 Re: a little
"Gelly" <Gelly.D@gmail.com> wrote in message
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>I used to get lonely on holidays. Now I don't really care any more.
> They are kind of like birthdays to me now. If someone wants to go get
> Chinese food on Thanksgiving or Christmas I will go and that sounds
> like a nice time, but otherwise I don't bother.
>
> I think it sounds awkward to other people though who are used to
> having big family get-togethers, though. Like when people who work
> with who are having big family things hear about my lack of plans for
> the holidays hear this, they feel awkward sometimes, I usually don't
> until I realize they feel awkward like they think they should invite
> me or something.
>
> I usually don't care...
>
>
>
As Thanksgiving has declined for me from large family gatherings to a simple
dinner out with my parents, I come to suspect that much of the family has
cut us off to avoid *me*.
In my own eyes I seem pretty normal the last several years, but maybe it
does not seem so to others.
My most recent new p-doc was shown my best-medicated well acted personality,
but he was eager to try to get me to increase meds. I had worried that he
would question my need for his services at all. Quite the contrary, he
wanted to see me monthly. Maybe I should video myself and try to see what
makes my Sz so obvious to others.
I should note, that people who do not know that I am labeled seem to act
like they think I'm normal. I'm not sure what to think.
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