No. I don't mind. It has to be done. But, I'm not satisfied with
my military background. I got an honorable discharge, but, if getting to
Heaven means telling the truth about my military past, forget it, I
can't make it. I don't lie like as if I said I was a hero or anything
like that, but, I can't accept my past. My last wife left me because I
wouldn't change my identity. I was eager to change my identity until I
heard that I would get ten years in the federal pen for each falsified
document, like birth certificate, license, etc.
When I lost my home and inheritance I knew it was all over! But,
Janie has kept me going on "borrowed time". Now to cover up his atrocity
Putty Nose Kennedy is trying to get me locked up. Janie is at a
Pentecostal retreat for women today. I have cancelled an appointment
where every week a room full of psychiatrists has been trying to trick
me into saying something by which I can be committed, like, "Do you wish
harm on yourself or others? Are there any weapons where you live?" etc.
Over the phone, I cancelled all appointments for a year. Social workers
will probably be crawling all over the outside here again. WE ARE BEING
STALKED AND HARASSED! If I were captured I would be very unpopular with
the other inmates, since, my basic military record is printed right on
the cover of every set of medical papers. THIS IS A VIOLATION OF
PATIENTS' CONFIDENTIALITY. And, the fact that I have Double Y (Cro
Magnon) chromosomes is also right on the cover of every set of medical
papers. Such unpopularity could lead to serious injury in the mental
ward of a VA Hospital.
In our church we are to leave the past behind, yet, the "world
system" perpetually drags you back to your past. I used to get better
medical treatment before my disgraceful military past was plastered on
the cover of every set of papers, yet, it is printed VA policy to treat
all patients equally. My next medical appointment is in a year, no
choice of mine; so, psychiatry can wait too. I have some painful
physical disabilities: arthritis and neuropathy. And, I lost my health
insurance.
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