forced healing, brainwashing me

women have attempted (and partially succeeded) rape-healing on me this
week.

I have "burned" and reacted by throwing cellphone on the floor, in
protest, which was immediately used to render me look "dangerous for
the environment".

No help from shrinks, since they are State shrinks, hand in hand with
State secret police and State masonry, and there was an attack of
forced healing & brainwashing too.

Simply: THEY ARE CROATS; THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT: THE ARE
ALWAYS RIGHT

Their own proverbs says: POWER DOES NOT PRAY TO GOD

Neither could I: my spirit is completely locked out and bound from
prayer, I am more prone to sin, and my spiritual gifts are plundered.
Such is the price of the kindness of Croatian women.

God save me. Jesus cleanse me.
I have done a prayer request on Croatian religious group, but they
have all mocked me because I am avoiding my male fornicating duty to
prove myself sexually. They have called ME a rapist and a violent man,
as if I am chasing women and rape healing them.

Of course, everything that is against free will and God has its price:
losing prayer, losing self-confidence, feeling of being puppeteered,
simply feeling something has been done to screw your brain against
your will, which cannot be good.

Brainwashing.

No one would actually HEAL me after writing against their State - it
is a way to gain access to my soul that can and will be used to
subvert me i.e. in court. If they cause me THERE to "burn" in rage
from force healing, then I'm done with.

1:0 for Croats

Marvin

I have called it rape healing because it is against my free will: they
make me ill when they want, they make me healthy when they want.

THEM:

THE STATE:

Absolute power.
I sound like a loonie on the loose I know. I just need to vent.

Marv

I think you're commenting on what in the UK is called "being sectioned"
that is being enforcedly hospitalised under a section of The Mental Act
of UK law. If you fight it you will not be getting the better of it in
health
terms I suspect.

I have to say that to me you don't sound "loonie" though, and there is
bound to be some corruption involved in practice if my experience is
typical. Just "ventilate" in an acceptable and orderly way that people
can relate to as you obviously have an intelligence that can communicate
and would benefit if can adjust it to other peoples frames of reference.

God Bless you as there is much still to be done in this New Age and
"Lighten Up" a bit Marvin if you can ;-)

Try to manipulate things for more FUN maybe, even if you have to
compromise your ideals for other people's sake :-)

Lightclock

"Marvin Barley" <mtodorov3_69@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1170888740.572343.252480@k78g2000cwa.googlegr oups.com...
> women have attempted (and partially succeeded) rape-healing on me this
> week.
>
> I have "burned" and reacted by throwing cellphone on the floor, in
> protest, which was immediately used to render me look "dangerous for
> the environment".
>
> No help from shrinks, since they are State shrinks, hand in hand with
> State secret police and State masonry, and there was an attack of
> forced healing & brainwashing too.
>
> Simply: THEY ARE CROATS; THEY CAN DO WHATEVER THEY WANT: THE ARE
> ALWAYS RIGHT
>
> Their own proverbs says: POWER DOES NOT PRAY TO GOD
>
> Neither could I: my spirit is completely locked out and bound from
> prayer, I am more prone to sin, and my spiritual gifts are plundered.
> Such is the price of the kindness of Croatian women.
>
> God save me. Jesus cleanse me.
> I have done a prayer request on Croatian religious group, but they
> have all mocked me because I am avoiding my male fornicating duty to
> prove myself sexually. They have called ME a rapist and a violent man,
> as if I am chasing women and rape healing them.
>
> Of course, everything that is against free will and God has its price:
> losing prayer, losing self-confidence, feeling of being puppeteered,
> simply feeling something has been done to screw your brain against
> your will, which cannot be good.
>
> Brainwashing.
>
> No one would actually HEAL me after writing against their State - it
> is a way to gain access to my soul that can and will be used to
> subvert me i.e. in court. If they cause me THERE to "burn" in rage
> from force healing, then I'm done with.
>
> 1:0 for Croats
>
> Marvin
>

"Marvin Barley" <mtodorov3_69@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:1170894920.111959.161520@m58g2000cwm.googlegr oups.com...
>I have called it rape healing because it is against my free will: they
> make me ill when they want, they make me healthy when they want.
>
> THEM:
>
> THE STATE:
>
> Absolute power.
> I sound like a loonie on the loose I know. I just need to vent.
>
> Marv



Venting is okay, it is a natural process of letting go of some of the
pressure.
There are lots of ways to vent.

