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05-19-2008, 04:07 AM
| | | 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Im STILL quit.
But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
(Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
DO IT....!
Dont you srat again."
Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
slavery to nicotine.
When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
YES..........but its a LIE......
EYES WIDE OPEN !
Steve
Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
day, 6 hours, 45 minutes. | 
05-19-2008, 10:19 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 18, 10:21*pm, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
Congrats..... hold on to those 11 months like what they are.
A gift, a prized possession, your life. | 
05-19-2008, 10:19 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Exactly right! What a fucking lie!
Congrats on 11 months Steve, thats fantastic.
Anita in Oz.
Two weeks, two days, 5 hours, 24 minutes and 32 seconds. 649 cigarettes not
smoked, saving $272.58. Life saved: 2 days, 6 hours, 5 minutes.
"DavidL" <Dvd716@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1a8a0ea4-de17-4b7b-87f9-ca1168566138@d77g2000hsb.googlegroups.com...
On May 18, 10:21 pm, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
Congrats..... hold on to those 11 months like what they are.
A gift, a prized possession, your life. | 
05-19-2008, 10:19 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 18, 11:21*pm, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
All smokers in their hearts truely want to be like you Steve and find
freedom from the fools game.
Keep your eyes wide open 
Congratulations, I love you meter, I hope one day to have one just
like it.
Karen
One month, two weeks, four days, 11 hours, 25 minutes and 55 seconds.
989 cigarettes not smoked, saving $395.81. Life saved: 3 days, 10
hours, 25 minutes. | 
05-19-2008, 10:19 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Congrats Steve on 11 months of being smokefree.
Cindy TG08's
I have been nicotine free for Four months, two weeks, four days, 6 hours, 15
minutes and 26 seconds. 2785 cigarettes not smoked, saving $626.48. Life
saved: 1 week, 2 days, 16 hours, 5 minutes.
Quit Date 01/01/08
Good habits result from resisting temptation
"SilentNight" <M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:f45f0c78-bb86-42cc-841c-6d3824f690c1@i36g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes. | 
05-19-2008, 01:46 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO M.BetterOff@gmail.com wrote:
> I'm STILL quit.
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> I've been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> I've had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
Don't even think about starting again! Hell, you've gone eleven months
and that's amazing, you can keep on doing without the filthy stuff.
Stick a patch on your wrist if it gets really bad, that's what I do.
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
>
Yep, I have been known to tell a kid who asked me for a light, for
example, "You know you shouldn't really get started on these things." -
this while I had one smouldering between the fingers of my left hand!
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
Don't I know it. I get this urge 2 or 3 times a day. But, if people like
you can go so long without the stuff, hell, I can do it too.
--
Ian | 
05-19-2008, 01:46 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Steve! I am so proud that you have maintained your smobriety despite
all the crap that has happened to you in these 11 months. Your story
is one that really does show all of us that IT CAN BE DONE! Keep on
kicking butt and the tubs will be yours very shortly! We all did
discuss that you were not able to be with us at the gathering this
past Saturday and agreed that you really are an inspiration for us
all.
Now, do sit back and enjoy as The Original Yodeling Gnomes are heading
your way along with Horace, the Huffing Hogg, to sing songs of
smobriety to help you celebrate this milestone!
FlatironMike
One year, three months, one week, one day, 10 hours, 50 minutes and 7
seconds. 9269 cigarettes not smoked, saving $2,780.46. Life saved: 4
weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 25 minutes. | 
05-19-2008, 01:46 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 19, 9:20*am, FlatIronMike <FlatironMike...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Steve! *I am so proud that you have maintained your smobriety despite
> all the crap that has happened to you in these 11 months. *Your story
> is one that really does show all of us that IT CAN BE DONE! *Keep on
> kicking butt and the tubs will be yours very shortly! *We all did
> discuss that you were not able to be with us at the gathering this
> past Saturday and agreed that you really are an inspiration for us
> all.
>
> Now, do sit back and enjoy as The Original Yodeling Gnomes are heading
> your way along with Horace, the Huffing Hogg, to sing songs of
> smobriety to help you celebrate this milestone!
>
> FlatironMike
> One year, three months, one week, one day, 10 hours, 50 minutes and 7
> seconds. 9269 cigarettes not smoked, saving $2,780.46. Life saved: 4
> weeks, 4 days, 4 hours, 25 minutes.
