I don't think that the use of the word schizophrenic is actually that
inappropriate.
People use the word in pop culture all the time. The thing is that I use
that word to decribe my ideas, cause I think that schizophrenics have the
most interesting ideas, even though they maybe skued or distorted.
I think the word schizophrenia is beautiful, even though it is descibed as
an ugly disease. I have my own problems considering I am little less able,
and I was diagnosed with schizo affective, which I think is kind of
bullshit, but I know what my problem is, and it is I cant function into
todays modern world, cause I am a very sort of timid, quiet, and very slow
functioning. But I am a good artist.
I push my ideas, cause in a way they are sort of schizo, but that is the way
I like it.
I do like the name Trixie, the schizophrenic girl, cause it is kind of
catchy.
And in a way, I am Trixie. I hope people understand, that Art is a
reflection, and an expression of pain bewilderment, anxiety, but rarely
bliss for me.
Whacko.