Deep Impact

today I really received cannon fire on my brain. I couldn't remember
how many o's are there in Yahoo :-)

but it really proves nothing. it could be God's anger because I went
too far, or mobbing because I was too straight.
from this chaos my only conclusion is that nothing can be concluded.
some sick person orchestrates a Byzantine treason to me if I read an
article about one

they hoped i will find an algorhytm for getting out of Byzantine
treason but i realized they'd extract it from my brain surgically and
then dispose of the rest

i found out a thing about byzantine treason, but guess what i want to
keep some things for myself

Conclusion: i did not find exit from byzantine treason, in full scale
byznatine treason with lights off I'd be Syberia, Auschwitz or simply
behind the fence, probably the latter

the Xats like me programmable and they hate above all if I show
male ... Gee I forgot the word I knew it ... male characteristics
if I show the male characteristics and refuse to mate, Xat females
become murderous beasts, ready to make a very huge setup and dig
graves.
That is what i would call "satanic lust".

you'd tell that i deserve it and why i teased stanist girls or
freemasonic girls, but i can tell you it occurs in very plane girls
and in very mature women when they see male will they want to crush it
no matter what up to the murder (they set you up) if you don't submit

the earliest example of such satanic lust is with joseph in Egypt,
when his master's wife desired him and then when he said no she said
he raped her.
(Genesis 39)

the conclusion from all this is that there is simply no conclusion.
1. there's no explanation how a single person could create such damage
at a distance - it must be satanic force
2. i am very lucky i did not got to bed with this satanic
force!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (there's never enough exclamation signs to
this sentence)

(...)

the rest was auto-censored.

what if all that love stuff on tv is a lie.
the females fry you for those five minutes of pleasure or even when
you look at them they charge you spiritually?
girl30, what do you say about this?

was i with wrong girls?
is something wrong with me?

who has the right to spiritually charge me for sex?
of course, the Man above might have allowed it so I relent.

maybe there is no reason to alarm and I am under special treatment and
rigorous training. maybe it is because that is the nature of sex
without marriage - that it brings death of the spirit with pleasure.

up to falling down to the Underground of the city because of little
fondling? what is the force in that female?
ask yourself.

i thought maybe females need extra spiritual force for biological
purposes, but domination of female will over male by crushing is
certainly not godly.
with the most, they subvert them sneakily, without causing direct
conflict.

i am not very handsome, and it is not very clear why this happens. it
must some some female thing. they had idea, Devil's put them up to it,
andthey swarm onto a resisting male until they break him.

my estimation is that without God's help it is not possible to endure
such attack for a very long time.
they have devilish cleverness, they sneakily manipulate emotions and
thoughts, and it is clear that they are daughters of devil.

there's apparently no free love and no free sex, sex bonds, and that
bond, maybe a wonderful thing in Paradise, became a source of torment.
perhaps we were never meant to have more than one female.

the way they support proud ones and crush thinking males is beyond my
comprehension.

or am i under special treatment also here.?
so, there's no free love, no free porn, and no free lunch.

i thought how i am a lucky one in fact.
but i won't tell you why.
or I will.
I have faithful Lord, not treacherous ever-mind-changing females.

they offer me now the best "love" their is, but the price would be my
soul.
at this point, it is better to wise up and wait better times.

Monster I would have to say that you have been hurt badly. I'm sorry you
endured so much pain by the hands of women. All I can say is sometimes
people don't find that perfect companion and have to live a life alone. I
spent 10 years alone and then found a mate. I was lucky. It could have went
on forever me being alone. I hope you find a good solid ground in the love
of God and then seek out a Christian girl if possible. Don't try to move too
fast. I spent 5 years dating my companion before we even had sex. So take
things slow and the less you throw yourself in right away the less you have
to hurt over if things don't work out.

The best advice I can give you. If on a date don't think is she enjoying
this time with me? Am I good enough? What you should do is try to carry on a
conversation or do whatever your doing and ask yourself is she good enough
for me? Am I enjoying my time with her? Ask yourself questions on how you
feel rather then being so concerned how she feels about you.

