I was searching for videos about R.D. Laing today after Damo mentioned
something on OBM...
I found this quite shocking (part 1 of 4):
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=McPnMQ31W_k
2 of 4:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pGryxENuLLI
3 of 4:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=41lgb96t0Vg
4 of 4:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rHMs-M3IBHc
Some of the comments on that page I also found revealing. I feel angry
about this.
I used to take tests in the hospital, and the people giving me the tests
would get frustrated, because I said it was neither yes or no, so I
refused to answer, because the question was ambiguous, and thus any
answer would be a lie. They made me answer yes or no, because the
computer didn't have enough information to give a proper answer.
I've been so trusting over the years. Perhaps too trusting of the
industry.
They are trying to fix *everyone* with pills, and I question the
judgement of that. I live in Utah, where the consumption of
antidepressants is quite high. This concerns me, because I don't think
they should have given me a pill in hindsight, and I said that years
ago. I've often wondered how that has affected my developing mind.
Depression is a powerful motivator, and it has many causes. It's a
defense mechanism, a reaction to a bad physical environment, or diet, or
poisoning...
All that said, I wonder why my mom says I do so much better on pills,
and I wonder why some of my friends seem to as well.
About 2 years ago after my 1st ex-gf dumped me, I went off of my pills
for about a week, without realizing it. My mom and stepdad were on
vacation and I was alone. I did some of my best mental work (according
to a well functioning "non-ill" friend), but I felt like dying. I was
suicidal, but I never acted on it. Since then I've learned that others
have had similar reactions to losing their pills, after moving to a new
place, and being unable to meet with a pdoc.
Get to the SOURCE. Find the ROOT. The pills fix the problems at the
wrong end. We need some better help. I'm sick of my friends wanting to
die, and cut themselves, and all of that horrible stuff.
We control our minds. We control our chemicals in our brains. Our
thoughts direct and shape our minds.
Note: I don't encourage you to go off of meds, but it's time that we
question and encourage the industry to improve. Not through defiance,
but unending questions that drive them to improve, and stop being
suckups for the drug industry. We need better and stronger logic than
they have. We need to be a thorn in their side saying: find the root
and pull.
George