And take it from me Steve, that's a helluva hog! | 
05-19-2008, 03:55 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On Sun, 18 May 2008 20:21:47 -0700 (PDT), SilentNight
<M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote:
>Im STILL quit.
>
>But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
>Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
>Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
>to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
>(Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
>Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
>DO IT....!
>Dont you srat again."
>
>Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
>slavery to nicotine.
>When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
>The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
>clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
>Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
>throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
>YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
>What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
>YES..........but its a LIE......
>
>EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
>Steve
>
>Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
>8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
>day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
Steve, you've gone through way too much without cigs to give up now.
You are one of the strongest people I know here and I expect to
celebrate your OF status. I'm glad that someone at your job has
volunteered to kick your ass because I really hate to fly.  )
Sue | 
05-19-2008, 06:33 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 19, 9:47*am, Sue <sebr...@thegrid.net> wrote:
> On Sun, 18 May 2008 20:21:47 -0700 (PDT), SilentNight
>
>
>
>
>
> <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> >Im STILL quit.
>
> >But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> >Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> >Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> >to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> >(Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> >Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> >DO IT....!
> >Dont you srat again."
>
> >Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> >slavery to nicotine.
> >When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> >The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> >clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> >Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> >throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> >YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> >What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> >YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> >EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> >Steve
>
> >Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> >8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> >day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
>
> Steve, you've gone through way too much without cigs to give up now.
> You are one of the strongest people I know here and I expect to
> celebrate your OF status. *I'm glad that someone at your job has
> volunteered to kick your ass because I really hate to fly. * )
> Sue- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
Steve you have been through so much and have come out of it
smokefree. I look forward to your jumping in the tubs later this
month! Boy have you earned a refreshing dip!
ps we missed you Saturday night, for sure!
Stephanie | 
05-19-2008, 06:33 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO SilentNight wrote:
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
Steve, i don't know what it is about making the 1 year mark, but i have
blown my quit at 1 year and some twice now
JUST SAY NO...................DON'T DO IT
get out the sheet on 'Junkie Thinking' and read it over and over again,
and remember that it's just the Junkie talking to you!
you are NOT out of the woods yet.......... hang in there!
kate | 
05-20-2008, 02:17 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 19, 2:00*pm, Tiger_Lily <m...@privacy.net> wrote:
> SilentNight wrote:
> > Im STILL quit.
>
> > But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> > Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> > Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> > to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> > (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> > Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> > DO IT....!
> > Dont you srat again."
>
> > Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> > slavery to nicotine.
> > When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> > The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> > clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> > Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> > throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> > YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> > What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> > YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> > EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> > Steve
>
> > Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> > 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> > day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
>
> Steve, i don't know what it is about making the 1 year mark, but i have
> blown my quit at 1 year and some twice now 
>
> JUST SAY NO...................DON'T DO IT
>
> get out the sheet on 'Junkie Thinking' and read it over and over again,
> and remember that it's just the Junkie talking to you!
>
> you are NOT out of the woods yet.......... hang in there!
>
> kate- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
Kate ....
This is SO true..I am NOT out yet...and honestly speaking, I'm getting
nervous...nervous that I may fall.
Im taking ONE DAY AT A TIME.
Im just tired of all This %$#^&* sht...I want a Bed, a shower, a
bathroom for me AND my dog (Im not giving him up that easy)
I AM a junkie....a EX-smoking Junkie....who is always (at this present
time in my life) just ONE shit stick away from %$%&^& up.
You know what? This quit is the ONLY thing *I* can control right now
in my life...everything else may be shit...BUT I GOT MY QUIT..and
*I'M* in control of THAT ONE !
and nobody can take that away but me.
Still hanging in.
Still punching....waiting for the sound of the bell in the 15th round
(well...I should say I'm still STANDING....(may not be punching back
much)
Missed you guys too in NYC - miss Manhattan AND the park.
Steve
Eleven months, three days, 19 hours, 9 minutes and 33 seconds.
8469 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,355.19. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
day, 9 hours, 45 minutes. | 
05-20-2008, 06:20 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 20, 9:00*am, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On May 19, 2:00*pm, Tiger_Lily <m...@privacy.net> wrote:
>
>
>
>
>
> > SilentNight wrote:
> > > Im STILL quit.
>
> > > But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> > > Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> > > Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> > > to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> > > (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> > > Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> > > DO IT....!