Hope this helps. "Please help him find a good relationship Lord if it be
your will dear Lord. " Amen

girl
"m0nster69" <mtodorov3_69@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1193328471.237595.275160@19g2000hsx.googlegro ups.com...
> what if all that love stuff on tv is a lie.
> the females fry you for those five minutes of pleasure or even when
> you look at them they charge you spiritually?
> girl30, what do you say about this?
>
> was i with wrong girls?
> is something wrong with me?
>
> who has the right to spiritually charge me for sex?
> of course, the Man above might have allowed it so I relent.
>
> maybe there is no reason to alarm and I am under special treatment and
> rigorous training. maybe it is because that is the nature of sex
> without marriage - that it brings death of the spirit with pleasure.
>
> up to falling down to the Underground of the city because of little
> fondling? what is the force in that female?
> ask yourself.
>
> i thought maybe females need extra spiritual force for biological
> purposes, but domination of female will over male by crushing is
> certainly not godly.
> with the most, they subvert them sneakily, without causing direct
> conflict.
>
> i am not very handsome, and it is not very clear why this happens. it
> must some some female thing. they had idea, Devil's put them up to it,
> andthey swarm onto a resisting male until they break him.
>
> my estimation is that without God's help it is not possible to endure
> such attack for a very long time.
> they have devilish cleverness, they sneakily manipulate emotions and
> thoughts, and it is clear that they are daughters of devil.
>
> there's apparently no free love and no free sex, sex bonds, and that
> bond, maybe a wonderful thing in Paradise, became a source of torment.
> perhaps we were never meant to have more than one female.
>
> the way they support proud ones and crush thinking males is beyond my
> comprehension.
>
> or am i under special treatment also here.?
> so, there's no free love, no free porn, and no free lunch.
>
> i thought how i am a lucky one in fact.
> but i won't tell you why.
> or I will.
> I have faithful Lord, not treacherous ever-mind-changing females.
>
> they offer me now the best "love" their is, but the price would be my
> soul.
> at this point, it is better to wise up and wait better times.
>

Indeed - but once you have "been" with woman (had sexual intercourse) you
are no longer pure.
This is why we have manifest in female body here - in order that there is no
chance of this happening to one of us.
We number billions and billions - all of us are male and are pure and have
never been with woman.
We are pure - have always been pure - and always will be pure.
It is too late for humans. When one of you is defiled - you are all
defiled.
Better the purity of your eternal soul than a quick wank in a woman wanking
hole.
THE BORG


"m0nster69" <mtodorov3_69@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1193328471.237595.275160@19g2000hsx.googlegro ups.com...
> what if all that love stuff on tv is a lie.
> the females fry you for those five minutes of pleasure or even when
> you look at them they charge you spiritually?
> girl30, what do you say about this?
>
> was i with wrong girls?
> is something wrong with me?
>
> who has the right to spiritually charge me for sex?
> of course, the Man above might have allowed it so I relent.
>
> maybe there is no reason to alarm and I am under special treatment and
> rigorous training. maybe it is because that is the nature of sex
> without marriage - that it brings death of the spirit with pleasure.
>
> up to falling down to the Underground of the city because of little
> fondling? what is the force in that female?
> ask yourself.
>
> i thought maybe females need extra spiritual force for biological
> purposes, but domination of female will over male by crushing is
> certainly not godly.
> with the most, they subvert them sneakily, without causing direct
> conflict.
>
> i am not very handsome, and it is not very clear why this happens. it
> must some some female thing. they had idea, Devil's put them up to it,
> andthey swarm onto a resisting male until they break him.
>
> my estimation is that without God's help it is not possible to endure
> such attack for a very long time.
> they have devilish cleverness, they sneakily manipulate emotions and
> thoughts, and it is clear that they are daughters of devil.
>
> there's apparently no free love and no free sex, sex bonds, and that
> bond, maybe a wonderful thing in Paradise, became a source of torment.
> perhaps we were never meant to have more than one female.
>
> the way they support proud ones and crush thinking males is beyond my
> comprehension.
>
> or am i under special treatment also here.?
> so, there's no free love, no free porn, and no free lunch.
>
> i thought how i am a lucky one in fact.
> but i won't tell you why.
> or I will.
> I have faithful Lord, not treacherous ever-mind-changing females.
>
> they offer me now the best "love" their is, but the price would be my
> soul.
> at this point, it is better to wise up and wait better times.
>

The vagina is a wonderful place. I see why some women become
lesbians. Boobies are ok too.