A Little More Info

I got a couple of private emails on this and wanted to clarify
something. I had been "vaguely ill" all summer. I had also out on a
little weight, and had stripped my diet down to bare bones to get about
30 lbs. off, having gained this back. It was coming down ridiculously
easy, and I was amazed. I was actually delighted ...! Never gave a
thought ot any "mysterious" weight loss, because I was TRYING to lose
it! I lost aout 30 more, than I intended, due to the hospital stay.
I still want to lose a little more, but i am going to give myself a
"break" while I stabilize all my heatlh isues before I try to attack
this problem and balance it all out with the food and meds. For the
moment, it is all too much to handle. If I try to do too many things all
t once, I'm afraid I;ll fail, at all of them! I know I have to get my
gall bladder out ... they almost did it while I was in th hospital, but
I had too many other issues. I am so phobic about surgery, that I do not
know if I can go thru with it! LOL! I am laughing, but it isn;t all that
funny! I am absoltely terrified! When I had the failed angioplasty, I
was BEYOND frightened. The nursing staff got me calmed own enough, ut it
was a living nightmare! One of the nurses had seen me perform and had
the team laughing over me. God bless her, because otherwise, I was
shaking like an earthquake! Same thing happened to me right before my
cataract surgery ... These things are fairly simple ... major surgery
would be worse! Unlike some folks, I am just not used to having to
handle all this medical stuff like some people do ... My first hour in
the ER resembled an episode of ER, the TV show!
I got another bill today ... for in house x-rays. I just got the
"willies". and goose flesh, thinking about all the money this cost. My
little famiy is financially devastated.
I wanted to take issue with the "stress" factor. My family has been
living thru a legal and financial nightmare, the past 3 1/2 years. The
details are really way too long to tell. It is however, VERY SERIOUS.
And also, no making of our own. Too much to really explain. Is some of
what happened to me, stress related? I can honestly answer, I don't
think it is. Unlike others, I do not respond physically to stress the
way others do. Except before surgery! LOL! My life is alot different
than the normal person's. I am definately the horse of a different color
you've heard tell of! I still remember the lady doc that wanted to put
me on "calm down" meds, before she even knew me 5 minutes, because I was
of a certain age, not because I needed them. She did alot of assuming
that I was like others, only to find out that I am not that way. I am
very self reliant and independent, and sturdier than most in tough
situations. In fact, I thrive in tough situations.
This will answer most of the questions I got in private mail.
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