Craving like Hell!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn bad
I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge would
work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!! Fuckadoodle
doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call the BDU on my
ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I ever smoke again
somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.

Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
Becky
Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.

Replying to my own postlike i give a fuck if it is good netiquette or not
to reply to one's own post)
Found my cinnamon Altoids and am happily sucking away at one.(ok ,at 3) It
helps.Im willing to give it a fair try.
Hope to fuck it helps. I ahve been sleeping all morning. I got up at 6 to
get my son off to school,had breafkfast the went back to bed for a few hours
Now Im groggy and grumpy as hell.
The bad thing is I have to meet with a friend in AA at 5 oclock to do some
work on the district budget.I am district treasurer and have no choice.
She is a smoker. Im worried that I will be going out of my skin.No,skipping
it isnt a opttion. It has to be done.
Becky
Five days, 5 hours, 5 minutes and 55
seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked, saving $22.15. Life saved: 21 hours, 40
minutes.



Hey cool,look at the 5's!!



"Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
news:0eGdnRbUX7CBKxranZ2dnUVZ_smnnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> bad I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge
> would work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> Fuckadoodle doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call
> the BDU on my ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I
> ever smoke again somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
> lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> Becky
> Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.
>
>

On Jan 11, 1:44*pm, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> Replying to my own postlike i give a fuck if it is good netiquette or not
> to reply to one's own post)
> Found my cinnamon Altoids and am happily sucking away at one.(ok ,at 3) It
> helps.Im willing to give it a fair try.
> Hope to fuck it helps. I ahve been sleeping all morning. I got up at 6 to
> get my son off to school,had breafkfast the went back to bed for a few hours
> Now Im groggy and grumpy as hell.
> *The bad thing is I have to meet with a friend in AA at 5 oclock to do some
> work on the district budget.I am district treasurer and have no choice.
> *She is a smoker. Im worried that I will be going out of my skin.No,skipping
> it isnt a opttion. It has to be done.
> *Becky
> Five days, 5 hours, 5 minutes and 55
> seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked, saving $22.15. Life saved: 21 hours, 40
> minutes.
>
> Hey cool,look at the 5's!!
>
> "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
>
> news:0eGdnRbUX7CBKxranZ2dnUVZ_smnnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>
>
>
> > This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> > bad I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge
> > would work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> > Fuckadoodle doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call
> > the BDU on my ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I
> > ever smoke again somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> > Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> > FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! *I e will buy
> > lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> > Becky
> > Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> > saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

((((Becky)))) Good that you found those Altoids instead of buying you
know what!!! You can do this Becky....One minute at a time if you
have to...

Cindy
One week, three days, 14 hours, 36 minutes and 28 seconds. 212
cigarettes not smoked, saving $47.74. Life saved: 17 hours, 40
minutes.

im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few minutes
from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!
Becky
Five days, 6 hours, 0 minutes and 34 seconds. 262 cigarettes not smoked,
saving $22.31. Life saved: 21 hours, 50 minutes.

"Cindy" <crog234@maine.rr.com> wrote in message
news:75c1c707-0120-4985-b758-df66b8be1cc7@d4g2000prg.googlegroups.com...
On Jan 11, 1:44 pm, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> Replying to my own postlike i give a fuck if it is good netiquette or
> not
> to reply to one's own post)
> Found my cinnamon Altoids and am happily sucking away at one.(ok ,at 3) It
> helps.Im willing to give it a fair try.
> Hope to fuck it helps. I ahve been sleeping all morning. I got up at 6 to
> get my son off to school,had breafkfast the went back to bed for a few
> hours
> Now Im groggy and grumpy as hell.
> The bad thing is I have to meet with a friend in AA at 5 oclock to do some
> work on the district budget.I am district treasurer and have no choice.
> She is a smoker. Im worried that I will be going out of my
> skin.No,skipping
> it isnt a opttion. It has to be done.
> Becky
> Five days, 5 hours, 5 minutes and 55
> seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked, saving $22.15. Life saved: 21 hours,
> 40
> minutes.
>
> Hey cool,look at the 5's!!
>
> "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
>
> news:0eGdnRbUX7CBKxranZ2dnUVZ_smnnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>
>
>
> > This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> > bad I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge
> > would work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> > Fuckadoodle doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call
> > the BDU on my ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I
> > ever smoke again somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> > Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> > FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
> > lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> > Becky
> > Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not
> > smoked,
> > saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

((((Becky)))) Good that you found those Altoids instead of buying you
know what!!! You can do this Becky....One minute at a time if you
have to...

Cindy
One week, three days, 14 hours, 36 minutes and 28 seconds. 212
cigarettes not smoked, saving $47.74. Life saved: 17 hours, 40
minutes.

You've got 5 days under your belt.

Tomorrow will be 6 and you will feel great about it.

Stay positive! You CAN do this!

Big hugs,
Marvin

On Jan 11, 1:44*pm, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> Replying to my own postlike i give a fuck if it is good netiquette or not
> to reply to one's own post)
> Found my cinnamon Altoids and am happily sucking away at one.(ok ,at 3) It
> helps.Im willing to give it a fair try.
> Hope to fuck it helps. I ahve been sleeping all morning. I got up at 6 to
> get my son off to school,had breafkfast the went back to bed for a few hours
> Now Im groggy and grumpy as hell.
> *The bad thing is I have to meet with a friend in AA at 5 oclock to do some
> work on the district budget.I am district treasurer and have no choice.
> *She is a smoker. Im worried that I will be going out of my skin.No,skipping
> it isnt a opttion. It has to be done.
> *Becky
> Five days, 5 hours, 5 minutes and 55
> seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked, saving $22.15. Life saved: 21 hours, 40
> minutes.
>
> Hey cool,look at the 5's!!
>
> "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
>
> news:0eGdnRbUX7CBKxranZ2dnUVZ_smnnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>
> > This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> > bad I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge
> > would work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> > Fuckadoodle doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call
> > the BDU on my ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I
> > ever smoke again somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> > Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> > FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! *I e will buy
> > lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> > Becky
> > Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> > saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.

