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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
dan
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i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
withc i hope well work.

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
Rev. 11D Meow!
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get a decent spiel cheeker first.

Nobody can hear your Full Plan
if it's spled al phunked up.



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>i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
> plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
> am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
> withc i hope well work.
>



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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
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On Mar 19, 1:30 am, "dan" <dannybo...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
> plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
> am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
> withc i hope well work.


You're going through a hard time. That's ok. Everyone goes through
hard times. You also have it in yourself to get help from other people
and fight your way though this.
You can't undo something like suicide. I think you should call someone
right away and talk to them. Tell them how you feel and what you're
experiencing.

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
Miguel Lahunkun
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The last time I was on dopamine blockers (antipsychotic drugs) I
was the same way. I was perpetually thinking of some way ot kill myself
to escape the torment of those dopamine blockers. The dopamine blockers
were forced on me, so I couldn't stop just stop them. I took apart a
some mercury switches, using a dime as a screw driver, when no one was
looking, and drank about four ounces of mercury. I was hoping it would
go to the arising reticular formation of the medlla oblongata. One
lesion in that part of the brain results in permanent unconsciousness.
It did nothing but leave me with a sensitivity to caffeine. After that
any caffeine acted like strychnine, causing muscle cramps and
excruciatingly painful spasms. I loved chocolate, but now I can't even
have a single chocolate chip without it causing painful spasms. I don't
know what the mercury did to cause this condition. Does anybody know?

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
Erik the Red
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Dan, you either have a personality disorder, or you need some
attention. I've been reading some of the posts you made over in
alt.suicide and I really think you need to be evaluated by a
professional that way you can get some meds that work for you and a
psychologist that will listen to you. Tell them you're suicidal or
are you scared? Who cares if the bill is expensive, if you're going
to kill yourself anyway you won't have to pay it right? Cory told you
all that can be told. Suicide is permanent. Now go see a
professional or I'm going to start charging you for posting her in ASS.

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
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See a professional.

I'm not sure what country you are in. In the US there are suicide
prevention phone numbers.

Consider that you are experiencing a feeling that might be changed by taking
a pill. It might be that simple to save a life. -your life


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>i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
> plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
> am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
> withc i hope well work.
>



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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
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Miguel Lahunkun je napisao/la:
> The last time I was on dopamine blockers (antipsychotic drugs) I
> was the same way. I was perpetually thinking of some way ot kill myself
> to escape the torment of those dopamine blockers. The dopamine blockers
> were forced on me, so I couldn't stop just stop them. I took apart a
> some mercury switches, using a dime as a screw driver, when no one was
> looking, and drank about four ounces of mercury. I was hoping it would
> go to the arising reticular formation of the medlla oblongata. One
> lesion in that part of the brain results in permanent unconsciousness.
> It did nothing but leave me with a sensitivity to caffeine. After that
> any caffeine acted like strychnine, causing muscle cramps and
> excruciatingly painful spasms. I loved chocolate, but now I can't even
> have a single chocolate chip without it causing painful spasms. I don't
> know what the mercury did to cause this condition. Does anybody know?


No, I don't, but from a book of Abram Hoffer I've read that selenium
is good for mercury detox.

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:43 AM
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dan je napisao/la:
> i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
> plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
> am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
> withc i hope well work.


I've been through such feelings recently. It is something in
resemblance of dark spirit. I ate poisonous yew leaves.

I have found peace by eating them. Otherwise I ate healthy foods.

It stopped all of a sudden. No I don't want suicide. I want to fight.

Try to evaluate your situation and put it here, then we will tell you
if it is really that terrible that you should end your life.

If meds are making you suicidal, your doctor should change your meds
immediately. If you really kill yourself, for him you will be only
statistics. But you will make all of us other schizos weaker. Try to
do a little bit, a little success that will prove you you are not
useless. I.e. I have picked up broken glass so children don't get
hurt, or picked garbage in the forest. That made me feel good and
useful.

