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OMG!!!!
Tihomir is the BEST!!!!
He saved me this time!!!!!
So,
I am working so fucking hard that I have very short amount of time when I do
have off~
Missing husband~
At the same time he is driving me fucking crazy~
Washing and Drying my gentle clothes that I usually was on gentle cycle and
hang dry~
What can I say at least he is trying!!!
I tried to copy a CD and really don't know what the fuck I am doing!!!
Needless to say after much frustration of getting it going in the first
place the stupid cd would not play on the main stereo!!!!!
After several tries Microsoft copier---Roxio~
Still no luck!!!!
Tihomir is the MAN!!!!
I was using CD-RW which was the wrong thing!!! CD-R WoRkEd!!!!!!
Thanks TiHoMiR!!!!
I go to eat my bar-b-que Fritos that I have been craving to find that have
been eaten up by husband~
I asked him for a rope for something I needed~
He brings me this big yellow dirty greasy nylon rope like to tie a boat up
with~
Then he comes up with a piece of twine so thin~
AAAAaarrrrrrrGGGgggggHHHHHHhhhh!!!
Do you have like a piece of cloths line? I said~
O yes I do~ OMG
It just is a rough day--I feel like I'm catching a cold~
sore throat~gook in it, sneezing, etc....
All I can say is that I was ready to fucking smoke and I know it would not
have changed a thing!!!!
One puff leads to........
One cigarette, which leads to........
One pack, which leads to...........
One carton, which leads to..........
One week of smoking, which leads to..........
Five years+++++ of smoking, which leads to.........
A never ending question of cancer, health related questions........
Guilt...............
Monkey on your back...............
Hole in your pocket............
Shortness of Breath............
Coughing in the morning..............
Smelling Stinky to High Heaven..........
Having to walk outside and acrossed the street to smoke.............
Having to always worry about my purse and do I have my smokes (now I'm
free.... get out of car with nothing in hand)..........
Seeing patients at the Cancer Center where I work have to go through their
battle with and sitting there fighting when I am just a whimp and curl up
and cry over a moment that hits me in the form of a crave................
Caving so easily.....................
So.............
I most certainly do thank Tihomir for saving my ass on that one~
That one Puff.....
That I did not take!!!!!!
OMG!!!!! There have been moments.......It has been hitting me in the
morning......
But so far I have been~

I have been quit for 1 Month, 1 Week, 14 hours, 31 minutes and 1 second (38
days). I have saved $135.11 by not smoking 772 cigarettes. I have saved 2
Days, 16 hours and 20 minutes of my life. My Quit Date: 7/7/2007 12:00 AM
Not ONE puff!!!!!!!!

HANG ON, HANG ON, HANG ON!!!!!!!!
))
mibabet