And the top posters of the month so far are...

2854 pers...@gmail.com
1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
713 used...@nowhere.com
584 mcc...@rcn.com
486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
349 BoredToTears
343 slu...@globalzero.org
342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
298 nos...@nospam.com
255 Bacon

If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
I'd win...

better hurry. you're losing ground as we speak...


Bacon wrote:
> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
> 713 used...@nowhere.com
> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
> 349 BoredToTears
> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
> 298 nos...@nospam.com
> 255 Bacon
>
> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
> I'd win...

"punk" <punkn05@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:1161741611.956663.79590@k70g2000cwa.googlegro ups.com...
> better hurry. you're losing ground as we speak...
>
>
> Bacon wrote:
> > 2854 pers...@gmail.com
> > 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
> > 713 used...@nowhere.com
> > 584 mcc...@rcn.com
> > 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
> > 349 BoredToTears
> > 343 slu...@globalzero.org
> > 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
> > 298 nos...@nospam.com
> > 255 Bacon
> >
> > If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
> > I'd win...
>


do it

"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.com...
> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
> 713 used...@nowhere.com
> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
> 349 BoredToTears
> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
> 298 nos...@nospam.com
> 255 Bacon
>
> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
> I'd win...

well sheeeeeeeit
mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending on
how things go...........
jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship in a
long long time........
and now here i am at the door
whew

justabeing wrote:
> "Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
> news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.com...
> > 2854 pers...@gmail.com
> > 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
> > 713 used...@nowhere.com
> > 584 mcc...@rcn.com
> > 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
> > 349 BoredToTears
> > 343 slu...@globalzero.org
> > 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
> > 298 nos...@nospam.com
> > 255 Bacon
> >
> > If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
> > I'd win...
>
> well sheeeeeeeit
> mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending on
> how things go...........
> jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship in a
> long long time........
> and now here i am at the door
> whew

You'll be fine, justa. Go with the flow and enjoy the moment.

On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:33:21 GMT, "justabeing"
<just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:

>
>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.com.. .
>> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
>> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
>> 713 used...@nowhere.com
>> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
>> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
>> 349 BoredToTears
>> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
>> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
>> 298 nos...@nospam.com
>> 255 Bacon
>>
>> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
>> I'd win...
>
>well sheeeeeeeit
>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending on
>how things go...........
>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship in a
>long long time........
>and now here i am at the door
>whew
>
just in time for the sex survey...

"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:8sntj2lsroq539lltgar68ir276oj213kn@4ax.com...
> On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:33:21 GMT, "justabeing"
> <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>>
>>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>>news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.com. ..
>>> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
>>> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
>>> 713 used...@nowhere.com
>>> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
>>> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
>>> 349 BoredToTears
>>> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
>>> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
>>> 298 nos...@nospam.com
>>> 255 Bacon
>>>
>>> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
>>> I'd win...
>>
>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>on
>>how things go...........
>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship in
>>a
>>long long time........
>>and now here i am at the door
>>whew
>>
> just in time for the sex survey...

oh gawd please
i love sex as much as the next person but whew
its other stuff i'm sweatin'
and i feel about a million different things

can't hardly sort them out either
that kinda worries me

plus i'm nervous as a whore in church
yet a part of me is calm

i don't know what the hell is going on with me right now

help?

justabeing

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...

>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>>on
>>>how things go...........
>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>in a
>>>long long time........
>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>whew
>>>
>> just in time for the sex survey...
>
> oh gawd please
> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
> and i feel about a million different things

well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff without
the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.

have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if need be.

Gravity

>
> can't hardly sort them out either
> that kinda worries me
>
> plus i'm nervous as a whore in church
> yet a part of me is calm
>
> i don't know what the hell is going on with me right now
>
> help?
>
> justabeing
>

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...

>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>in a
>>>long long time........

my right hand contemplates one every 15 minutes.

Gravity

"Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>
>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>>>on
>>>>how things go...........
>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>in a
>>>>long long time........
>>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>>whew
>>>>
>>> just in time for the sex survey...
>>
>> oh gawd please
>> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>> and i feel about a million different things
>
> well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff
> without the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.
>
> have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if need
> be.
>
> Gravity
>
no
it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.

what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like to
try
then what if i fall in love with this woman
what then

holy catshit batman

justa

"Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>
>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>in a
>>>>long long time........
>
> my right hand contemplates one every 15 minutes.
>
> Gravity
>
aw jesus
this lady is really someone i like
i think i'm capable of liking her ALOT

