Things have been going out of control. I purge whenever I've eaten too
many calories. I'm binging a lot and trying to restrict to no avail.
I'm binging on junk food, probably because I don't eat all day and am
starved when I get home.
I've decided to listen to my pdoc and eat normally. I'm going to try
not counting calories. I'm going to eat all the veggies, fruit and lean
protein I want to. I'm going to eat whenever I'm hungry and not skip
meals. Hopefully by filling myself up with healthy foods I will not
want to binge on junk food. I'm going to forget about losing weight.
I'm not going to weigh myself. I'm going to use my treadmill everyday
and practice walking and jogging until I can jog the whole 30 mins.
Instead of using my little notebook to record calories, I'm going to
use it to record exercise.
Wish me luck, I'm going to need it.