Where was the help I desperately sought for years before it was too
late? Why was I turned away everywhere I sought it? And why was every
effort I made to make anything of myself deliberately thwarted until I
ended up not even nobody but irreversibly a NOTHING? So that glib
bastards like you could now lie to yourselves that you hadn't doing
anything to me--or, better yet, glibly spin-doctor your statements to
fool yourselves into thinking you are blameless? Oh, yes, let's all
lie to ourselves that Miki chose this misery for himself without being
manoeuvred into it. After all, it wasn't _we_ who tricked him into
behaving the way _we_ wanted so that we could deliberately delude
ourselves that the desire originated with him; was it?
Don't think being the mouthpiece of my tormentors fools anyone except
the unwashed masses, who don't understand me anyway. Otherwise I
wouldn't be...
....Male Frances Farmer