and the worst thing is...

....that my parents, elderly and in the early stages of Parkinson's, and
putting on a pose of being "simple people" who "can't" follow my
complexities (but really don't WANT to follow them), would be completely
baffled by everything I said here. And my brother is too much of a mama's
boy to even hear me out.

Meanwile, I am forced to drink regular coffee because there's a large supply
of it in the house. My parents "happened" to purchase several pounds the
same day I was at my psychotherapist's establishing that I have to drink
decaf in order to sleep properly, and my parents refusing to buy any until
the regular is gone. And my customers backing out of deals and not paying me
so that I won't be able to afford my own coffeemaker and decaf until the
30th.

F***ING DEADERS! THEY ARE SCUM!

Miki

I have no idea HOW you can live with your parents. You really do have my
sincere pity.
In the past I have always been VERY pleased to get away from them if I
visited for any time. On one occasion I stayed one week - and the
experience was so bad that when I returned to London - I had a complete
collapse and breakdown.
Is there nothing you can do to escape?
Can you not talk to the benefits people and say your parents are compounding
symptoms - that you must get away.
Is there not some kind of sheltered housing like where Bertie used to live?
Where there is a professional who keeps an eye on you?
You are normally very quiet and level - but your parents seem to be driving
you crazy.
I do think for your own good - you should speak to someone and see if there
is ANY way you can escape.
THE BORG


"Miki Kocic" <email@munged.com> wrote in message
news:13kh16ifmt7u303@corp.supernews.com...
> ...that my parents, elderly and in the early stages of Parkinson's, and
> putting on a pose of being "simple people" who "can't" follow my
> complexities (but really don't WANT to follow them), would be completely
> baffled by everything I said here. And my brother is too much of a mama's
> boy to even hear me out.
>
> Meanwile, I am forced to drink regular coffee because there's a large
> supply of it in the house. My parents "happened" to purchase several
> pounds the same day I was at my psychotherapist's establishing that I have
> to drink decaf in order to sleep properly, and my parents refusing to buy
> any until the regular is gone. And my customers backing out of deals and
> not paying me so that I won't be able to afford my own coffeemaker and
> decaf until the 30th.
>
> F***ING DEADERS! THEY ARE SCUM!
>
> Miki
>

The latest from Tim Sparks, my Payment Support Specialist at ODSP (the
disability people) is "If you want to move out all you have to do is say you
want to move out." So the satanist plant, not really an ODSP employee, who
led me to believe that I wouldn't qualify for assistance unless I made a
criminal complaint against my family last winter when I was homeless was
misleading me, just as my tormentors and their agents always misled me when
they wanted to use me for their own purposes...back when I was wishy-washy
and fearful. I'm going to have no issue looking them in the eye now and
confronting them about who they really are. And if they cloud the minds of
Protected observers to make those Protected see me waving a nonexistent
firearm around, either I'll be dead or I'll be able to "move out" to prison,
which both achieve my objectives.

First thing Monday morning I'm going to the ODSP office and wait until
_next_ morning if necessary to get the package of information that Sparks
has conveniently failed to mail to me for two weeks now. (No doubt he'll
change his outgoing message to stop saying "I'll return your call in 24
hours" to say "I'll be out of town from November 14 until November 28" (just
like he did last time), but I don't care. I'm not out for revenge and am
going to let any of his lies slide. I just want my package of information so
that I can either move out on December 1st, maybe even earlier, or move into
a new place ASAP after December 1st should ODSP delay the release of first
and last and my startup allowance. My tormentors will no doubt attempt to
obstruct me but they're in for a surprise.

Miki

"THE BORG" <Borg@outthere.com> wrote in message
news:Hv02j.6578$Bt.1555@newsfe4-gui.ntli.net...
>I have no idea HOW you can live with your parents. You really do have my
>sincere pity.
> In the past I have always been VERY pleased to get away from them if I
> visited for any time. On one occasion I stayed one week - and the
> experience was so bad that when I returned to London - I had a complete
> collapse and breakdown.
> Is there nothing you can do to escape?
> Can you not talk to the benefits people and say your parents are
> compounding symptoms - that you must get away.
> Is there not some kind of sheltered housing like where Bertie used to
> live? Where there is a professional who keeps an eye on you?
> You are normally very quiet and level - but your parents seem to be
> driving you crazy.
> I do think for your own good - you should speak to someone and see if
> there is ANY way you can escape.
> THE BORG
>
>
> "Miki Kocic" <email@munged.com> wrote in message
> news:13kh16ifmt7u303@corp.supernews.com...
>> ...that my parents, elderly and in the early stages of Parkinson's, and
>> putting on a pose of being "simple people" who "can't" follow my
>> complexities (but really don't WANT to follow them), would be completely
>> baffled by everything I said here. And my brother is too much of a mama's
>> boy to even hear me out.
>>
>> Meanwile, I am forced to drink regular coffee because there's a large
>> supply of it in the house. My parents "happened" to purchase several
>> pounds the same day I was at my psychotherapist's establishing that I
>> have to drink decaf in order to sleep properly, and my parents refusing
>> to buy any until the regular is gone. And my customers backing out of
>> deals and not paying me so that I won't be able to afford my own
>> coffeemaker and decaf until the 30th.
>>
>> F***ING DEADERS! THEY ARE SCUM!
>>
>> Miki
>>
>
>

Miki I am sorry you are going through all of this. I didn't know...