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>
> "Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
> news:453faff9$0$97235$892e7fe2@authen.yellow.readf reenews.net...
>>
>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>
>>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up,
>>>>>depending
>>>>>on
>>>>>how things go...........
>>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>>in a
>>>>>long long time........
>>>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>>>whew
>>>>>
>>>> just in time for the sex survey...
>>>
>>> oh gawd please
>>> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>>> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>>> and i feel about a million different things
>>
>> well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff
>> without the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.
>>
>> have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if need
>> be.
>>
>> Gravity
>>
> no
> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>
> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like to
> try
> then what if i fall in love with this woman
> what then
>
> holy catshit batman

have you considered:

fuck, fuck, fuck the consequences

Grav

"Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >
> > "Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
> > news:453faff9$0$97235$892e7fe2@authen.yellow.readf reenews.net...
> >>
> >> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >>
> >>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
> >>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up,
> >>>>>depending
> >>>>>on
> >>>>>how things go...........
> >>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate
relationship
> >>>>>in a
> >>>>>long long time........
> >>>>>and now here i am at the door
> >>>>>whew
> >>>>>
> >>>> just in time for the sex survey...
> >>>
> >>> oh gawd please
> >>> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
> >>> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
> >>> and i feel about a million different things
> >>
> >> well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff
> >> without the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.
> >>
> >> have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if
need
> >> be.
> >>
> >> Gravity
> >>
> > no
> > it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
> >
> > what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like
to
> > try
> > then what if i fall in love with this woman
> > what then
> >
> > holy catshit batman
>
> have you considered:
>
> fuck, fuck, fuck the consequences
>
> Grav



>
> LOL

"Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
news:453faff9$0$97235$892e7fe2@authen.yellow.readf reenews.net...
>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>
>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>>>on
>>>>how things go...........
>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>in a
>>>>long long time........
>>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>>whew
>>>>
>>> just in time for the sex survey...
>>
>> oh gawd please
>> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>> and i feel about a million different things
>
> well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff
> without the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.
>
> have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if need
> be.

i used to think that was dissociation until chris walken called it
autopilot.

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:tnO%g.16000$GR.15183@newssvr29.news.prodigy.n et...
>
> "Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
> news:453fb06b$0$97259$892e7fe2@authen.yellow.readf reenews.net...
>>
>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>
>>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>>in a
>>>>>long long time........
>>
>> my right hand contemplates one every 15 minutes.
>>
>> Gravity
>>
> aw jesus
> this lady is really someone i like
> i think i'm capable of liking her ALOT
>
>
so, no
fuck the consequences won't work here
i've got someone else's feelings to consider here now, as well
i think alot of her really

i think we'll both have a really great visit at any rate
be good for the both of us
let the ol' hair down a notch and all

"cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
news:ehoddb$4fm$1@news.datemas.de...
> "Gravity" <gravity@example.net> wrote in message
> news:453faff9$0$97235$892e7fe2@authen.yellow.readf reenews.net...
>>
>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:a0O%g.15989$GR.8737@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>
>>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up,
>>>>>depending
>>>>>on
>>>>>how things go...........
>>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>>in a
>>>>>long long time........
>>>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>>>whew
>>>>>
>>>> just in time for the sex survey...
>>>
>>> oh gawd please
>>> i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>>> its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>>> and i feel about a million different things
>>
>> well you could have sex without the other stuff. or the other stuff
>> without the sex. whatever works. i don't want you to get all nervous.
>>
>> have you seen Click (adam sandler)? you could go on "autopilot" if need
>> be.
>
> i used to think that was dissociation until chris walken called it
> autopilot.
>
thats how i feel kinda anyways
at least, right now
and i feel scared too
how bizarre is that

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> no
> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>
> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like to
> try
> then what if i fall in love with this woman
> what then

well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?

On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 18:27:18 GMT, "justabeing"
<just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:

>
>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>news:8sntj2lsroq539lltgar68ir276oj213kn@4ax.com.. .
>> On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:33:21 GMT, "justabeing"
>> <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:
>>
>>>
>>>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>>>news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.com ...
>>>> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
>>>> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
>>>> 713 used...@nowhere.com
>>>> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
>>>> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
>>>> 349 BoredToTears
>>>> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
>>>> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
>>>> 298 nos...@nospam.com
>>>> 255 Bacon
>>>>
>>>> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
>>>> I'd win...
>>>
>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>>on
>>>how things go...........
>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship in
>>>a
>>>long long time........
>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>whew
>>>
>> just in time for the sex survey...
>
>oh gawd please
>i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>and i feel about a million different things
>
>can't hardly sort them out either
>that kinda worries me
>
>plus i'm nervous as a whore in church
>yet a part of me is calm
>
>i don't know what the hell is going on with me right now
>
>help?
>
>justabeing

Puberty, the second coming...

