Liquid Darkness

Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.

I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!

Lix Tetrax wrote:
> Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>
> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!


get rid of the computer and get into long term therapy

"%" <persent@gmail.com> wrote in message news:rhcGj.59$9X3.0@edtnps82...
> Lix Tetrax wrote:
>> Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
>> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>>
>> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
>> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!
>
>
> get rid of the computer and get into long term therapy
>
>

The computer is a great way to participate in the world without confronting
people head-on.

My guess is that Lix needs better meds.

On 25 ožu, 20:12, Lix Tetrax <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> *Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>
> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!

I felt the same way Monday. It is not the problem in you. The news is
that this world really sucks.

I feel for you. But without the need to sodomize you, if you know what
I mean. I feel for your soul.

> I feel for you. But without the need to sodomize you, if you know what
> I mean. I feel for your soul.

this is funny

AnotherRubberDucky wrote:
>> I feel for you. But without the need to sodomize you, if you know
>> what I mean. I feel for your soul.
>
> this is funny


you must be new

On Mar 25, 2:12 pm, Lix Tetrax <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>
> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!


Sorry Lix. It sucks. Hang in there.

There are periods of relief and happiness.

Going swimming has helped me a lot sometimes.

I hope it's not so bad you're thinking about death a lot.

I don't have the answers, all I can say is that I suffer too and you
are not alone.

It can get better.

Don't go, because you have to help keep me company.

Gelly wrote:
> On Mar 25, 2:12 pm, Lix Tetrax <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
>> Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
>> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>>
>> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
>> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!
>
>
> Sorry Lix. It sucks. Hang in there.
>
> There are periods of relief and happiness.
>
> Going swimming has helped me a lot sometimes.
>
> I hope it's not so bad you're thinking about death a lot.
>
> I don't have the answers, all I can say is that I suffer too and you
> are not alone.
>
> It can get better.
>
> Don't go, because you have to help keep me company.


what

On Mar 25, 3:12*pm, Lix Tetrax <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> *Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>
> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!

What makes you think there is a point to it? ANd who told you you
were gifted?

Michelle la Belle 2nd wrote:
> On Mar 25, 3:12 pm, Lix Tetrax <scopethel...@hotmail.com> wrote:
>> Delusions and depression mixed together really sux. I cannot see the
>> point to this illness that I have been 'gifted' with.
>>
>> I sleep all day and surf the net all night... I want to die... My
>> voices say to enjoy my suffering. Fuckers!
>
> What makes you think there is a point to it? ANd who told you you
> were gifted?


i'm everything and on toast

What's wrong with darkness? Darkness can never hurt you. The white
light from a nuclear blast can melt your face off. I know an Indonesian
Christian, Eddie, who was a POW in Hiroshima when the A-Bomb went off.
Eddie was working in a deep pit with other POW's when the bomb went off.
He saw the guard's faces melt off. The brain melts at 114°.
It is who hides in darkness who can hurt you. The only use I have
for light is to see by it. But, even in a room totally without light I
see luminous colored clouds. I can only get true black darkness from
women, "liquid darkness", luscious.


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