eating

i've been off my food for ages now

lost 40lb or so

my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
i was only eating a pizza
they were calling me fat and so on

it's horrible
eating is an ordeal

-- kez

Sorry to hear you're going thru all that, kes.

penguin

On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
> i've been off my food for ages now
>
> lost 40lb or so
>
> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
> i was only eating a pizza
> they were calling me fat and so on
>
> it's horrible
> eating is an ordeal
>
> -- kez

Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
the bars with your friends.

ARA

"Gelly" <Gelly.D@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:e02e6ca3-0353-4397-9d31-5953e216372d@v3g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
> On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
>> i've been off my food for ages now
>>
>> lost 40lb or so
>>
>> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
>> i was only eating a pizza
>> they were calling me fat and so on
>>
>> it's horrible
>> eating is an ordeal
>>
>> -- kez
>
> Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
> think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
> the bars with your friends.
>
> ARA

When people say "it will get better" without having any idea whatsoever
whether it _will_ get better they only do it to make _themselves_ feel like
they've contributed. It's a shallow thing to do and it pushes my buttons.

On Feb 17, 4:09 am, "Dork Gently" <pogreshi...@mikikocic.com> wrote:
> "Gelly" <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:e02e6ca3-0353-4397-9d31-5953e216372d@v3g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
>
>
>
> > On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
> >> i've been off my food for ages now
>
> >> lost 40lb or so
>
> >> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
> >> i was only eating a pizza
> >> they were calling me fat and so on
>
> >> it's horrible
> >> eating is an ordeal
>
> >> -- kez
>
> > Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
> > think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
> > the bars with your friends.
>
> > ARA
>
> When people say "it will get better" without having any idea whatsoever
> whether it _will_ get better they only do it to make _themselves_ feel like
> they've contributed. It's a shallow thing to do and it pushes my buttons.


Well, I do believe it will get better and I did want to contribute to
helping him out.

On Feb 17, 8:56 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On Feb 17, 4:09 am, "Dork Gently" <pogreshi...@mikikocic.com> wrote:
>
>
>
> > "Gelly" <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> >news:e02e6ca3-0353-4397-9d31-5953e216372d@v3g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
>
> > > On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
> > >> i've been off my food for ages now
>
> > >> lost 40lb or so
>
> > >> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
> > >> i was only eating a pizza
> > >> they were calling me fat and so on
>
> > >> it's horrible
> > >> eating is an ordeal
>
> > >> -- kez
>
> > > Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
> > > think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
> > > the bars with your friends.
>
> > > ARA
>
> > When people say "it will get better" without having any idea whatsoever
> > whether it _will_ get better they only do it to make _themselves_ feel like
> > they've contributed. It's a shallow thing to do and it pushes my buttons.
>
> Well, I do believe it will get better and I did want to contribute to
> helping him out.


Why do I feel like it will get better?

That *is* a pretty general statement. How could I know?

Because there are really good drugs out there these days, I have found
some of them and am enjoying it...

Also I believe things go in cycles.

You don't think I've suffered Miki, and don't know anything about it?

I wish there was a pain-o-meter to measure how much pain I've been
through and come out of it, to show you.

I for one don't go around saying things like "it will get better"
lightly.

I believe at this point it is mostly true for most people having rough
times, that things can ease up for them once they find the right drugs
and a few other good things in their lives.

I hope you find some of the better drugs and other good things for
yourself Miki. You are really speaking from a place of pain.

I didn't know anything about pain and suffering, disease and
ugliness. Hah. Really wish I could show you somehow.

Because I do know about it, that's one reason I actually go around
wanting to "feel like I've contributed".