"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:h8fvj2ldnuqm2ea1oijlcthrua7812ki7c@4ax.com...
> On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 18:27:18 GMT, "justabeing"
> <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>>
>>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>>news:8sntj2lsroq539lltgar68ir276oj213kn@4ax.com. ..
>>> On Wed, 25 Oct 2006 03:33:21 GMT, "justabeing"
>>> <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote:
>>>
>>>>
>>>>"Bacon" <rbkfour@yahoo.com> wrote in message
>>>>news:fvftj29d7t1cl32scttn0jrf3hn04bd27r@4ax.co m...
>>>>> 2854 pers...@gmail.com
>>>>> 1364 just.a.be...@gmail.com
>>>>> 713 used...@nowhere.com
>>>>> 584 mcc...@rcn.com
>>>>> 486 a...@harding.demon.co.uk
>>>>> 349 BoredToTears
>>>>> 343 slu...@globalzero.org
>>>>> 342 grav...@send_emails_to_persent_instead
>>>>> 298 nos...@nospam.com
>>>>> 255 Bacon
>>>>>
>>>>> If % stopped now and I posted every 4 minutes 24/7 through the 31st,
>>>>> I'd win...
>>>>
>>>>well sheeeeeeeit
>>>>mine's either gonna start droppin' way off or speedin' way up, depending
>>>>on
>>>>how things go...........
>>>>jesus i haven't comtemplated a relatively serious intimate relationship
>>>>in
>>>>a
>>>>long long time........
>>>>and now here i am at the door
>>>>whew
>>>>
>>> just in time for the sex survey...
>>
>>oh gawd please
>>i love sex as much as the next person but whew
>>its other stuff i'm sweatin'
>>and i feel about a million different things
>>
>>can't hardly sort them out either
>>that kinda worries me
>>
>>plus i'm nervous as a whore in church
>>yet a part of me is calm
>>
>>i don't know what the hell is going on with me right now
>>
>>help?
>>
>>justabeing
>
> Puberty, the second coming...

naw, that was easy
alot simpler, too
this is a horse of a different color, for sure

i'm amazed and stunned at the same time
how is that possible?!

"cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>> no
>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>>
>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like to
>> try
>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>> what then
>
> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>
thats a good point
i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each other
our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead and heavy to
me

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>
> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>> no
>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>>>
>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like
>>> to
>>> try
>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>>> what then
>>
>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>>
> thats a good point
> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each other
> our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead and heavy to
> me
>

Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
naturally

"Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>
>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>>> no
>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>>>>
>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like
>>>> to
>>>> try
>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>>>> what then
>>>
>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>>>
>> thats a good point
>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each
>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead and
>> heavy to me
>>
>
> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
> naturally
>
yeah i know you're right, Jane
it just feels so dangerous to me though
that totally letting go stuff
whew

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
>>
>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>>
>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>>>> no
>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>>>>>
>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd like
>>>>> to
>>>>> try
>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>>>>> what then
>>>>
>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>>>>
>>> thats a good point
>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each
>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead and
>>> heavy to me
>>>
>>
>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
>> naturally
>>
> yeah i know you're right, Jane
> it just feels so dangerous to me though
> that totally letting go stuff
> whew
>

why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take the
risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a gamble
(game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll fuck
this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day at a
time...

"Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>>
>> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
>>>
>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>>>
>>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
>>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>>>>>> no
>>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>>>>>>
>>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd
>>>>>> like to
>>>>>> try
>>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>>>>>> what then
>>>>>
>>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>>>>>
>>>> thats a good point
>>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each
>>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead and
>>>> heavy to me
>>>>
>>>
>>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
>>> naturally
>>>
>> yeah i know you're right, Jane
>> it just feels so dangerous to me though
>> that totally letting go stuff
>> whew
>>
>
> why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take the
> risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a gamble
> (game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
> terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll fuck
> this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day at a
> time...
>
(bob contemplating going out his door)

"I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful........"

