Boredom

The negative symptoms prevent me from having much happiness. I spent last
week doing a project I thought would make me happy. I enjoyed that project
last night.

It was fixing up my lower half of my house as it's all finished off with
paneling and really nice tile and carpet. So I watched DeJaVue the movie
down there and I found hardly any pleasure in it.

Now this week I have to go through 3 closets and box stuff up that I want to
keep and put it in the cubby hole under my basement stairs. This is going to
be a big job. I'm wondering if I will find pleasure in getting it done and
how long it will last.

I finally got the last renters stuff out of the house so I'm trying to get
things in order and looking nice.

Over the weekend I slept and slept because of depression and boredom.

If I could have a baby I could start life fresh with my boyfriend. I've
tried to conceive now for 4 years. It's been very hard to accept I'm not
going to have this baby. I wanted one very bad.

girl

If you want something fun to do in your spare time go to
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/alchemy61/ , put the word secrets in its
seach slot, click, and spread those secrets you learn every way you can.
You can write them in anonymous letters and mail them out, our you may
do anonymous emails. You may know efficient ways of spreading
information that I don't know. It becomes a great rewarding obsession to
give the public suppressed information that everyone has a right to
know.
How can anyone stand back in America, where we are promised the
rights of the First Amendment, and allow suppresion of knowledge of
their own being? It's an exasperation beyond reason! And, it's like
scratching a bad itch to do everything in one's power to eliminate this
enforced ignorance.

On Jun 18, 10:41 am, "girl30" <girl30us2...@yahoo.com> wrote:
>
> Over the weekend I slept and slept because of depression and boredom.
>
> If I could have a baby I could start life fresh with my boyfriend. I've
> tried to conceive now for 4 years. It's been very hard to accept I'm not
> going to have this baby. I wanted one very bad.

I am sorry to hear that.
It is unfair some cannot get babies and some throw them on dumpster,
but God's ways are very odd.

Hi girl

Have you ever thought of switching to ziprasidone. I am never bored and
always interested in things and less depressed on geodon (ziprasidone).

You sound like you have a lot of energy.

penguin

My psychologist doesn't believe in negative symptoms. He says different
medications give negative symptoms.

Keep trying till you find a med that gives you less negative symptoms.

(It took me 10 years).

penguin

On 18 jun, 20:51, kol...@webtv.net (Penguin A) wrote:
> My psychologist doesn't believe in negative symptoms. He says different
> medications give negative symptoms.
>
> Keep trying till you find a med that gives you less negative symptoms.
>
> (It took me 10 years).
>
> penguin

Hi Penguin,

I am very pleased with my medication (Zyprexa).
It makes me sleep well and does wonders for the symptoms
I still had on my old medication. I am proud to say that I am
now symptom free. Annnnnnddddd I do not gain any weight
due to a diet of a well known lady here who is very successful
with her diet books called Sonja Bakker (remember that name
she might go global).

Berty

I find coffee brings my mood up, and reduces negative symptoms. However, it
makes my positive symptoms worse in direct proportion.


"girl30" <girl30us2001@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:RArdi.67$Y%7.54@newsfe05.lga...
> The negative symptoms prevent me from having much happiness. I spent last
> week doing a project I thought would make me happy. I enjoyed that project
> last night.
>
> It was fixing up my lower half of my house as it's all finished off with
> paneling and really nice tile and carpet. So I watched DeJaVue the movie
> down there and I found hardly any pleasure in it.
>
> Now this week I have to go through 3 closets and box stuff up that I want
> to keep and put it in the cubby hole under my basement stairs. This is
> going to be a big job. I'm wondering if I will find pleasure in getting it
> done and how long it will last.
>
> I finally got the last renters stuff out of the house so I'm trying to get
> things in order and looking nice.
>
> Over the weekend I slept and slept because of depression and boredom.
>
> If I could have a baby I could start life fresh with my boyfriend. I've
> tried to conceive now for 4 years. It's been very hard to accept I'm not
> going to have this baby. I wanted one very bad.
>
> girl
>

Was that in Africa? Particularly among the Yoruba of the Ju Ju
faith, there are "throw away babies". But, I heard about this happening
in Central and Southen Africa where they have the same kind of customs
as those followers of the Ju Ju faith.
What happens is that when they party, parties are always for one
Orisha (god or godess) or another, and it is felt that if a girl gets
impregnated the spirits did it. It's not the responsibility of the
parents, and the baby "can" be thrown away into the jungle or, in the
city, into a dumpster, or whatever.
But, if a throw away baby survives, for all his life he can't be
used for the Spirit Slave Ritual, Iko Awo in Yoruba. This can happen to
any "useful" person. They are tied down for over a period 8 to 12 hours
and are cut and ripped 201 times. At each cut and rip the Babalawo says
to the victim, "You will do everything I say or you will relive this Iko
Awo". After death, of course; no one survives Iko Awo.
Someone warned me about this before I went to Africa. I didn't go
to Africa! I went to a much safer place. I went to Transylvania.

"Quiet Neighbor" <private@spamless.net> schrieb im Newsbeitrag
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>I find coffee brings my mood up, and reduces negative symptoms. However,
>it makes my positive symptoms worse in direct proportion.
>

Hi QN,
it is known in psychiatry that coffe reduces the effictivity of
antipsychotics, that´s why they won´t let you drink coffee in acute wards in
germany.

Greetings
Btf

Hi Berty

That is great that zyprexa is working out for you. I am on geodon
(ziprasidone).

I like geodon because I am always interested in things but I get a
little restless. I am taking trazadone for sleep and somehow that
seems to help decrease the restlessness.

I didn't have good luck with zyprexa unfortunately.

penguin