jumping

Went to the top of a building today.

Almost jumped.

It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
want anyone to see me kill myself.

When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
building.

Lix Tetrax wrote:
>
> Went to the top of a building today.
>
> Almost jumped.
>
> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> building.

I can almost guarantee that by the time you get near the bottom, you
will see your current problems as less important.

Please be good to yourself.

Would you like to talk about whatever is bothering you?


George

George Peter Staplin wrote:
> Lix Tetrax wrote:
>>
>> Went to the top of a building today.
>>
>> Almost jumped.
>>
>> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
>> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>>
>> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
>> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
>> building.
>
> I can almost guarantee that by the time you get near the bottom, you
> will see your current problems as less important.
>
> Please be good to yourself.
>
> Would you like to talk about whatever is bothering you?
>
>
> George


I just emailed you. I hope the message reaches you.


George

"Lix Tetrax" <scopethelobe@hotmail.com> schrieb im Newsbeitrag
news:eb1c08b8-0eb5-40bd-9d83-ffc8862919ad@s13g2000prd.googlegroups.com...
>
> Went to the top of a building today.
>
> Almost jumped.
>
> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> building.

Don´t jump. I can imagine how you feel, i also felt horrible today, maybe
buy some beer and you´ll maybe feel better. If you want to talk, here or per
email or icq or yahoo messenger answer, the reply adress is valid.

Greetings
Robert

On Jan 16, 8:24 am, "rainbowguardian" <robert_smrd...@gmx.de> wrote:
> "Lix Tetrax" <scopethel...@hotmail.com> schrieb im Newsbeitragnews:eb1c08b8-0eb5-40bd-9d83-ffc8862919ad@s13g2000prd.googlegroups.com...
>
>
>
> > Went to the top of a building today.
>
> > Almost jumped.



Lix,

I can sympathize. I once went to the top of a railroad tracks bridge
and thought about jumping. I didn't.

All I can say is just hang in there.

If you want to email me you can. I am having an off day today, I feel
some neg symptoms stuff coming on, but I will try to talk to you if
you want.

I don't know about your life but if you want to tell me about it you
can. Also you can IM me. I will give you my Yahoo name to IM if you
email me.

Alison

Lix you have some good responses here and people want to talk to you. Please
talk to someone. Don't do it Don't kill yourself. We don't want that to
happen. Please hang in there.

girl

"Lix Tetrax" <scopethelobe@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:eb1c08b8-0eb5-40bd-9d83-ffc8862919ad@s13g2000prd.googlegroups.com...
>
> Went to the top of a building today.
>
> Almost jumped.
>
> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> building.

>
> Went to the top of a building today.
>
> Almost jumped.
>
> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> building.



Take each day as it comes, don't do anything rash.
As to the voices, coincidences, TV programs -- f*ck 'em.
Glad you are still here, Lix, things will get better.
I hope you will talk to somebody about depression....

jerasmus

"Lix Tetrax" <scopethelobe@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:eb1c08b8-0eb5-40bd-9d83-ffc8862919ad@s13g2000prd.googlegroups.com...
>
> Went to the top of a building today.
>
> Almost jumped.
>
> It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> building.

obligatory disclaimer: see a doctor

I'm not sure what to say.
My first thought was to avoid saying anything, but then ignoring you seemed
as bad as the risk of giving bad advice, or saying the wrong words.

The technology for treating Sz is advancing. I have watched it change since
1977. It may take some years, but there is a very good chance that waiting
for the future could give you several decades of good life.

Despite how much I hate the established mental health care system, I would
report you, if I knew how.

QN

On Jan 16, 6:33 pm, "Quiet Neighbor" <priv...@spamless.net> wrote:
> "Lix Tetrax" <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:eb1c08b8-0eb5-40bd-9d83-ffc8862919ad@s13g2000prd.googlegroups.com...
>
>
>
> > Went to the top of a building today.
>
> > Almost jumped.
>
> > It needed to be night time. There were too many people around. Didn't
> > want anyone to see me kill myself.
>
> > When I got to my sisters place after I chickened out there was a tv
> > program on that had someone about to commit suicide by jumping off a
> > building.
>
> obligatory disclaimer: see a doctor
>
> I'm not sure what to say.
> My first thought was to avoid saying anything, but then ignoring you seemed
> as bad as the risk of giving bad advice, or saying the wrong words.
>
> The technology for treating Sz is advancing. I have watched it change since
> 1977. It may take some years, but there is a very good chance that waiting
> for the future could give you several decades of good life.
>
> Despite how much I hate the established mental health care system, I would
> report you, if I knew how.
>
> QN

Lix, get yourself a better doctor or something. Whoever is seeing you
doesnt' seem to be helping you. Or talk more to the one you have or
something.

Call a local crisis line and talk to someone there. Talk to your
family or something too.

Tell someone in your daily life around you how you are really feeling.
Don't just say it on the internet. You have to talk to someone right
there who knows more about you and so on. If you need to get more help
they can help you, or at least I hope so.

Hang in there dammit. If I can do it so can you. If I have to do it,
why should you get to do any differnently?

Repeating myself, talk more to your doctor or get another one or go to
the hospital, or SOMETHING.

Thanks everyone.

I talked to my mum today about it.

She has had suicidal ideation as well.

I really mean it, you all make a difference. This group has helped me
alot.

Gonna fix this.

Thank you all.