(repeat repeatedly)

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> news:U9GdnUENDot_iN3YnZ2dnUVZ_qOdnZ2d@adelphia.com ...
> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >>
> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
> >>>
> >>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >>>>
> >>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
> >>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
> >>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >>>>>> no
> >>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
> >>>>>>
> >>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd
> >>>>>> like to
> >>>>>> try
> >>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
> >>>>>> what then
> >>>>>
> >>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
> >>>>>
> >>>> thats a good point
> >>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each
> >>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead
and
> >>>> heavy to me
> >>>>
> >>>
> >>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
> >>> naturally
> >>>
> >> yeah i know you're right, Jane
> >> it just feels so dangerous to me though
> >> that totally letting go stuff
> >> whew
> >>
> >
> > why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take the
> > risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a gamble
> > (game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
> > terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll
fuck
> > this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day at
a
> > time...
> >
> (bob contemplating going out his door)
>
> "I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful........"
>
> (repeat repeatedly)
>
>

hey , i didn't know you were going for three day's ,
holy cow , no wonder you're freakin

"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:uPU%g.21662$e66.15129@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>>
>> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:U9GdnUENDot_iN3YnZ2dnUVZ_qOdnZ2d@adelphia.com ...
>> >
>> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> > news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>> >>
>> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
>> >>>
>> >>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> >>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>> >>>>
>> >>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
>> >>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>> >>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> >>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>> >>>>>> no
>> >>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>> >>>>>>
>> >>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like she'd
>> >>>>>> like to
>> >>>>>> try
>> >>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>> >>>>>> what then
>> >>>>>
>> >>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>> >>>>>
>> >>>> thats a good point
>> >>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling each
>> >>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and dead
> and
>> >>>> heavy to me
>> >>>>
>> >>>
>> >>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
>> >>> naturally
>> >>>
>> >> yeah i know you're right, Jane
>> >> it just feels so dangerous to me though
>> >> that totally letting go stuff
>> >> whew
>> >>
>> >
>> > why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take the
>> > risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a gamble
>> > (game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
>> > terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll
> fuck
>> > this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day at
> a
>> > time...
>> >
>> (bob contemplating going out his door)
>>
>> "I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful........"
>>
>> (repeat repeatedly)
>>
>>
>
> hey , i didn't know you were going for three day's ,
> holy cow , no wonder you're freakin
>
>
well more like at least one night, maybe 2 and 2 whole days.........yeah
tell me
i'm like that song going "where is my mind, where is my mind, where is my
mind"........
she lives in seattle though
works there, too
for boeing

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:Ao-dnbNAIMbbht3YnZ2dnUVZ_qWdnZ2d@giganews.com...
> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:uPU%g.21662$e66.15129@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >>
> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >> news:U9GdnUENDot_iN3YnZ2dnUVZ_qOdnZ2d@adelphia.com ...
> >> >
> >> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> > news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >> >>
> >> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
> >> >>>
> >> >>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >> >>>>
> >> >>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
> >> >>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
> >> >>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >> >>>>>> no
> >> >>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
> >> >>>>>>
> >> >>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like
she'd
> >> >>>>>> like to
> >> >>>>>> try
> >> >>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
> >> >>>>>> what then
> >> >>>>>
> >> >>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
> >> >>>>>
> >> >>>> thats a good point
> >> >>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling
each
> >> >>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and
dead
> > and
> >> >>>> heavy to me
> >> >>>>
> >> >>>
> >> >>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything happen
> >> >>> naturally
> >> >>>
> >> >> yeah i know you're right, Jane
> >> >> it just feels so dangerous to me though
> >> >> that totally letting go stuff
> >> >> whew
> >> >>
> >> >
> >> > why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take
the
> >> > risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a
gamble
> >> > (game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
> >> > terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll
> > fuck
> >> > this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day
at
> > a
> >> > time...
> >> >
> >> (bob contemplating going out his door)
> >>
> >> "I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful........"
> >>
> >> (repeat repeatedly)
> >>
> >>
> >
> > hey , i didn't know you were going for three day's ,
> > holy cow , no wonder you're freakin
> >
> >
> well more like at least one night, maybe 2 and 2 whole days.........yeah
> tell me
> i'm like that song going "where is my mind, where is my mind, where is my
> mind"........
> she lives in seattle though
> works there, too
> for boeing
>
>
well you should be in for a good time ,
i like Seattle what i got to see of it

