to be sober I have to want to be sober.
I figured that I have to keep pain sadness and joy in the abyss.
So I quit booze and I'm on day 2 of quitting pot. I've been drunk and
stoned since about 16 years of age, and it's time to go it str8. I
know I'll drink and smoke again in the future, but I won't let it take
over my life again. Now that I'm older I want to do different shit. My
goals have changed. I don't operate in reality but I can now make it
seem like I am.