> > > Dont you srat again."
>
> > > Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> > > slavery to nicotine.
> > > When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> > > The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> > > clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> > > Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> > > throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> > > YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> > > What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> > > YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> > > EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> > > Steve
>
> > > Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> > > 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> > > day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
>
> > Steve, i don't know what it is about making the 1 year mark, but i have
> > blown my quit at 1 year and some twice now 
>
> > JUST SAY NO...................DON'T DO IT
>
> > get out the sheet on 'Junkie Thinking' and read it over and over again,
> > and remember that it's just the Junkie talking to you!
>
> > you are NOT out of the woods yet.......... hang in there!
>
> > kate- Hide quoted text -
>
> > - Show quoted text -
>
> Kate ....
> This is SO true..I am NOT out yet...and honestly speaking, I'm getting
> nervous...nervous that I may fall.
> Im taking ONE DAY AT A TIME.
>
> Im just tired of all This %$#^&* sht...I want a Bed, a shower, a
> bathroom for me AND my dog (Im not giving him up that easy)
>
> I AM a junkie....a EX-smoking Junkie....who is always (at this present
> time in my life) just ONE shit stick away from %$%&^& up.
>
> You know what? This quit is the ONLY thing *I* can control right now
> in my life...everything else may be shit...BUT I GOT MY QUIT..and
> *I'M* in control of THAT ONE !
>
> and nobody can take that away but me.
>
> Still hanging in.
> Still punching....waiting for the sound of the bell in the 15th round
> (well...I should say I'm still STANDING....(may not be punching back
> much)
>
> Missed you guys too in NYC - miss Manhattan *AND the park.
>
> Steve
> Eleven months, three days, 19 hours, 9 minutes and 33 seconds.
> 8469 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,355.19. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 9 hours, 45 minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
I hear you Steve.... I sometimes feel like this quit is part of the
foundation that everything else rests upon.
And, you know what?
There's an excellent reason for feeling that way.
You hang on to your quit and your dog and your job.
The bed and shower will come. | 
05-20-2008, 06:20 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 20, 11:18*am, DavidL <Dvd...@gmail.com> wrote:
> On May 20, 9:00*am, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
>
>
>
>
>
> > On May 19, 2:00*pm, Tiger_Lily <m...@privacy.net> wrote:
>
> > > SilentNight wrote:
> > > > Im STILL quit.
>
> > > > But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> > > > Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> > > > Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> > > > to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> > > > (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> > > > Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> > > > DO IT....!
> > > > Dont you srat again."
>
> > > > Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> > > > slavery to nicotine.
> > > > When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> > > > The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> > > > clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> > > > Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> > > > throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> > > > YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> > > > What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> > > > YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> > > > EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> > > > Steve
>
> > > > Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> > > > 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> > > > day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.
>
> > > Steve, i don't know what it is about making the 1 year mark, but i have
> > > blown my quit at 1 year and some twice now 
>
> > > JUST SAY NO...................DON'T DO IT
>
> > > get out the sheet on 'Junkie Thinking' and read it over and over again,
> > > and remember that it's just the Junkie talking to you!
>
> > > you are NOT out of the woods yet.......... hang in there!
>
> > > kate- Hide quoted text -
>
> > > - Show quoted text -
>
> > Kate ....
> > This is SO true..I am NOT out yet...and honestly speaking, I'm getting
> > nervous...nervous that I may fall.
> > Im taking ONE DAY AT A TIME.
>
> > Im just tired of all This %$#^&* sht...I want a Bed, a shower, a
> > bathroom for me AND my dog (Im not giving him up that easy)
>
> > I AM a junkie....a EX-smoking Junkie....who is always (at this present
> > time in my life) just ONE shit stick away from %$%&^& up.
>
> > You know what? This quit is the ONLY thing *I* can control right now
> > in my life...everything else may be shit...BUT I GOT MY QUIT..and
> > *I'M* in control of THAT ONE !
>
> > and nobody can take that away but me.
>
> > Still hanging in.
> > Still punching....waiting for the sound of the bell in the 15th round
> > (well...I should say I'm still STANDING....(may not be punching back
> > much)
>
> > Missed you guys too in NYC - miss Manhattan *AND the park.
>
> > Steve
> > Eleven months, three days, 19 hours, 9 minutes and 33 seconds.