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>
> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:R1V%g.21667$e66.17499@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>>
>> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:Ao-dnbNAIMbbht3YnZ2dnUVZ_qWdnZ2d@giganews.com...
>> >
>> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> > news:uPU%g.21662$e66.15129@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>> >>
>> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> news:U9GdnUENDot_iN3YnZ2dnUVZ_qOdnZ2d@adelphia.com ...
>> >> >
>> >> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> > news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
>> >> >>
>> >> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> >> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> >>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>> >> >>>>
>> >> >>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
>> >> >>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
>> >> >>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> >> >>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
>> >> >>>>>> no
>> >> >>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
>> >> >>>>>>
>> >> >>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like
> she'd
>> >> >>>>>> like to
>> >> >>>>>> try
>> >> >>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
>> >> >>>>>> what then
>> >> >>>>>
>> >> >>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
>> >> >>>>>
>> >> >>>> thats a good point
>> >> >>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling
> each
>> >> >>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and
> dead
>> > and
>> >> >>>> heavy to me
>> >> >>>>
>> >> >>>
>> >> >>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything
>> >> >>> happen
>> >> >>> naturally
>> >> >>>
>> >> >> yeah i know you're right, Jane
>> >> >> it just feels so dangerous to me though
>> >> >> that totally letting go stuff
>> >> >> whew
>> >> >>
>> >> >
>> >> > why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't take
> the
>> >> > risk, your dooming yourself to a life of being alone. Life is a
> gamble
>> >> > (game sort of) every day... I'm terrified of being hurt AGAIN, I'm
>> >> > terrified, that I'm setting myself up to be hurt, I'm terrified I'll
>> > fuck
>> >> > this up some how, but I'm gonna work everyday at taking this one day
> at
>> > a
>> >> > time...
>> >> >
>> >> (bob contemplating going out his door)
>> >>
>> >> "I feel good, I feel great, I feel wonderful........"
>> >>
>> >> (repeat repeatedly)
>> >>
>> >>
>> >
>> > hey , i didn't know you were going for three day's ,
>> > holy cow , no wonder you're freakin
>> >
>> >
>> well more like at least one night, maybe 2 and 2 whole days.........yeah
>> tell me
>> i'm like that song going "where is my mind, where is my mind, where is my
>> mind"........
>> she lives in seattle though
>> works there, too
>> for boeing
>>
>>
> well you should be in for a good time ,
> i like Seattle what i got to see of it
>
>
yeah, it really is a great city
I don't know how much of it I'm gonna be seein' though, if ya catch my
drift...........she's sure talkin' alot about soft kisses
whew

"justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>
> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> >
> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> > news:R1V%g.21667$e66.17499@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >>
> >> "%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> news:Ao-dnbNAIMbbht3YnZ2dnUVZ_qWdnZ2d@giganews.com...
> >> >
> >> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> > news:uPU%g.21662$e66.15129@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >> >>
> >> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> news:U9GdnUENDot_iN3YnZ2dnUVZ_qOdnZ2d@adelphia.com ...
> >> >> >
> >> >> > "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> > news:PgU%g.21654$e66.13438@newssvr13.news.prodigy. com...
> >> >> >>
> >> >> >> "Jane" <jarsenal66nospam@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> >> news:X8KdnQmApugSkN3YnZ2dnUVZ_v-dnZ2d@adelphia.com...
> >> >> >>>
> >> >> >>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> >>> news:V4P%g.16022$GR.6458@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >> >> >>>>
> >> >> >>>> "cal" <cal1360@gmaNOSPAMail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> >>>> news:ehoedn$6e3$1@news.datemas.de...
> >> >> >>>>> "justabeing" <just.a.being@gmail.com> wrote in message
> >> >> >>>>> news:UjO%g.15999$GR.6871@newssvr29.news.prodigy.ne t...
> >> >> >>>>>> no
> >> >> >>>>>> it's not the sex, i can make like Tyler Durden in that dept.
> >> >> >>>>>>
> >> >> >>>>>> what if this woman falls in love with me and it sounds like
> > she'd
> >> >> >>>>>> like to
> >> >> >>>>>> try
> >> >> >>>>>> then what if i fall in love with this woman
> >> >> >>>>>> what then
> >> >> >>>>>
> >> >> >>>>> well, then you'll be in love. why are you worried about that?
> >> >> >>>>>
> >> >> >>>> thats a good point
> >> >> >>>> i just hate the thought of us both having to go through telling
> > each
> >> >> >>>> other our life stories..........that feels so long and old and
> > dead
> >> > and
> >> >> >>>> heavy to me
> >> >> >>>>
> >> >> >>>
> >> >> >>> Deep breath and take it one day at a time and let everything
> >> >> >>> happen
> >> >> >>> naturally
> >> >> >>>
> >> >> >> yeah i know you're right, Jane
> >> >> >> it just feels so dangerous to me though
> >> >> >> that totally letting go stuff
> >> >> >> whew
> >> >> >>
> >> >> >
> >> >> > why dangerous? Opening up? Letting someone in? If you don't