On Mar 26, 6:17 am, Gelly <Gell...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On Mar 25, 11:04 pm, pengw...@webtv.net wrote:
>
> > I used to swim laps every day before I was on medication and got sz.
>
> > Now I am in bed all day thanks to the miracles of medication. I'm not
> > depressed, I'm just very tired from the meds. I'm diagnosed with
> > paranoid sz.
>
> > penguin
>
> Awww.
I wrote in another post that I felt great when I was doing a lot of
running (and swimming) but I was complelely psychotic at the time as I
look back on it. I wasn't on any antipsychotics because I was still
hiding my symptoms, just anitdepressants (a lot) and
Klonopin. I think
I may have been manic. It felt great but wow, raging symptoms when I
look back. I was just really good at hiding them and also lived
alone.
I think maybe if I get disabiltiy I may try going off the
antipsychotics or find a doc who will work with me to give them to me
only when I feel I need them to function, and not have to be on them
all the time. I think my symptoms come and go. Last year, I was off
all meds for about ten months and did fine... that is until a MAJOR
breakdown, I mean I lost my ability to count very well and stuff...
hmmm.
It's such a trade off to stay on the meds all the time to avoid that.
I wonder if there is a better way... just taking them as needed (they
work pretty fast).
I am on 4 mg of
Risperdal but it's not enough to keep me in bed all
day. I have been there, though, believe me... my major symptom a lot
of the time has been depression.
I don't usually feel sad anymore but I am depressed... they've never
thought of depression for you? Staying in bed all day seems pretty
bad.