weary

I am weary of being healed
they want to make me into a perfect person,
when they are less than perfect themselves
i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you to
do that to me

i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
they said "isn't it worth it?"
i said "not really, any more"

i'm tired of it
heal me not
let me be

-- kez

On 9 Feb, 13:24, "Salt Thief" <kels...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> I am weary of being healed
> they want to make me into a perfect person,
> when they are less than perfect themselves
> i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you to
> do that to me
>
> i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
> they said "isn't it worth it?"
> i said "not really, any more"
>
> i'm tired of it
> heal me not
> let me be
>
> -- kez

Dont do things that make you feel bad-are you in the UK? enjoy the
snow ,it has a calming effect like no other. Pauline loves
Herman ,Herman loves Pauline.

"daytime" <validatpart@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
news:1171032986.364801.312810@m58g2000cwm.googlegr oups.com...
> On 9 Feb, 13:24, "Salt Thief" <kels...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
>> I am weary of being healed
>> they want to make me into a perfect person,
>> when they are less than perfect themselves
>> i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you
>> to
>> do that to me
>>
>> i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
>> they said "isn't it worth it?"
>> i said "not really, any more"
>>
>> i'm tired of it
>> heal me not
>> let me be
>>
>> -- kez
>
> Dont do things that make you feel bad-are you in the UK? enjoy the
> snow ,it has a calming effect like no other. Pauline loves
> Herman ,Herman loves Pauline.

There's no snow here in Devon, it's just been pissing with rain all day

nothing to enjoy

pissed off and bored

-- kez

Most Excellent comment.

Be Alive, be Awake without the need of the cynical safety
by the jabberwackys.

You do what you have to, like I do, when you Feel Like it.

Definition of a guru: "a very human human being".

You have to keep going the extra mile every day at least
once, in my life it's the way we live. Something is on the way.
We choose the Good Thing. I know I am and have been
denied. Do not underestimate the power of the Good Thing
on the Way.

Cheers kez

Lightclock

it must surely be as wearying
and maybe even more debilitatiing
to be deliberately harmed

are you too weary to worry about that?





"Salt Thief" <kelseyl@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote in message
news:533b0rF1q6aprU1@mid.individual.net...
>I am weary of being healed
> they want to make me into a perfect person,
> when they are less than perfect themselves
> i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you
> to do that to me
>
> i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
> they said "isn't it worth it?"
> i said "not really, any more"
>
> i'm tired of it
> heal me not
> let me be
>
> -- kez
>
>

On 9 Feb, 15:01, "Salt Thief" <kels...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> "daytime" <validatp...@yahoo.co.uk> wrote in message
>
> news:1171032986.364801.312810@m58g2000cwm.googlegr oups.com...
>
>
>
> > On 9 Feb, 13:24, "Salt Thief" <kels...@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote:
> >> I am weary of being healed
> >> they want to make me into a perfect person,
> >> when they are less than perfect themselves
> >> i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you
> >> to
> >> do that to me
>
> >> i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
> >> they said "isn't it worth it?"
> >> i said "not really, any more"
>
> >> i'm tired of it
> >> heal me not
> >> let me be
>
> >> -- kez
>
> > Dont do things that make you feel bad-are you in the UK? enjoy the
> > snow ,it has a calming effect like no other. Pauline loves
> > Herman ,Herman loves Pauline.
>
> There's no snow here in Devon, it's just been pissing with rain all day
>
> nothing to enjoy
>
> pissed off and bored
>
> -- kez

I used to visit Devon when I was younger-we went to Dartmoor,I used to
swim in the river(or was I pushed ) That book Hounds of the
Baskervilles was pretty good.

"Salt Thief" <kelseyl@blueyonder.co.uk> wrote in message
news:533b0rF1q6aprU1@mid.individual.net...
>I am weary of being healed
> they want to make me into a perfect person,
> when they are less than perfect themselves
> i am meant to say thank you, i enjoyed it, i feel better, you nice of you
> to do that to me
>
> i said "but it upsets me and i suffer"
> they said "isn't it worth it?"
> i said "not really, any more"
>
> i'm tired of it
> heal me not
> let me be
>
> -- kez


Yeah I can understand that. I had my shrink tell me that being manic is
never at night, huh? like he'd know when one can become manic and as IF? as
if you cant get manic at night, that's rediculous. They don't know
everything, but they are usually at least trying to help. I think it's not
just a job for some poeple. Most care, some don't.