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Old 01-06-2008, 12:05 AM
Deep Thoughts
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When that gang fight was happening in front my house a few year ago?
2003 or 4....
Not sure wha happened exatly but I tried to mediate.
No gang fights happen in front of my house. Thats a Domodara law.

Now one thing led to the other and those of the Polish speaking equation
and those of the ebonic speaking equation were quite interested in each
other.

NOT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!!!

So finally in my futile efforts, some one drew a gun.
That really, REALLY, upset me.

My job in VIet Nam.....was exacately that.

So I became really upset....
I searched gooks and vehicles and it was always the razors edge.

I managed crowrds of possible hostile intent.......mostly.

In front of my house.

I saw the arms of those nearby and knew how to throw them in my way when
I WOULD DrIve them into him with the gun.
I 'd get him. Cute he has a gun....
He's the man I get.
I'm his threat.

Easy to throw a man who thinks i'm attacking him to use him as a shield
with a few quick movements.
He doesn't see my war at all.
Whole demeanor is not in phase with my thnking.
It can easily be done.
I've done it often....

I'd get that guy with the gun...
Twice over in civialian life I've done it...or coulda....women.
No twice over, once screaming terrified women stopped me.
Screaming for me not to fight.That was the only exception.

I know......

I'm sixty one now....can't move that good anymore.

But maybe three years ago I had a gang fight running, with the gun,
away.

Smart....
Then no body gets hurt.
That was my goal.

I.......really......I can move like a ghost and frighen folks at how
close I am to delver a serious blow.Not that I do, but they learn their
place.

Once a man let his doberman pincher attack my beagle.
In the woods by a stream.
He let it happen.
I intercepted that attacking doberman and smart dog he was. He flopped
onto his back an showed me his belly.

He knew....he was dead in a minute.
Snarling atacking Pincher....
FLOP.........his's mine.....
My poor beagle never even saw it.

I coulda scrathced his belly....

Face to face.
I squatted.....
Head on.....
MOVING teeth to teeth....and with human arms.Anf that dog saw immense
impact coming long before we would gnash teeth.
I went right down to the ground in assault...
Face to face.
My arms locked for impact..
Submissive.
He went submissive.

Yeah?
Everybody ran away, even the guy with the gun. The whole gang fight ran
like a disturbed bevy of doves.

When I have motivation?
Listen to what I'm saying.

And....I hate it when people use guns.
I won't own one.

No gang fights happen in front of my house.
Everybody should understand this.

Once? I had an ape attack me.
In Viet Nam. About forty pounds of animal. I didn't hurt him.

None of this is a lie.

But I'm sixty one now. Certainly can't move like I used to move.
Can move well enough...but not like I used to move.

SBK



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Old 01-06-2008, 01:35 AM
Quiet Neighbor
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Default Re: Maybe not


"Deep Thoughts" <brainsprained@webtv.net> wrote in message
news:26489-47802028-3308@storefull-3237.bay.webtv.net...
> When that gang fight was happening in front my house a few year ago?
> 2003 or 4....
> Not sure wha happened exatly but I tried to mediate.
> No gang fights happen in front of my house. Thats a Domodara law.
>
> Now one thing led to the other and those of the Polish speaking equation
> and those of the ebonic speaking equation were quite interested in each
> other.
>
> NOT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!!!
>
> So finally in my futile efforts, some one drew a gun.
> That really, REALLY, upset me.
>
> My job in VIet Nam.....was exacately that.
>
> So I became really upset....
> I searched gooks and vehicles and it was always the razors edge.
>
> I managed crowrds of possible hostile intent.......mostly.
>
> In front of my house.
>
> I saw the arms of those nearby and knew how to throw them in my way when
> I WOULD DrIve them into him with the gun.
> I 'd get him. Cute he has a gun....
> He's the man I get.
> I'm his threat.
>
> Easy to throw a man who thinks i'm attacking him to use him as a shield
> with a few quick movements.
> He doesn't see my war at all.
> Whole demeanor is not in phase with my thnking.
> It can easily be done.
> I've done it often....
>
> I'd get that guy with the gun...
> Twice over in civialian life I've done it...or coulda....women.
> No twice over, once screaming terrified women stopped me.
> Screaming for me not to fight.That was the only exception.
>
> I know......
>
> I'm sixty one now....can't move that good anymore.
>
> But maybe three years ago I had a gang fight running, with the gun,
> away.
>
> Smart....
> Then no body gets hurt.
> That was my goal.
>
> I.......really......I can move like a ghost and frighen folks at how
> close I am to delver a serious blow.Not that I do, but they learn their
> place.
>
> Once a man let his doberman pincher attack my beagle.
> In the woods by a stream.
> He let it happen.
> I intercepted that attacking doberman and smart dog he was. He flopped
> onto his back an showed me his belly.
>
> He knew....he was dead in a minute.
> Snarling atacking Pincher....
> FLOP.........his's mine.....
> My poor beagle never even saw it.
>
> I coulda scrathced his belly....
>
> Face to face.
> I squatted.....
> Head on.....
> MOVING teeth to teeth....and with human arms.Anf that dog saw immense
> impact coming long before we would gnash teeth.
> I went right down to the ground in assault...
> Face to face.
> My arms locked for impact..
> Submissive.
> He went submissive.
>
> Yeah?
> Everybody ran away, even the guy with the gun. The whole gang fight ran
> like a disturbed bevy of doves.
>
> When I have motivation?
> Listen to what I'm saying.
>
> And....I hate it when people use guns.
> I won't own one.
>
> No gang fights happen in front of my house.
> Everybody should understand this.
>
> Once? I had an ape attack me.
> In Viet Nam. About forty pounds of animal. I didn't hurt him.
>
> None of this is a lie.
>
> But I'm sixty one now. Certainly can't move like I used to move.
> Can move well enough...but not like I used to move.
>
> SBK
>
>
>
> .
>
>
> .
>