You can punch cushions, you can use up lots of energy, running, or
channelling it into something that you need to do, I sometimes use this to
do heavy housework.

A great way of getting rid of pressure is to do some gardening, or even
getting your hands into some soil, reconnecting with the earth from which we
ALL began.

Go swimming, and really get rid of the stress by channelling the energy into
that or other vigorous kinds of sporting activities.

The key to it, is to allow the natural process of letting go of this
negative energy happen in a harmless way. You know it is there, so focus on
finding a way for this energy to release itself, in any of these ways, or
other similar kinds of ways. It is the same for all of us who are
experiencing this negative energy.

Also, try not to put a fix on anybody or any body of people you might think
is the enemy. The process we are all going through involves just about
everybody anyway. If you try to visualise this as negative energy, and don't
attach any significance to this energy other than it is happening, it will
help you to stop allowing the energy to build up in the first place. It is
our not knowing that allows this energy to build up, so if you can find a
way of knowing this even if you don't know the precise details, that is
helpful.

Less detail is much better than more detail, and more understanding or
allowing for understanding is much better than less understanding.

It's a bit like trying to wear a mountain down with a feather, I suppose, so
don't make any enemies, <imaginary or real>, bigger than they really are.
The negative energy isn't you and you aren't the negative energy. Kind of
like lightning working it's way down the the ground. Stick your hands in
some soil and let it go.

If you find that you are fixating on others in a negative way, then write it
down, and that lets go of it. Don't send it anywhere, just write it, tear it
up, delete it, whatever.

Hope this is helpful to you.

best wishes

Judy

Lightclock je napisao/la:
> I think you're commenting on what in the UK is called "being sectioned"
> that is being enforcedly hospitalised under a section of The Mental Act
> of UK law. If you fight it you will not be getting the better of it in
> health
> terms I suspect.
>
> I have to say that to me you don't sound "loonie" though, and there is
> bound to be some corruption involved in practice if my experience is
> typical. Just "ventilate" in an acceptable and orderly way that people
> can relate to as you obviously have an intelligence that can communicate
> and would benefit if can adjust it to other peoples frames of reference.
>
> God Bless you as there is much still to be done in this New Age and
> "Lighten Up" a bit Marvin if you can ;-)
>
> Try to manipulate things for more FUN maybe, even if you have to
> compromise your ideals for other people's sake :-)
>
> Lightclock

No, it's just what bothers me this practice:

STATE destroys me, STATE heals me -> STATE is fine, I am a puppet.

Don't you think this is better:

STATE destroys me, GOD heals me, STATE pays -> STATE improved
behavior, I am a believer

Marv

Judy you are truely wise = is my lassitude and laziness part of the natural
process of this time of a great change? The futurologists (Fritjof Capra for
example) said decades ago to allow the maximum human dynamic range,
doubtless painful, and we should not try to manage these times.

All I'm really wanting to say is us guys need more female company NOT LESS,
having the decline in patriarchy predicted for us. I was one of the progeny
of the first generation of single-parent mums and it was bloody painfull. I
was bringing my son up having won two family court battles then social
services (Manchester UK) performed a miscarriage of justice and my chronic
Sz exwife got custody for a while, now my son's in a childrens home, bribed
with a £4k grant and misuse of the Childrens Act. The stars in the sky went
out when ss did it, the motorcar became unlaw (I don't drive a car), the
telephone piss-taken, I'm an electronics engineer I used to build/install
recording studios but study telecommunications.

And if you tolerate this what use is a man who became a Home Office radio
amateur at 14yrs complete with civil defence obligations at that age and
now? I do work with professionals though previously, despite the needless
cruel jokes in my life.

Lightclcok the habitually dyslexic (knot) needs a play on the guitar
tonight. My real name is my reel name. For all those who perished before, I
am only only one maaaan.

WT49 compliant? Hmm? Spose so - G8OZD

hi Andy,


We're flooded with information, often contrary information,
almost everything I've learned has been from experience,
sometimes I've admired other people and followed their example

This what we experience is like imaginary juggling
I've done the running around in a wheel trying to find desperate answers
Sometimes we have to acknowledge that we don't know stuff.
When we put that into the equation, and allow for that ourselves, and more
importantly, allow it for others, the pressure starts to ease off.