On Feb 17, 9:25 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On Feb 17, 8:56 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>
>
> > On Feb 17, 4:09 am, "Dork Gently" <pogreshi...@mikikocic.com> wrote:
>
> > > "Gelly" <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> > >news:e02e6ca3-0353-4397-9d31-5953e216372d@v3g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
>
> > > > On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
> > > >> i've been off my food for ages now
>
> > > >> lost 40lb or so
>
> > > >> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
> > > >> i was only eating a pizza
> > > >> they were calling me fat and so on
>
> > > >> it's horrible
> > > >> eating is an ordeal
>
> > > >> -- kez
>
> > > > Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
> > > > think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
> > > > the bars with your friends.
>
> > > > ARA
>
> > > When people say "it will get better" without having any idea whatsoever
> > > whether it _will_ get better they only do it to make _themselves_ feel like
> > > they've contributed. It's a shallow thing to do and it pushes my buttons.
>
> > Well, I do believe it will get better and I did want to contribute to
> > helping him out.
>
> Why do I feel like it will get better?
>
> That *is* a pretty general statement. How could I know?
>
> Because there are really good drugs out there these days, I have found
> some of them and am enjoying it...
>
> Also I believe things go in cycles.
>
> You don't think I've suffered Miki, and don't know anything about it?
>
> I wish there was a pain-o-meter to measure how much pain I've been
> through and come out of it, to show you.
>
> I for one don't go around saying things like "it will get better"
> lightly.
>
> I believe at this point it is mostly true for most people having rough
> times, that things can ease up for them once they find the right drugs
> and a few other good things in their lives.
>
> I hope you find some of the better drugs and other good things for
> yourself Miki. You are really speaking from a place of pain.
>
> I didn't know anything about pain and suffering, disease and
> ugliness. Hah. Really wish I could show you somehow.
>
> Because I do know about it, that's one reason I actually go around
> wanting to "feel like I've contributed".


--That's AS IF I didn't know anything about pain and sufferng, not I
didn't know anything about pain and suffering, etc.

On Feb 17, 9:28 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On Feb 17, 9:25 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>
>
> > On Feb 17, 8:56 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
> > > On Feb 17, 4:09 am, "Dork Gently" <pogreshi...@mikikocic.com> wrote:
>
> > > > "Gelly" <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> > > >news:e02e6ca3-0353-4397-9d31-5953e216372d@v3g2000hsc.googlegroups.com...
>
> > > > > On Feb 16, 7:36 am, "...kez" <mad...@nonsenseaddress.com> wrote:
> > > > >> i've been off my food for ages now
>
> > > > >> lost 40lb or so
>
> > > > >> my voices were screaming and shouting at me yesterday
> > > > >> i was only eating a pizza
> > > > >> they were calling me fat and so on
>
> > > > >> it's horrible
> > > > >> eating is an ordeal
>
> > > > >> -- kez
>
> > > > > Damn, Kez man, you sound like you are really hurting. I'm sorry. I
> > > > > think it will get better for you. Look forward to going back out to
> > > > > the bars with your friends.
>
> > > > > ARA
>
> > > > When people say "it will get better" without having any idea whatsoever
> > > > whether it _will_ get better they only do it to make _themselves_ feel like
> > > > they've contributed. It's a shallow thing to do and it pushes my buttons.
>
> > > Well, I do believe it will get better and I did want to contribute to
> > > helping him out.
>
> > Why do I feel like it will get better?
>
> > That *is* a pretty general statement. How could I know?
>
> > Because there are really good drugs out there these days, I have found
> > some of them and am enjoying it...
>
> > Also I believe things go in cycles.
>
> > You don't think I've suffered Miki, and don't know anything about it?
>
> > I wish there was a pain-o-meter to measure how much pain I've been
> > through and come out of it, to show you.
>
> > I for one don't go around saying things like "it will get better"
> > lightly.
>
> > I believe at this point it is mostly true for most people having rough
> > times, that things can ease up for them once they find the right drugs
> > and a few other good things in their lives.
>
> > I hope you find some of the better drugs and other good things for
> > yourself Miki. You are really speaking from a place of pain.
>
> > I didn't know anything about pain and suffering, disease and
> > ugliness. Hah. Really wish I could show you somehow.
>
> > Because I do know about it, that's one reason I actually go around
> > wanting to "feel like I've contributed".
>
> --That's AS IF I didn't know anything about pain and sufferng, not I
> didn't know anything about pain and suffering, etc.


It pushes MY buttons when guys like you interpret a female like me as
shallow.

Damn, I wish I had that pain-o-meter. We could have a contest and see
who has suffered the most.