Invent something on your own that will make your life worthwhile. It
doesn't have to be trip to the Moon.

Hope this helps.

Marv

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:06 PM
dAn FuCkiNG cARteR
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thanks guys your right. ,, i do have risperdal samples and depakote
samples maybe its the meds i cant give up yet cause i love you guys,,
i will go to find a good doctor soon cuase lord knows that i need it.
thanks i lov eyou all will you write? hope to hear from you soon.

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Old 03-20-2007, 12:06 PM
Miguel Lahunkun
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Thanks Marvin,
That's valuable information.

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Old 03-21-2007, 04:34 AM
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On Mar 19, 4:34 am, gellie...@webtv.net (Miguel Lahunkun) wrote:
> The last time I was on dopamine blockers (antipsychotic drugs) I
> was the same way. I was perpetually thinking of some way ot kill myself
> to escape the torment of those dopamine blockers. The dopamine blockers
> were forced on me, so I couldn't stop just stop them. I took apart a
> some mercury switches, using a dime as a screw driver, when no one was
> looking, and drank about four ounces of mercury. I was hoping it would
> go to the arising reticular formation of the medlla oblongata. One
> lesion in that part of the brain results in permanent unconsciousness.
> It did nothing but leave me with a sensitivity to caffeine. After that
> any caffeine acted like strychnine, causing muscle cramps and
> excruciatingly painful spasms. I loved chocolate, but now I can't even
> have a single chocolate chip without it causing painful spasms. I don't
> know what the mercury did to cause this condition. Does anybody know?


Nobody knows. .You should remove all mercury amalgams,dont eat fish
and take ALA alpha lipoic acid which is believed to remove mercury.
Eating meat is also a good chelator.

Schizophrenia can be cured. Read The Knee of Listening and The Method
of the Siddhas.

A fellow once told me he was given wine with gasoline by the
sympathizers in Italy or was it France in WWII and since then he cant
have wine.

Roky

Hi Dan

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Old 03-21-2007, 11:27 PM
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On Mar 19, 2:30 am, "dan" <dannybo...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> i want to kill myself soon. i posted here before. i have a suicied
> plan. maybe its the medications that are making me feel suicidal. i
> am not doing this fore attention. more cause ive palnned out a suicde
> withc i hope well work.


i have a few things in life i've promised myself i would do before i
killed myself. A few last chances i'd give myself before doing myself
in. everytime i think of killing myself, my mind goes back to that,
because i'll try anything to achieve happiness, i'd explore any avenue
that did not cause me physical pain. before i explore these last
couple of options, i'd feel i hadn't given life a fair chance. if
after i do these things, i still feel the same way, and no other
options have presented themselves, then i give myself permission to do
it.


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Old 03-21-2007, 11:27 PM
Miguel Lahunkun
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Thank you Roky. I have used chelation pills but I still have the
neuromuscular problem. Mercury sequesters in the fats. That doesn't mean
that losing weight will cure it. I'm already thin. Even every neuron
wall is over 90% lipids, fats. THEY can't say my problems are all
schizophrenia after that. Mercury isn't good for your brain. When I hear
of people fussing about the possible mercury in dental fillings or fish
I laugh. I drank 4 ounces of the pure metal. If I had Vitamin B12 in my
stomach at the time, the Vitamin B12 would have catalized some of the
pure mercury into toxic mercury chloride, and it would have been all
over, but it got sequestered into the fats before it could be changed
into any of its toxic compounds. I'm like the mad hatter, and, I'm
popularly known as "The Professor". It can be seen that by violating its
Constitution the "system" has caused itself a thousand times more
trouble than if it just left people alone. "And, you ain't see nothing
yet!"

