saturday so far

looks to be another beautiful day
the sky was this incredible rose color as the sun rose today

popped a piece of nicotine gum this morning instead of a cigarette, so i try
yet again

it was good to get out and amongst other human beings
yesterday...........what with the old truck kinda messed up and gas and oil
and all that good shit, and having to borrow this money to get over to
Seattle to see those doctors and such, well.......i've been pretty homebound
lately, which is probably why i'm going nuts

there ain't a gonna be a whole helluva lot for a bit, i'll have to budget
like a maniac

still it could be so much worse
gotta remember to have gratitude
try to keep perspective

hope everybody has a great saturday
hope everyone slept well
i took my meds and that was it
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz