On May 4, 11:22*pm, "Andre Hendriks" <a.t.g.hendr...@hccnet.nl> wrote:
> i'm currently stepping over to Seroquel
Watch it closely. I had to tapper off Seroquel because of strong heart
beat. It would start half an hour or hour after taking pill.
I reduced from 400 mg to 200 mg of Seroquel and now the heartbeat is
normal. I take
Risperdal 4 mg plus.
Being on cocktail increases chances of TD. I know. Bummer.
It doesn't wear off positive symptoms completely. I still have like
entire suburb reading my thoughts and chasing me, and entire city
wherever I go too.
I sort of take this as normal. Probably only a small fraction of
people can read my mind, but it is usually so painful experience from
their despicable comments that I notice mostly them.
Science and especially psychiatric science negates mind reading.
Perhaps they are using certain intuition in figuring me out, some
sense an abuser would naturally and instinctively have.
The purpose is obscured to them, they never think "Why am I hurting
this guy?" They perceive pain inflicted and notice that is giving them
pleasure and satisfaction, and this is their drive.
It takes mind and spiritual strength to stop being hurt by such
remarks. Somehow, telling inner inner self there is no truth in what
they say even if it sounds truth, they only enjoy inflicting pain.