Hi. I'm finally happy for a moment. My life is crazy difficult. I
just got through a major suicide episode and I am still alive to tell
the tale. God won't let me suicide and neither will I let me
suicide. I'm going through a lot of difficult changes at this time.
I'm remembering painful stuff that I forgot. I'm slowly getting over
everything, one issue at a time.
I finally get to move. The apartment manager here is a miserable
wretch. Me no like that guy. He be me enemy. Tomorrow I'm looking
at two places. I'll take one of them if I can. That would make me
happy. Godspeed.