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Old 03-21-2007, 11:27 PM
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On Mar 21, 2:07 am, gellie...@webtv.net (Miguel Lahunkun) wrote:
> Thank you Roky. I have used chelation pills but I still have the
> neuromuscular problem. Mercury sequesters in the fats. That doesn't mean
> that losing weight will cure it. I'm already thin. Even every neuron
> wall is over 90% lipids, fats. THEY can't say my problems are all
> schizophrenia after that. Mercury isn't good for your brain. When I hear
> of people fussing about the possible mercury in dental fillings or fish
> I laugh. I drank 4 ounces of the pure metal. If I had Vitamin B12 in my
> stomach at the time, the Vitamin B12 would have catalized some of the
> pure mercury into toxic mercury chloride, and it would have been all
> over, but it got sequestered into the fats before it could be changed
> into any of its toxic compounds. I'm like the mad hatter, and, I'm
> popularly known as "The Professor". It can be seen that by violating its
> Constitution the "system" has caused itself a thousand times more
> trouble than if it just left people alone. "And, you ain't see nothing
> yet!"

Schizophrenia is a disorder of relationship. Dr. LOuis Sass called it
a philosophical disease. The cure is to read the Knee of LIstening.
Why not read it?


As you know metallic mercury is the least toxic and not readily
absorbed. I believe it is 100 times less toxic than methyl ? mercury
the kind found in fish. Which would mean you were exposed to about 1
gram (figure 3.5oz equals about 100grams) equivalent of the toxic
form. However of that 100 grams ingested figure , IF 99 percent was
excreted by your gut( that is a guess), that leaves you exposed to
about the equivalent of of 1/100 of 1 gram or 10 milligrams. On a per
weight basis babies are injected with the preservative thimerosol
with about 1 milligram mercury for an adult. A very substantial amount
which is now illegal in CA and many believe may cause autism. You
received ten times that amount (10 milligrams equivalent if my
arithmetic is correct) but you were not a baby so the effects were
minimal. IF you absorbed ten grams that would be only 100 times what
they consider reasonable (insane if your not an idiot doctor) for
newborn infants. Your exposure was not that high and importantly it
was short term and you probably are a good mercury excreter. Still it
affected you.

I had 18 amalgams removed 3 years ago and my health has improved a
lot. If my mother eats half a can of tuna fish it changes her mood
from good to angry.

There has been a steady improvement and it was the best thing I
ever did for my health. I dont think mercury poisoning causes mental
illness but I do think it makes it much worse for some people.

Rokys Zero Diet Treatment May 06
After waking up everyday for 45 years wanting to die and feeling
exhausted I went to Mexico and had 18 silver amalgam fillings (which
are fifty percent MERCURY) replaced with gold ones in Feb 04.At the
time I was taking three different anit depressants at once. Two weeks
after amalgam removal I stopped taking them. Since
then my health has improved greatly. I do not wake up exhausted and
wanting to die anymore. While I am pro choice and pro freedom I do
not
believe anyone can make a free choice while they are being poisoned.
And most people here in America are being poisoned. By mercury, by
aluminum,by thousands of chemicals added to your food and water. The
Italians put lead in their wine for 2,000 years. Anyone suffering from
any "mental" illness should eliminate all toxic substances from their
diet to rule out poisoning.

Rokys Zero Diet
No MERCURY, No amalgams, No fish, No supplements from the sea, such as
calcium which contain mercury and kelp, No vaccines which contain
mercury,aluminum and formaldehyde(Thimerosol), No Tattoes. Eating meat
is believed to help remove mercury from the body. Also saunas will
help
remove toxic metals.

No Aluminum, it is a toxic metal which makes mercury 50 times more
toxic, It is used a an additive to baking powder to make foods taste
better. Thus it is in many foods such as cookies, cakes, donuts, etc.
No aluminum cans, No aluminum pots,Some anti perspirants may contain
aluminum.

No food additives, preservatives are poisons put in your food to kill
bacteria and mold.

No allergic foods.

No water with flouride or chlorine.

No alcohol or tobacco (nicotine may be helpful)

It is important to know that a 90% reduction in poisons does not mean
a
90% reduction in symptoms. It may be necessary to eliminate 100% of
the
poisons.

