Self-destruct

It seems to me as if I have a "self-destruct" button that somehow is getting
all to easily accessed and pressed by almost anyone. My life is wasted
because the NHS still treats me like a joke and my total depressed/gutted
feeling is crippling me.

I don't mind the voices, it's the totally disproportionate depression that's
killing me.

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Lightclock

And if you tolerate this what use is a telephone?

Thankyou Tcp/Ip transported communicated persons of too busy doing it
status.

I'm learning. Perhaps some Zzzzz and a meal then lick my stamps and paste
them in.

Seems to be the way to go. ul.c

"Lightclock" <unreally@spamdot.doodle.co.uk> wrote in
news:dGjuh.77322$UC.38225@newsfe5-win.ntli.net:

> It seems to me as if I have a "self-destruct" button that somehow is
> getting all to easily accessed and pressed by almost anyone. My life
> is wasted because the NHS still treats me like a joke and my total
> depressed/gutted feeling is crippling me.
>
> I don't mind the voices, it's the totally disproportionate depression
> that's killing me.
>

i know what your saying.. In these cases you need to harden up a bit. I
dont say that your weak. Iv been in these situations, skitzophrenia can
make you extremely vulnerable at times. You need some psychologial armour
and some defence mechanisms to prevent peoples uncaring statements to
injure you.

Myself, i had to lock myself away in my house for quite along time until
i have learned to harden up. it takes time, and alone time.
introspection.

good luck brother.