On Oct 26, 10:48*am, "Becky" <sobern2...@cavtel.net> wrote:
> Damn it!! I feel like **** today! Depressed and overwhelmed by **** like
> bills and so forth.it doesnt help that my meds are making me tired with no
> energy and i have to go to work. had a crave a few minutes ago but it passed
> quickly. I came straight to AS3 and posted some stuff in another
> thread.Seeing the ****heads quoted saying **** about me doenst help my mood
> any.Why the **** are they so ****ing concerned with me and what i do? It
> doenstn affect their quits in any way.Yes I feel bad that I still need the
> damn lozeneges,but I get so ****ing depressed when I try to go off them .I
> dont know what the **** to do.ARRRRR! I ****ing hate being bipolar!!
> I am excitted about a workshop im going to with my sponsor on saturday. Im
> relly looking forward *to it.
> *I think i willl go read a meditation book before work to try and get in a
> good frame of mind. I do not want a bad day due to a bad mood,so I will try
> something uplifting.Be back after work.I will not smoke today,that is my
> pledge to you all. Im gonna keep this quit! *I love it so much@
> Three months, two weeks, five days, 23 hours, 52 minutes and 52 seconds.
> 5599 cigarettes not smoked, saving $783.96. Life saved: 2 weeks, 5 days, 10
> hours, 35 minutes.
I love your spirit Becky. Yeah find something positve. Its always a
Like you I am in a pissy mood today. I guess the lack of sleep over
the last days got to me. I am just feeling tiered and want to cry and
than I came to AS3 looking for support and some nice other peoples
success post but all I found is those jerks entertaining AS3.
but we both know smoking wouldn't help, neither will it make us none
bipolar. so lets ride the the waves and make the best out of it.
no smoking for me today either