks, justa.
>> >>>>>>>
>> >>>>>>> -lisa
>> >>>>>>
>> >>>>>> anytime
>> >>>>>> but you're wrong, you do have a choice, its just that
>> >>>>>> you do realize thats the utterly wrong choice
>> >>>>>>
>> >>>>>> justa
>> >>>>>
>> >>>>> i have an obligation. i take my obligations very
>> >>>>> seriously.
>> >>>>
>> >>>> well if there ever was one to take seriously, i'd say
>> >>>> one's kids are right up there, for sure
>> >>>>
>> >>>> remember to do your best to care for yourself too
>> >>>> you can't give to others what you don't have yourself
>> >>>
>> >>> i'm doing the best i can by them. they rarely know how bad
>> >>> i'm at, except for times when i've been in the hospital.
>> >>>
>> >>> -lisa
>> >>
>> >> well i for one am sure gonna be glad when you're better,
>> >> lisa
>> >>
>> >> it can't be much fun, to say the least
>> >> here's to better days
>> >>
>> >> justa
>> >
>> > thank you.
>>
>> hey
>> anytime
>>
>>
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> get a tent
>
>
yeah i need one
some asshole stole mine as well as my Coleman stove back in 2000 outta my
storage closet, goddamn crackheads anyways........i'm still pissed over it

at least i still have my goosedown mummy bag

justabeing <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:

>>>>>>>>>> i owe it to the kids for creating their
>>>>>>>>>> lives to do my best not to screw them up. i want
>>>>>>>>>> out, but i won't. the only absolute in my life.

>>> well i for one am sure gonna be glad when you're better,
>>> lisa ;it can't be much fun, to say the least
>>> here's to better days


yes, -- to better days, soon, and a
nice safe tolerable kind of better.