the world around us

Is it me? diagnosed at six years old as being dyslexic.. spelling my
words phonetically correct but in reverse order. My hand witting is
horrible. I know this is an attribute to dyslexia. I don't see words
on a page, I see the entire page of text. I can skip through magazines
and manuals and get a grip on what's happening.

What I don't understand, and I wonder if this is common with all folks
who're dyslexic is, the nagging feeling I get when somebody in my life
is wrong for me, somebody who's a potential threat to my person. I
don't feel this about everybody. In the really large scheme of things
human, I play well and get along well with other humans famously.

Why is it I feel repelled by people at times. Most recently a man I
work with began tampering with my work to make me look incompetant. I
can feel when the man is up to no good. I can tell when he's done
something wrong. I get the same kind of feeling over my entire body
thats akin to the feeling I get when I'm standing on the edge of a
very high place..... and yes, I have a major fear of hights.

I have a friend who has been diagnosed with borderline personality
disorder. I love the person to death, but whenever we have hugged,
I've got that feeling in my body that's like my soul trying to push me
away from her.

is this normal or it is just ME?




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