Take Mega doses of Vitamins
I would also recommend that you take a minimum of 50 mg of the b
vitamins. 500 mg of C,400 units of natural E, 25,000 units of A, 500
to 1000 units of D, some minerals may agree with you and some may not
so I do not recommend multiple vitamins.
Other supplements such as ALA,Iodine,Glutothione may have a very
beneficial effect.

20 minutes of strenuous excercise three times a week will improve
brain
function.

Prescription drugs may be dangerous too.
Roky

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Old 03-22-2007, 08:29 PM
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Thank you Roky. How is lithium? I like lithium. At last they're
checking out lithium. I acted more like a bipolar person. Schizophrenics
are stereotyped as being reclusive and antisocial. I have always been
very socially active, a joiner, and a leader of groups. I own
http://groups.yahoo.com/group/alchemy61/ and I even have several members
in here. I have an agenda. I work out every day. The best exercise is
pull ups. I feel I have to be able to climb. I have jumped many bug
house fences in the past. I take vitamins every day. I feel I have to be
healthy to be able to climb out of captivity. Health is part of self
defense. Political perfectionism has been lax but that is most probably
temporary. The economy can actually support more perfectionism than ever
before.
The wealth of a nation is actually its natural resources and the
ability to exploit those natural resources, not in dollar and cents
figures. The money is based on nothing. It's all funny money. It can be
adjusted as simply as a TV channel's program schedule. Money today is
pure information. The material basis of money today is ink on paper or
even as little as the position of electrons in computer chips.
If this perfectionism imposes mental health standards, I may have
to jump fences again.

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Old 03-22-2007, 08:30 PM
dAn FuCkiNG cARteR
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> Nobody knows. .You should remove all mercury amalgams,dont eat fish
> and take ALA alpha lipoic acid which is believed to remove mercury.
> Eating meat is also a good chelator.
>
> Schizophrenia can be cured. Read The Knee of Listening and The Method
> of the Siddhas.
>
> A fellow once told me he was given wine with gasoline by the
> sympathizers in Italy or was it France in WWII and since then he cant
> have wine.
>
> Roky
>
> Hi Dan


hey roky!!! its good to hear from you. lol this place is better than
ash im glad i found it.

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Old 03-22-2007, 08:30 PM
dAn FuCkiNG cARteR
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On Mar 21, 4:12 pm, "roky" <rokyb...@yahoo.com> wrote:
> On Mar 21, 2:07 am, gellie...@webtv.net (Miguel Lahunkun) wrote:> Thank you Roky. I have used chelation pills but I still have the
> > neuromuscular problem. Mercury sequesters in the fats. That doesn't mean
> > that losing weight will cure it. I'm already thin. Even every neuron
> > wall is over 90% lipids, fats. THEY can't say my problems are all
> > schizophrenia after that. Mercury isn't good for your brain. When I hear
> > of people fussing about the possible mercury in dental fillings or fish
> > I laugh. I drank 4 ounces of the pure metal. If I had Vitamin B12 in my
> > stomach at the time, the Vitamin B12 would have catalized some of the
> > pure mercury into toxic mercury chloride, and it would have been all
> > over, but it got sequestered into the fats before it could be changed
> > into any of its toxic compounds. I'm like the mad hatter, and, I'm
> > popularly known as "The Professor". It can be seen that by violating its
> > Constitution the "system" has caused itself a thousand times more
> > trouble than if it just left people alone. "And, you ain't see nothing
> > yet!"