In the back of my mind, I know I won't cower and be taken out without a
fight. However, I have no skills. I may only be choosing the modality of
my death. Death as a coward vs. death as a fool.

From what I know of myself, I expect that a bullet would trigger a psychotic
break. The psychotic break would allow me to continue to fight, until I
dropped dead. Meds might interfere with that though. Hmmm.


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Old 01-06-2008, 02:27 AM
Gelly
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Default Re: Maybe not

On Jan 5, 8:00 pm, "Quiet Neighbor" <priv...@spamless.net> wrote:
> "Deep Thoughts" <brainsprai...@webtv.net> wrote in message
>
> news:26489-47802028-3308@storefull-3237.bay.webtv.net...
>
>
>
> > When that gang fight was happening in front my house a few year ago?
> > 2003 or 4....
> > Not sure wha happened exatly but I tried to mediate.
> > No gang fights happen in front of my house. Thats a Domodara law.

>
> > Now one thing led to the other and those of the Polish speaking equation
> > and those of the ebonic speaking equation were quite interested in each
> > other.

>
> > NOT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!!!

>
> > So finally in my futile efforts, some one drew a gun.
> > That really, REALLY, upset me.

>
> > My job in VIet Nam.....was exacately that.

>
> > So I became really upset....
> > I searched gooks and vehicles and it was always the razors edge.

>
> > I managed crowrds of possible hostile intent.......mostly.

>
> > In front of my house.

>
> > I saw the arms of those nearby and knew how to throw them in my way when
> > I WOULD DrIve them into him with the gun.
> > I 'd get him. Cute he has a gun....
> > He's the man I get.
> > I'm his threat.

>
> > Easy to throw a man who thinks i'm attacking him to use him as a shield
> > with a few quick movements.
> > He doesn't see my war at all.
> > Whole demeanor is not in phase with my thnking.
> > It can easily be done.
> > I've done it often....

>
> > I'd get that guy with the gun...
> > Twice over in civialian life I've done it...or coulda....women.
> > No twice over, once screaming terrified women stopped me.
> > Screaming for me not to fight.That was the only exception.

>
> > I know......

>
> > I'm sixty one now....can't move that good anymore.

>
> > But maybe three years ago I had a gang fight running, with the gun,
> > away.

>
> > Smart....
> > Then no body gets hurt.
> > That was my goal.

>
> > I.......really......I can move like a ghost and frighen folks at how
> > close I am to delver a serious blow.Not that I do, but they learn their
> > place.

>
> > Once a man let his doberman pincher attack my beagle.
> > In the woods by a stream.
> > He let it happen.
> > I intercepted that attacking doberman and smart dog he was. He flopped
> > onto his back an showed me his belly.

>
> > He knew....he was dead in a minute.
> > Snarling atacking Pincher....
> > FLOP.........his's mine.....
> > My poor beagle never even saw it.

>
> > I coulda scrathced his belly....

>
> > Face to face.
> > I squatted.....
> > Head on.....
> > MOVING teeth to teeth....and with human arms.Anf that dog saw immense
> > impact coming long before we would gnash teeth.
> > I went right down to the ground in assault...
> > Face to face.
> > My arms locked for impact..
> > Submissive.
> > He went submissive.

>
> > Yeah?
> > Everybody ran away, even the guy with the gun. The whole gang fight ran
> > like a disturbed bevy of doves.

>
> > When I have motivation?
> > Listen to what I'm saying.

>
> > And....I hate it when people use guns.
> > I won't own one.

>
> > No gang fights happen in front of my house.
> > Everybody should understand this.

>
> > Once? I had an ape attack me.
> > In Viet Nam. About forty pounds of animal. I didn't hurt him.

>
> > None of this is a lie.

>
> > But I'm sixty one now. Certainly can't move like I used to move.
> > Can move well enough...but not like I used to move.

>
> > SBK

>
> > .

>
> > .

>
> In the back of my mind, I know I won't cower and be taken out without a
> fight. However, I have no skills. I may only be choosing the modality of
> my death. Death as a coward vs. death as a fool.
>
> From what I know of myself, I expect that a bullet would trigger a psychotic
> break. The psychotic break would allow me to continue to fight, until I
> dropped dead. Meds might interfere with that though. Hmmm.


