Broke up with my g/f...

We started dating about 2.5 years ago and I developed schizophrenia
about 2 years ago due to stress from my job and living conditions and
financial situation. She's done everything she can to help me through
everything, but my head continues to get worse, and it's very
unfortunate. I broke up with her so she can go and maybe find someone
else. She's in college so I would think in the next few years she'll
meet someone. I love her to death. Most of the time I could see myself
growing old with her, and if we were to stay together for a few more
years, we'd probably get married eventually. I just don't want my
problem to be her problem. I want her to be happy, and I feel like I'm
saving her from me and my disease.
Life sucks sometimes... it just sucks...
She wants to wait a little while and try things out again in a few
weeks. I don't know what to do...
I'm lost....

~Cory

If she is fully informed and still wants you, then my God, don't be the one
to end things.



<coryschulz@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1181939512.046841.309060@c77g2000hse.googlegr oups.com...
> We started dating about 2.5 years ago and I developed schizophrenia
> about 2 years ago due to stress from my job and living conditions and
> financial situation. She's done everything she can to help me through
> everything, but my head continues to get worse, and it's very
> unfortunate. I broke up with her so she can go and maybe find someone
> else. She's in college so I would think in the next few years she'll
> meet someone. I love her to death. Most of the time I could see myself
> growing old with her, and if we were to stay together for a few more
> years, we'd probably get married eventually. I just don't want my
> problem to be her problem. I want her to be happy, and I feel like I'm
> saving her from me and my disease.
> Life sucks sometimes... it just sucks...
> She wants to wait a little while and try things out again in a few
> weeks. I don't know what to do...
> I'm lost....
>
> ~Cory
>

I want her to be happy. I think with me she is pretty happy, but with
someone more "normal" I think she could be even happier. She's kinda
weird herself, but she's really hot and pretty smart and talented. She
has a good life ahead of her and I don't and I don't want to ruin
hers.
I dunno.... we'll see how things go. We're still pretty young.

I have a friend that let her boyfriend go under similar circumstances. I
don't know if your doing the right thing, but time will tell. I won't give
you any advice because this is something you need to work out carefully. I
hope you do the best thing for both of you.

girl

<coryschulz@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1181939512.046841.309060@c77g2000hse.googlegr oups.com...
> We started dating about 2.5 years ago and I developed schizophrenia
> about 2 years ago due to stress from my job and living conditions and
> financial situation. She's done everything she can to help me through
> everything, but my head continues to get worse, and it's very
> unfortunate. I broke up with her so she can go and maybe find someone
> else. She's in college so I would think in the next few years she'll
> meet someone. I love her to death. Most of the time I could see myself
> growing old with her, and if we were to stay together for a few more
> years, we'd probably get married eventually. I just don't want my
> problem to be her problem. I want her to be happy, and I feel like I'm
> saving her from me and my disease.
> Life sucks sometimes... it just sucks...
> She wants to wait a little while and try things out again in a few
> weeks. I don't know what to do...
> I'm lost....
>
> ~Cory
>

On Jun 16, 2:01 am, "corysch...@gmail.com" <corysch...@gmail.com>
wrote:
> I want her to be happy. I think with me she is pretty happy, but with
> someone more "normal" I think she could be even happier. She's kinda
> weird herself, but she's really hot and pretty smart and talented. She
> has a good life ahead of her and I don't and I don't want to ruin
> hers.
> I dunno.... we'll see how things go. We're still pretty young.

Here's how I see things: you are playing with destiny. She could end
up with a bad man, who would treat her bad and love her less than you.

Your love is the greatest warrant of her happiness.

Well, we're talking again now, which is good. We'll see how things
work out... I think they'll get better... we'll see....