>
> Schizophrenia is a disorder of relationship. Dr. LOuis Sass called it
> a philosophical disease. The cure is to read the Knee of LIstening.
> Why not read it?
>
> As you know metallic mercury is the least toxic and not readily
> absorbed. I believe it is 100 times less toxic than methyl ? mercury
> the kind found in fish. Which would mean you were exposed to about 1
> gram (figure 3.5oz equals about 100grams) equivalent of the toxic
> form. However of that 100 grams ingested figure , IF 99 percent was
> excreted by your gut( that is a guess), that leaves you exposed to
> about the equivalent of of 1/100 of 1 gram or 10 milligrams. On a per
> weight basis babies are injected with the preservative thimerosol
> with about 1 milligram mercury for an adult. A very substantial amount
> which is now illegal in CA and many believe may cause autism. You
> received ten times that amount (10 milligrams equivalent if my
> arithmetic is correct) but you were not a baby so the effects were
> minimal. IF you absorbed ten grams that would be only 100 times what
> they consider reasonable (insane if your not an idiot doctor) for
> newborn infants. Your exposure was not that high and importantly it
> was short term and you probably are a good mercury excreter. Still it
> affected you.
>
> I had 18 amalgams removed 3 years ago and my health has improved a
> lot. If my mother eats half a can of tuna fish it changes her mood
> from good to angry.
>
> There has been a steady improvement and it was the best thing I
> ever did for my health. I dont think mercury poisoning causes mental
> illness but I do think it makes it much worse for some people.
>
> Rokys Zero Diet Treatment May 06
> After waking up everyday for 45 years wanting to die and feeling
> exhausted I went to Mexico and had 18 silver amalgam fillings (which
> are fifty percent MERCURY) replaced with gold ones in Feb 04.At the
> time I was taking three different anit depressants at once. Two weeks
> after amalgam removal I stopped taking them. Since
> then my health has improved greatly. I do not wake up exhausted and
> wanting to die anymore. While I am pro choice and pro freedom I do
> not
> believe anyone can make a free choice while they are being poisoned.
> And most people here in America are being poisoned. By mercury, by
> aluminum,by thousands of chemicals added to your food and water. The
> Italians put lead in their wine for 2,000 years. Anyone suffering from
> any "mental" illness should eliminate all toxic substances from their
> diet to rule out poisoning.
>
> Rokys Zero Diet
> No MERCURY, No amalgams, No fish, No supplements from the sea, such as
> calcium which contain mercury and kelp, No vaccines which contain
> mercury,aluminum and formaldehyde(Thimerosol), No Tattoes. Eating meat
> is believed to help remove mercury from the body. Also saunas will
> help
> remove toxic metals.
>
> No Aluminum, it is a toxic metal which makes mercury 50 times more
> toxic, It is used a an additive to baking powder to make foods taste
> better. Thus it is in many foods such as cookies, cakes, donuts, etc.
> No aluminum cans, No aluminum pots,Some anti perspirants may contain
> aluminum.
>
> No food additives, preservatives are poisons put in your food to kill
> bacteria and mold.
>
> No allergic foods.
>
> No water with flouride or chlorine.
>
> No alcohol or tobacco (nicotine may be helpful)
>
> It is important to know that a 90% reduction in poisons does not mean
> a
> 90% reduction in symptoms. It may be necessary to eliminate 100% of
> the
> poisons.
>
> Take Mega doses of Vitamins
> I would also recommend that you take a minimum of 50 mg of the b
> vitamins. 500 mg of C,400 units of natural E, 25,000 units of A, 500
> to 1000 units of D, some minerals may agree with you and some may not
> so I do not recommend multiple vitamins.
> Other supplements such as ALA,Iodine,Glutothione may have a very
> beneficial effect.
>
> 20 minutes of strenuous excercise three times a week will improve
> brain
> function.
>
> Prescription drugs may be dangerous too.
> Roky


thanks roky this info is very valuable im printing it out first
thing!!!

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Old 03-22-2007, 08:30 PM
dAn FuCkiNG cARteR
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you guys im feeling better tonight. i was feeling low again so i
called one eight hundred suicide. i CRYED for like 30 minutes talking
to him i broke into tears ahhhh but it felt so good to talk to a
normal human being that understood me. i told him i was schyzophrenic
and derpressed and possibley bipolare and he understood. he was
really nice. i balled my eyes out for the first time in two years.
and im gunna call on some resources tomorrow!!! hehe things might just
work out. thanks you guys!!

