I have only recently been interested in cooking - my lifelong partner used
to do it and then when he died I was not interested in food for quite some
time.
Managed to lose all the
Zyprexa weight gain though - a good 5 stone (70lbs).
I really thought one cheese cracker and piece of cheese was sufficient per
day.
No one told me different - family had given up with the BORG delusion and
abandoned me. The mental health people had not yet been called in.
Anyhow - my cooking is progressing and I see it as a kind of hobby - some of
it is not much good and I throw it out but some I can actually eat!

As for throwing out the bad ones - I followed a recipe the other day and
PHAW - the SMELL! It was AWFUL!
I thought "Anything that smells this bad before it is cooked ain't gonna be
worth cooking"
The smell was SOOOOO bad that would you believe a fly flew in through the
window - passed out and fell onto the window ledge where he DIED!
I mean - can you imagine how awful the smell was!
I literally had to throw the saucepan away - and then open all the windows.
Naturally I threw the stuff out.
Regards
The BORG Queen