Janithor in(sights|cites)::
> You seem to go in posting cycles - periods of relative calm punctures by
> periodic outbreaks of posting frenzy. Is this med related? Serious
> question, not looking to give you a sucker punch.
>
i'm not sure, but Bacon's guess of dysphoric mania is probably very close to
the mark. but i'm officially schizoaffective (dep), not bipolar.
i get very wound up, very high key at work too, and i can be exceedingly
unpleasant to be around. i make a ton of acquantinces when i am ramping up
from psychotic depression to my energetic phase. then i lose the
acquantinces when i get crazy.
also i use
Risperdal and
Zyprexa as needed, and that on / off cycle is
probably fucking with my dopamine.
i also appear to have my own version of seasonal affective disorder (get job
/ girlfriend in summer, lose them in winter).
Gravity