Big deals, Small deals, shying away from having to DEAL

So I was getting very tired of all the minuscule deals I have to go
through in my part-time sandwich shop job -- haggling with customers
about the contents and price of their damned sandwiches constantly,
and all the small things to take care of around that place.

But I don't like the big deals either with all these decisions about
school, where/how to live if I can't get an apartment the normal way,
my car, disability in general, changing jobs, fear of losing a job,
etc. etc.

At least I don't like the big deals without some SECURITY behind me.
This would just all be so, so much better if I had my Social Security
benefits right now. What a relief that would be. Would be able to
operate with SOMETHING behind me. Everything is based on nothing now,
how else to put it?

So it's all so scary. I'm realizing I really just want as few DEALS as
possible, and just get my benefits and section 8 housing and be done.

Deals. Shy away from having to DEAL.

hi, Gelly. what stage is your SSDI at? Do you have any
representation?

shawn

On Dec 3, 5:31 pm, zipper <connollydes...@cablespeed.com> wrote:
> hi, Gelly. what stage is your SSDI at? Do you have any
> representation?
>
> shawn


I am 1.5 years in, one appeal filed, waiting for a hearing. I do have
a lawyer. It is all just very hard on me because i really have no
family support or money to get through the process like some people
do. I just wish it was over, this is the hardest thing I've ever done
in my life, living this way, and waiting on it.