> > 8469 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,355.19. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> > day, 9 hours, 45 minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> > - Show quoted text -
>
> I hear you Steve.... *I sometimes feel like this quit is part of the
> foundation that everything else rests upon.
> And, you know what?
> There's an excellent reason for feeling that way.
> You hang on to your quit and your dog and your job.
> The bed and shower will come.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
David - Big strong handshake !!!!
THANK YOU - THAT touched me ;-)
Peace Bro......
Steve | 
05-20-2008, 06:20 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Congrats on 11M Steve!
Whatcha gonna wear into the hot tub?
Cheers!
Cat
"SilentNight" <M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:f45f0c78-bb86-42cc-841c-6d3824f690c1@i36g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
> Im STILL quit.
>
> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> DO IT....!
> Dont you srat again."
>
> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> slavery to nicotine.
> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> Steve
>
> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes. | 
05-21-2008, 01:37 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On May 20, 1:59*pm, "CuckooCat" <si...@laughing.net> wrote:
> Congrats on 11M Steve!
>
> Whatcha gonna wear into the hot tub?
>
> Cheers!
> Cat
>
> "SilentNight" <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>
> news:f45f0c78-bb86-42cc-841c-6d3824f690c1@i36g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
>
>
>
> > Im STILL quit.
>
> > But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
> > Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
> > Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
> > to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>
> > (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>
> > Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
> > DO IT....!
> > Dont you srat again."
>
> > Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
> > slavery to nicotine.
> > When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>
> > The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
> > clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>
> > Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
> > throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
> > YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>
> > What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
> > YES..........but its a LIE......
>
> > EYES WIDE OPEN !
>
> > Steve
>
> > Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
> > 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
> > day, 6 hours, 45 minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -
absolutely nuttin ! | 
05-21-2008, 01:37 AM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO On Tue, 20 May 2008 12:59:01 -0500, "CuckooCat" <silly@laughing.net>
wrote:
>Congrats on 11M Steve!
>
>Whatcha gonna wear into the hot tub?
He's supposed to *wear* something? Crap!
Sue
>
>Cheers!
>Cat
>
>
>
>"SilentNight" <M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote in message
>news:f45f0c78-bb86-42cc-841c-6d3824f690c1@i36g2000prf.googlegroups.com...
>> Im STILL quit.
>>
>> But I am soooooooooo fucking stressed out.
>> Ive been toying with some thoughts.....( NOT GOOD !!!! )
>> Ive had a pack in my hands the other day outside of work while talking
>> to Roger (Co-Worker that smokes)
>>
>> (Whom Ive instructed to kick my ass if I ask him for one)
>>
>> Its funny, the smokers I know tell me...with their hearts....... "DONT
>> DO IT....!
>> Dont you srat again."
>>
>> Its sad...here they're telling me...while still in the grips of the
>> slavery to nicotine.
>> When I saw that....it gave me some encouragment.
>>
>> The BIG battle is over with..........now I battle to stay
>> clean !....but its not THAT hard to do........
>>
>> Shit happens....tough times come.....and the EXCUSE comes up within my
>> throat to :GO AHEAD and TREAT yourself....I mean.,....after THAT shit,
>> YOU DESERVE to relax and have a smoke"
>>
>> What a fucking lie from the pit of hell..........its tempting
>> YES..........but its a LIE......
>>
>> EYES WIDE OPEN !
>>
>> Steve
>>
>> Eleven months, two days, 8 hours, 30 minutes and 34 seconds.
>> 8433 cigarettes not smoked, saving $1,349.42. Life saved: 4 weeks, 1
>> day, 6 hours, 45 minutes. | 
05-21-2008, 04:21 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO I just wore a big grin...<G>
FlatironMike
friend of Raoul's
One year, three months, one week, three days, 12 hours, 43 minutes and
10 seconds. 9310 cigarettes not smoked, saving $2,792.93. Life saved:
4 weeks, 4 days, 7 hours, 50 minutes. | 
05-21-2008, 07:30 PM
| | | Re: 11 months - One More MONTH TO GO Eyes wide open, my friend.
I'm right behind you.
Love
Ashley
10 Months, 4 Weeks, 10 hours and 17 minutes (333 days). 5,001
cigarettes not smoked, saving $937.75. LIfe saved: 2 Weeks, 3 Days, 8
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