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Old 03-23-2007, 03:55 AM
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"roky" <rokybird@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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> On Mar 21, 2:07 am, gellie...@webtv.net (Miguel Lahunkun) wrote:
>> Thank you Roky. I have used chelation pills but I still have the
>> neuromuscular problem. Mercury sequesters in the fats. That doesn't mean
>> that losing weight will cure it. I'm already thin. Even every neuron
>> wall is over 90% lipids, fats. THEY can't say my problems are all
>> schizophrenia after that. Mercury isn't good for your brain. When I hear
>> of people fussing about the possible mercury in dental fillings or fish
>> I laugh. I drank 4 ounces of the pure metal. If I had Vitamin B12 in my
>> stomach at the time, the Vitamin B12 would have catalized some of the
>> pure mercury into toxic mercury chloride, and it would have been all
>> over, but it got sequestered into the fats before it could be changed
>> into any of its toxic compounds. I'm like the mad hatter, and, I'm
>> popularly known as "The Professor". It can be seen that by violating its
>> Constitution the "system" has caused itself a thousand times more
>> trouble than if it just left people alone. "And, you ain't see nothing
>> yet!"

> Schizophrenia is a disorder of relationship. Dr. LOuis Sass called it
> a philosophical disease. The cure is to read the Knee of LIstening.
> Why not read it?
>
>
> As you know metallic mercury is the least toxic and not readily
> absorbed. I believe it is 100 times less toxic than methyl ? mercury
> the kind found in fish. Which would mean you were exposed to about 1
> gram (figure 3.5oz equals about 100grams) equivalent of the toxic
> form. However of that 100 grams ingested figure , IF 99 percent was
> excreted by your gut( that is a guess), that leaves you exposed to
> about the equivalent of of 1/100 of 1 gram or 10 milligrams. On a per
> weight basis babies are injected with the preservative thimerosol
> with about 1 milligram mercury for an adult. A very substantial amount
> which is now illegal in CA and many believe may cause autism. You
> received ten times that amount (10 milligrams equivalent if my
> arithmetic is correct) but you were not a baby so the effects were
> minimal. IF you absorbed ten grams that would be only 100 times what
> they consider reasonable (insane if your not an idiot doctor) for
> newborn infants. Your exposure was not that high and importantly it
> was short term and you probably are a good mercury excreter. Still it
> affected you.
>
> I had 18 amalgams removed 3 years ago and my health has improved a
> lot. If my mother eats half a can of tuna fish it changes her mood
> from good to angry.
>
> There has been a steady improvement and it was the best thing I
> ever did for my health. I dont think mercury poisoning causes mental
> illness but I do think it makes it much worse for some people.
>
> Rokys Zero Diet Treatment May 06
> After waking up everyday for 45 years wanting to die and feeling
> exhausted I went to Mexico and had 18 silver amalgam fillings (which
> are fifty percent MERCURY) replaced with gold ones in Feb 04.At the
> time I was taking three different anit depressants at once. Two weeks
> after amalgam removal I stopped taking them. Since
> then my health has improved greatly. I do not wake up exhausted and
> wanting to die anymore. While I am pro choice and pro freedom I do
> not
> believe anyone can make a free choice while they are being poisoned.
> And most people here in America are being poisoned. By mercury, by
> aluminum,by thousands of chemicals added to your food and water. The
> Italians put lead in their wine for 2,000 years. Anyone suffering from
> any "mental" illness should eliminate all toxic substances from their
> diet to rule out poisoning.
>
> Rokys Zero Diet
> No MERCURY, No amalgams, No fish, No supplements from the sea, such as
> calcium which contain mercury and kelp, No vaccines which contain
> mercury,aluminum and formaldehyde(Thimerosol), No Tattoes. Eating meat
> is believed to help remove mercury from the body. Also saunas will
> help
> remove toxic metals.
>
> No Aluminum, it is a toxic metal which makes mercury 50 times more
> toxic, It is used a an additive to baking powder to make foods taste
> better. Thus it is in many foods such as cookies, cakes, donuts, etc.
> No aluminum cans, No aluminum pots,Some anti perspirants may contain
> aluminum.
>
> No food additives, preservatives are poisons put in your food to kill
> bacteria and mold.
>
> No allergic foods.
>
> No water with flouride or chlorine.
>
> No alcohol or tobacco (nicotine may be helpful)
>
> It is important to know that a 90% reduction in poisons does not mean
> a
> 90% reduction in symptoms. It may be necessary to eliminate 100% of
> the
> poisons.
>
> Take Mega doses of Vitamins
> I would also recommend that you take a minimum of 50 mg of the b
> vitamins. 500 mg of C,400 units of natural E, 25,000 units of A, 500
> to 1000 units of D, some minerals may agree with you and some may not
> so I do not recommend multiple vitamins.
> Other supplements such as ALA,Iodine,Glutothione may have a very
> beneficial effect.
>
> 20 minutes of strenuous excercise three times a week will improve
> brain
> function.
>










