what seems impossible

I would like to say something that is very upsetting to me.

I went back to college and got very good grades this last semester. Now I
went through hell to do it. I had anxiety from day one until I finished the
classes. I have classes again now again this summer and I can't seem to get
out of this anxiety and feeling like I just can't accomplish the agony of
going through this all summer.

Now I don't think I can do this again I just can't. I only have like 8
classes to graduate and now these last classes are requiring me to go out in
public and do volunteer work in my field.

I won't go on any further but now you know what is like to do better and try
to do better for me. Why in hell is my mind this weak? I have no idea, but
what am I to do watch TV and use the computer the rest of my life?

Oh well enough whining. Just thought I would share what a person like us
goes through trying to be healthy and get ahead.

girl

"girl30" <girl30us2001@yahoo.com> schrieb im Newsbeitrag
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>I would like to say something that is very upsetting to me.
>
> I went back to college and got very good grades this last semester. Now I
> went through hell to do it. I had anxiety from day one until I finished
> the classes. I have classes again now again this summer and I can't seem
> to get out of this anxiety and feeling like I just can't accomplish the
> agony of going through this all summer.
>
> Now I don't think I can do this again I just can't. I only have like 8
> classes to graduate and now these last classes are requiring me to go out
> in public and do volunteer work in my field.
>
> I won't go on any further but now you know what is like to do better and
> try to do better for me. Why in hell is my mind this weak? I have no idea,
> but what am I to do watch TV and use the computer the rest of my life?
>
> Oh well enough whining. Just thought I would share what a person like us
> goes through trying to be healthy and get ahead.
>
> girl
>
>

Hi girl30, i have the same problem. At the moment i am going to work-therapy
and almost every day i have bad feelings like paranoia or something, i don´t
know. I´m preparing for a two year working rehabilitation.
I feel with you.

Greetings
Bob the flyer

There are meds for anxiety, but they tend to lead to lethargy.


"girl30" <girl30us2001@yahoo.com> wrote in message
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>I would like to say something that is very upsetting to me.
>
> I went back to college and got very good grades this last semester. Now I
> went through hell to do it. I had anxiety from day one until I finished
> the classes. I have classes again now again this summer and I can't seem
> to get out of this anxiety and feeling like I just can't accomplish the
> agony of going through this all summer.
>
> Now I don't think I can do this again I just can't. I only have like 8
> classes to graduate and now these last classes are requiring me to go out
> in public and do volunteer work in my field.
>
> I won't go on any further but now you know what is like to do better and
> try to do better for me. Why in hell is my mind this weak? I have no idea,
> but what am I to do watch TV and use the computer the rest of my life?
>
> Oh well enough whining. Just thought I would share what a person like us
> goes through trying to be healthy and get ahead.
>
> girl
>
>
>

>
> I won't go on any further but now you know what is like to do better and try
> to do better for me. Why in hell is my mind this weak?

Genetics most likely.
Try Zero MErcury, no amalgams, no fish, no food additives. no vaccines
with mercury.
Try mega vitamins. High does Iodine. Brain supplements like alpha
lipoic acid,ALA
Strenous exercise for 15minutes three times a week.
Try Rokys almost instant cure for Schizophrenia in the archives.

Roky

Hi Girl,
I won't go through all the stuff about being you're old friend.

WHY are you in a hurry?
Enjoy the summer and stop with this mania.
Then go back like other students do.

I always wish I could see you in in person and Mike, and give you both a
good hug.

Take your foot off the accelerator for summer break.

Your mind is NOT weak.
Strength and weakness are matters of position.

Regain position. Take a summer break.

We can only do what we can do.

You've done great stuff with good grades too.

So when can we do that thing wih crisco and fishing oil???
I miss Mike......

No we got..whats his name...Mix Max or simething like tha whot destroys
the mood here.
I ain't getting my self and others confused by being sincere with a
preditor like Tix Max lurking.
Or whatever his screen name is.
Posting here like before becomes an evil thing.

He has been trying to prey on Kohath(Han Jeong). Its useless.

I don't know why I don't go to OBM anymore but on the other hand beings
like Tac Mac..or whatever name he uses makes me not want to have any
relationships here anymore.

We were in a purer time girl. Its simply not pure here anymore so I
can't post like I did out of respect for others.
I don't want people disturbed.

Its screwed up because of scrimblers like tix mix..or whateve his name
is.

Don't set people up for the trolls.
Post littler.Hold back.
Don't let people get hurt emotionally.
Don't set them up with your own purity.

So I post little......and I haven't been going to OBM either. Maybe I
should start going there again, a nice moderatered group of old refuges
from early alt szia, who choose not to feed the evil present here.

CAN'T have a decent unmoderatored group any more....
Not in good conscinece
I care about the people here.....

Like flower children we were.
Beautiful group back then.

Ass holes who come would greatly disturb those vulnerable while they
carry their perverse philosophies and perverted missions forward. There
is no hope.

They're still here.
DON'T for heavens sake open up here.
HIDE...its just like the world outside support groups.

Wic Tic? Is that the asshole's name?
Well he can have the place.
I post only out of past alegiance.
And that sparingly.

Yeah...gotta learn to pace your self.
Take the summer off. Smell the flowers.
Then go back in position and win some more.

I'll visit OBM tomorrow.
Lets meet there.

Dan

I have a lot of anxiety, too. I am afraid to drive but I'm afraid to
take the bus also because to cross the street you have to cut across 6
lanes of traffic in this city.

I take lorazepam for anxiety. Some people take Prozac or Zoloft for
anxiety, I've never tried them.

penguin