Hmm. Scary stuff. I have never been personally around any real
violence. I would be screaming and cowering probably. Or rolled up in
a ball on the ground. I know it.
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Old 01-06-2008, 05:50 AM
Quiet Neighbor
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Default Re: Maybe not


"Gelly" <Gelly.D@gmail.com> wrote in message
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> On Jan 5, 8:00 pm, "Quiet Neighbor" <priv...@spamless.net> wrote:
>> "Deep Thoughts" <brainsprai...@webtv.net> wrote in message
>>
>> news:26489-47802028-3308@storefull-3237.bay.webtv.net...
>>
>>
>>
>> > When that gang fight was happening in front my house a few year ago?
>> > 2003 or 4....
>> > Not sure wha happened exatly but I tried to mediate.
>> > No gang fights happen in front of my house. Thats a Domodara law.

>>
>> > Now one thing led to the other and those of the Polish speaking
>> > equation
>> > and those of the ebonic speaking equation were quite interested in each
>> > other.

>>
>> > NOT IN FRONT OF MY HOUSE!!!

>>
>> > So finally in my futile efforts, some one drew a gun.
>> > That really, REALLY, upset me.

>>
>> > My job in VIet Nam.....was exacately that.

>>
>> > So I became really upset....
>> > I searched gooks and vehicles and it was always the razors edge.

>>
>> > I managed crowrds of possible hostile intent.......mostly.

>>
>> > In front of my house.

>>
>> > I saw the arms of those nearby and knew how to throw them in my way
>> > when
>> > I WOULD DrIve them into him with the gun.
>> > I 'd get him. Cute he has a gun....
>> > He's the man I get.
>> > I'm his threat.

>>
>> > Easy to throw a man who thinks i'm attacking him to use him as a shield
>> > with a few quick movements.
>> > He doesn't see my war at all.
>> > Whole demeanor is not in phase with my thnking.
>> > It can easily be done.
>> > I've done it often....

>>
>> > I'd get that guy with the gun...
>> > Twice over in civialian life I've done it...or coulda....women.
>> > No twice over, once screaming terrified women stopped me.
>> > Screaming for me not to fight.That was the only exception.

>>
>> > I know......

>>
>> > I'm sixty one now....can't move that good anymore.

>>
>> > But maybe three years ago I had a gang fight running, with the gun,
>> > away.

>>
>> > Smart....
>> > Then no body gets hurt.
>> > That was my goal.

>>
>> > I.......really......I can move like a ghost and frighen folks at how
>> > close I am to delver a serious blow.Not that I do, but they learn their
>> > place.

>>
>> > Once a man let his doberman pincher attack my beagle.
>> > In the woods by a stream.
>> > He let it happen.
>> > I intercepted that attacking doberman and smart dog he was. He flopped
>> > onto his back an showed me his belly.

>>
>> > He knew....he was dead in a minute.
>> > Snarling atacking Pincher....
>> > FLOP.........his's mine.....
>> > My poor beagle never even saw it.

>>
>> > I coulda scrathced his belly....

>>
>> > Face to face.
>> > I squatted.....
>> > Head on.....
>> > MOVING teeth to teeth....and with human arms.Anf that dog saw immense
>> > impact coming long before we would gnash teeth.
>> > I went right down to the ground in assault...
>> > Face to face.
>> > My arms locked for impact..
>> > Submissive.
>> > He went submissive.

>>
>> > Yeah?
>> > Everybody ran away, even the guy with the gun. The whole gang fight ran
>> > like a disturbed bevy of doves.

>>
>> > When I have motivation?
>> > Listen to what I'm saying.

>>
>> > And....I hate it when people use guns.
>> > I won't own one.

>>
>> > No gang fights happen in front of my house.
>> > Everybody should understand this.

>>
>> > Once? I had an ape attack me.
>> > In Viet Nam. About forty pounds of animal. I didn't hurt him.

>>
>> > None of this is a lie.

>>
>> > But I'm sixty one now. Certainly can't move like I used to move.
>> > Can move well enough...but not like I used to move.

>>
>> > SBK

>>
>> > .

>>
>> > .

>>
>> In the back of my mind, I know I won't cower and be taken out without a
>> fight. However, I have no skills. I may only be choosing the modality
>> of
>> my death. Death as a coward vs. death as a fool.
>>
>> From what I know of myself, I expect that a bullet would trigger a
>> psychotic
>> break. The psychotic break would allow me to continue to fight, until I
>> dropped dead. Meds might interfere with that though. Hmmm.

>
> Hmm. Scary stuff. I have never been personally around any real
> violence. I would be screaming and cowering probably. Or rolled up in
> a ball on the ground. I know it.


Years ago, if I was in a crisis situation, my immediate reaction was to take
control of things and start ordering people around. I thought I might make
a good cop, until I cracked.



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