> Prescription drugs may be dangerous too.
> Roky
>


Yer should think So quite a Lot




Not The Mega Dose Please

Imagine Your a Dr Yes Like To Stay Healthy Ok

> Schizophrenia is a disorder of relationship.


OK
now wat read that book
Non Existo-oooo-once-ant
Dr Sets Boundry Which He Claims If Your Below That Or Like That other Person
who is like that in that box
Screwed By a theroy that there is great big huge answer that answers every
other single question smaller than it
Bit like Big Answer

Looking back on two days cant see anyother posts going on round here for me
ones that stick in head deserver replys its that little part of bouncing
back some to the sender rather than
they totally consume your head with their viewpoint

Most Points people Make yer The Little Timers Ones
all been thought through manys times many have long journeys upwards some
loop on forever between others and the original point
Spend your Whole Life Working Most of it on your own
Wat Point is A telephone

Another Example Of a Story Unfolding forever
Not Today

Why When a Unet Header Consumes More Text than a One Liner

Cant Carry on Like This Its a Doomed World
Your Computer You Buy Auto Makes you a Writter
Do You know How The Insides Work
OK
Sadder Than Life

I'm a Part Time PsychoNaut
On My Dayoff I Program Low Level Language Assembler
We Could All Learn Easy But We Live Black Box Style Housing Big Brother
One In One Out

Being Fit Healthy
Is I do That Yes My Bone Breaks No Fittness No Vitatmins Nothing Can Stop
That Or Make Heal any Diff Time
Doing Fit To Jump Wall of Bug Houses
Is not about the Wall
Its about staying in one piece all the way through the stay
Stay Or Take away
Its shit Better Out Than In
20mins Exer a Day
I walk all Day Everyday
Wat So Wierd Is it was possiable this year also
Some Say Cold
but they must been reading the throng-o-meter wrong


Good Luck

Bye Bye

No Personal
Riding a Post Thanks
see most is in general to the whole group
Prob More Appreciated by the regs I wouldnt know with you 3 post count

I might Bleed a Shito Story about My Relationship with the World One Day
Try Me Entice Me

Roids Scripter


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Old 03-24-2007, 10:46 AM
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I Want To Kiss Myself

Cats & Dogs Can

Seen The Way They scoop The Food
Before someone Else Comes Along an takes It

Ha Ha

Just Got Back Does Anyone Else Walk Allday Till Midnite
Cool I feel Refeshed
But My Poor Old Collar Bone Is Creeking Again
I just Have One Word As Always On That Is 'Pain'*3 Pain Pain
Arrr

Should Even By Type Or Doing Anything Or Nothing Or Nothing
But Do We
Bones Always Mend Like Rock They Are
Rely On something Solid Call That A Bone
Skeliton
Xray
Cuboard
Dead Walking
Yerp

RoidsRim


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Old 03-25-2007, 04:14 PM
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Default Re: i want to kill myself

hey roidsrm are you are ROIDS= HEMMRIODS?

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