It doesn't stop the stuff happening, but it helps me anyway, when I start to
look at it all afterwards

I know it is different saying it when we are not in that situation
and I don't always follow my own advice.
but sometimes all that is needed is to be able to say the thing that is
needed at the time it is needed
and if we can find a way of saying whatever it is that is needed to be said
in a way that we can understand it
then that can really help.

I don't know about Capra. Maybe he is right that we should not manage these
times
But we should manage ourselves, and then the times perhaps get managed that
way.
Attend to the things you can do. I'm sure that is an old chinese proverb.
A bit like look after the pennies and the pounds take care of themselves.
If we try to look after the pounds, we don't give proper respect to the
pennies.

A friend of mine punches cushions. Her grown up children hold the cushions
up and she beats hell out of the cushions
I found out for myself that doing heavy housework (changing rooms around
whilst everyone else is in bed)
is absorbing, challenging, and uses up energy. Gardening is the same. I've
heard that from others too.

We were put in a situation where they were planning to apply for custody of
our daughter, (they started the proceedings before she was born). Everybody
said that we should accept this as our loss. We fought this also and won. We
had a fantastic solicitor.

I know how it feels when you describe the stars in the sky went out.
They can't keep hin there forever, and he already knows that you brought him
up.
I remember from before you wrote about your relationship with him.
If you want the name of this solicitor I could send it to you.

Judy








































"Lightclock" <andy@lightclock.ath.cx> wrote in message
news:w08zh.7717$Fm2.5974@newsfe1-gui.ntli.net...
> Judy you are truely wise = is my lassitude and laziness part of the
> natural process of this time of a great change? The futurologists (Fritjof
> Capra for example) said decades ago to allow the maximum human dynamic
> range, doubtless painful, and we should not try to manage these times.
>
> All I'm really wanting to say is us guys need more female company NOT
> LESS, having the decline in patriarchy predicted for us. I was one of the
> progeny of the first generation of single-parent mums and it was bloody
> painfull. I was bringing my son up having won two family court battles
> then social services (Manchester UK) performed a miscarriage of justice
> and my chronic Sz exwife got custody for a while, now my son's in a
> childrens home, bribed with a £4k grant and misuse of the Childrens Act.
> The stars in the sky went out when ss did it, the motorcar became unlaw (I
> don't drive a car), the telephone piss-taken, I'm an electronics engineer
> I used to build/install recording studios but study telecommunications.
>
> And if you tolerate this what use is a man who became a Home Office radio
> amateur at 14yrs complete with civil defence obligations at that age and
> now? I do work with professionals though previously, despite the needless
> cruel jokes in my life.
>
> Lightclcok the habitually dyslexic (knot) needs a play on the guitar
> tonight. My real name is my reel name. For all those who perished before,
> I am only only one maaaan.
>
> WT49 compliant? Hmm? Spose so - G8OZD
>
>

"Marvin Barley" <mtodorov3_69@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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>
> Lightclock je napisao/la:
>> I think you're commenting on what in the UK is called "being sectioned"
>> that is being enforcedly hospitalised under a section of The Mental Act
>> of UK law. If you fight it you will not be getting the better of it in
>> health
>> terms I suspect.
>>
>> I have to say that to me you don't sound "loonie" though, and there is
>> bound to be some corruption involved in practice if my experience is
>> typical. Just "ventilate" in an acceptable and orderly way that people
>> can relate to as you obviously have an intelligence that can communicate
>> and would benefit if can adjust it to other peoples frames of reference.
>>
>> God Bless you as there is much still to be done in this New Age and
>> "Lighten Up" a bit Marvin if you can ;-)
>>
>> Try to manipulate things for more FUN maybe, even if you have to
>> compromise your ideals for other people's sake :-)
>>
>> Lightclock
>
> No, it's just what bothers me this practice:
>
> STATE destroys me, STATE heals me -> STATE is fine, I am a puppet.
>
> Don't you think this is better:
>
> STATE destroys me, GOD heals me, STATE pays -> STATE improved
> behavior, I am a believer
>
> Marv

Phew! "Welcome to my field of vision" as the buddhists sometimes say.

Lightclock