Droning

At my last house I used to get this steady droning in my head
I wondered if these wavies were right about EMF weapons, but
I thought it far fetched an that it must be the air conditioning of
the bar I lived next to.

Since moving home, I have been free of the droning, which I had come to
associate with a manic episode. Tonight the droning has come back,
earlier
my wife spotted someone with a very bright torch behind our house.
He shon the torch into our bedroom when my wife was removing her
contact lenses.

I can't sleep now because of the droning, which just now has
accelerated in pitch and created a sort of adrenalin rush as I write.

I strongly suspect I am being targeted for my dissident rants.

It is not as yet a belief, but the possibility is there.

If I am Hospitalised I hope there is not an assasin amongst the patients.

Crickey I am getting paranoid damn quick.

Funnily enough I feel much better in myself, which is why I think they are
trying to induce mania. I think they want to change my mood stabiliser
because it worked so well I could express my knowledge of internal psy-ops
quite clearly on the lamotragine.

Lamotragine is the only drug that has done me any good, and I think
they have decided to fuck me up. 2 years in the clear and they are back to
thier dirty tricks.

Hi Ho