I don't feel alone

Because of my ability to converse with my voices, I don't feel alone. Good
news is I am feeling personally threatened by them, and there are about
seven or eight definite voices that I can find. I am having prompts to hurt
myself, I have sharp objects available in the house that are within reach.
When I hurt myself or do something negative, I feel a release. They threaten
me. They are real to me and respond to my retaliations. People who know me
are mentally abusive, not in a real or rational way, but subtle. I have had
this happen many times but with no compassion or help, even by therapists.

I need psychologically defensive weapons I can use against the technolology
I have that I am personally fighting. I am willing to go to outpatient or
change to a different treatment facility. I have been ill for about four
years now. I would appreciate help. I think that this form of treatment is
used to gather military intelligence, but heard by others. There is also sex
involved, personal and desires to be intimate with someone I know of. I
would appreciate your help.

By the way, my blog is: www.davidsattic.com.

"David" <davidd614@cox.net> wrote in message
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> Because of my ability to converse with my voices, I don't feel alone. Good
> news is I am feeling personally threatened by them, and there are about
> seven or eight definite voices that I can find. I am having prompts to
> hurt myself, I have sharp objects available in the house that are within
> reach. When I hurt myself or do something negative, I feel a release. They
> threaten me. They are real to me and respond to my retaliations. People
> who know me are mentally abusive, not in a real or rational way, but
> subtle. I have had this happen many times but with no compassion or help,
> even by therapists.
>
> I need psychologically defensive weapons I can use against the
> technolology I have that I am personally fighting. I am willing to go to
> outpatient or change to a different treatment facility. I have been ill
> for about four years now. I would appreciate help. I think that this form
> of treatment is used to gather military intelligence, but heard by others.
> There is also sex involved, personal and desires to be intimate with
> someone I know of. I would appreciate your help.
>
> By the way, my blog is: www.davidsattic.com.

voices are difficult, but at least you have recognised to your own self that
you hear voices. However you will find that if you tell most other voice
hearers that you hear voices, you will find you get a friendly if subdued
reaction

subdued because he or she understands how painful it is

people are only keeping their distance out of respect for your sensitivity
as a person

all the best,

-- kelsey

Taking the right meds can quiet the voices/hallucinations.

"Erik the Red" <spock_smokes@hotmail.com> wrote in message
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> Taking the right meds can quiet the voices/hallucinations.

mine haven't been bad recently
I was going to go for a meds cut but I've changed my mind,
so at the meeting this thursday I will say this

I had better tell "my folks" this so that they will not be embarrassed at
the meeting

My care worker tells me that all my people care about me a lot, and I
believe her
I just get paranoid, I don't think I can help it
It's so bad, it makes me feel guilty later when I think about how I am when
I am paranoid

My Dad has told me it has a moral dimension, and I am horrified
I had always gone down the "no blame" route for schizophrenia, even if
people kill
Now I don't know

-- kez

Kez, lay off the pot.

The psychiatrist Kurt Schneider (1887â€"1967) listed the
forms of psychotic symptoms that he thought distinguished schizophrenia
from other psychotic disorders. These are called first-rank symptoms or
Schneider's first-rank symptoms, and they include delusions of being
controlled by an external force; the belief that thoughts are being
inserted into or withdrawn from one's conscious mind; the belief that
one's thoughts are being broadcast to other people; and hearing
hallucinatory voices that comment on one's thoughts or actions or that
have a conversation with other hallucinated voices.[21] The reliability
of first-rank symptoms has been questioned,[22] although they have
contributed to the current diagnostic criteria.

please let me lead my life. it is the easiest thing to fuck me and
there is no big deal in tht. please understand tht.