Lozenges, gum or patch before cigs.
DO NOT touch a cigarette, whatever you do!!!!
Meet that friend in a no-smoking area.
They can go take smoke breaks if they have to.
Keep asking for help.

Sweet Becky,
Those craving go away. And I hated it when people
told me that.
Take a bath with epsom salts, Sip on a 1/4 teaspoon of
vinegar. Have some tea on the porch; In the freezing rain, especially.
Invent something a cat would like. Prepare a cold turkey sandwich
and share it with anything. Nicotine has taken hold of brain receptors.
It takes a while to get it to function normally. The brain can
trick itself. Diversion helps - tons!
Your rant was great. And this Buttfuck Missouri judge
gives you a 9. I would normally go higher - in a bad mood
I guess.

jacks

Becky! You are doing it, so just hang on. This is just another
roller-coaster and the bar you grab is AS3 and the Altoids not that
poison or you fall back to earth and land in doggie-doo... YOU CAN DO
THIS!!!

FlatironMike
Eleven months, 17 hours, 51 minutes and 44 seconds. 6694 cigarettes
not smoked, saving $2,008.46. Life saved: 3 weeks, 2 days, 5 hours, 50
minutes.

Becky, you're doing everything right. Yell, scream, do whatever you feel
like doing, except sucking on a cancer stick. Eat, sleep, drink, post every
two minutes. Your meter looks great and it is growing. You are on the very
top of the hill. Which way do you wanna go? It's just as easy to go
forward as it is to go backeards. Follow me, honey. I am going forward <g>

--
AZ
"Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
news:0eGdnRbUX7CBKxranZ2dnUVZ_smnnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> bad I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge
> would work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> Fuckadoodle doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call
> the BDU on my ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I
> ever smoke again somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
> lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> Becky
> Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.
>
>

>im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few minutes
>from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!

Hang on, Becky. You're going to make it.

Keep these posts - print them. Carry them with you. Read these even
before you pop another Altoid. Don't even think about buying nicotine
lozenges.

Breaking the nicotine addiction is difficult, but I promise you it is
so much easier than knowing your kids may have to watch as you slowly
die, gasping for breath. My quit was almost a year old when I watched
my mother spend the last month of her life in a hospital, then nursing
home bed. Even the slightest movement caused her to gasp for breath
she just couldn't get in or out. During those moments her eyes - and
entire face - filled with terror and there was not a thing anyone
could do. Not one damn thing.

I hope to all that's good and holy that my son doesn't have to watch
me die like that.

Keep fighting the good fight, Becky. You can do this. Always
remember how much the first few days of a quit suck and always tell
youself you NEVER want to go through this shit again.

--
BessieBee

"My face, I don't mind it because I am behind it.
It's the folks out front that get the jolt."
~My Grandma, 1898-1981~

On 11 jan, 20:38, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few minutes
> from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!
> Becky
> Five days, 6 hours, 0 minutes and 34 seconds. 262 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $22.31. Life saved: 21 hours, 50 minutes.

Becky, the cravings will pass, whether you give in to them or not.
Just don't smoke this minute, or even second, if you must. Allow
yourself this one minute, then see how it goes the next minute. You
_can_ do this, just do not smoke the next minute!

Inky,

Free since 22/06/07. No nicotine for 6 months, 3 weeks, 3 hours, 50
minutes and 59 seconds. That's 6124 stinkers not smoked, saving EURO
649,36. Reclaiming 3 weeks, 6 hours, 20 minutes.

unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I must
not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
not.
Becky
"Inky" <InkyNL@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:01b11f88-7097-480c-9355-5094824c7809@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
> On 11 jan, 20:38, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>> im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few minutes
>> from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!
>> Becky
>> Five days, 6 hours, 0 minutes and 34 seconds. 262 cigarettes not smoked,
>> saving $22.31. Life saved: 21 hours, 50 minutes.
>
> Becky, the cravings will pass, whether you give in to them or not.
> Just don't smoke this minute, or even second, if you must. Allow
> yourself this one minute, then see how it goes the next minute. You
> _can_ do this, just do not smoke the next minute!
>
> Inky,
>
> Free since 22/06/07. No nicotine for 6 months, 3 weeks, 3 hours, 50
> minutes and 59 seconds. That's 6124 stinkers not smoked, saving EURO
> 649,36. Reclaiming 3 weeks, 6 hours, 20 minutes.
>
>

On Jan 12, 5:59*am, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I must
> not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
> gonna have to use Nrt *for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
> yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
> not.
> *Becky"Inky" <Ink...@gmail.com> wrote in message
>

Days off work and lack of nicotine replacement get you every time.
Take your meds, follow a nicotine replacement (patch seems to work for
you) program, and have planned activities for your days off work.
Is there a "buddy" or "sponsor" you could use there or here?

On Jan 12, 6:59�am, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I must
> not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
> gonna have to use Nrt �for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
> yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
> not.
>
> - Show quoted text -

Becky, I am on a couple of meds that I will probably be on for life.
Fine with me. They keep me alive. If I needed NRT to keep me alive I
would gladly take it. I would not see it as a failure. Do what you
have to in order to make it through this journey. And you *will* make
it
Grace

On Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:59:46 -0500, "Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:

>unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I must
>not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
>gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>not.
> Becky

You dumb cunt! WHY I OUGHTA........ If I could, I would kick your sorry ass for
being such a fucking pussy! I can't believe you let fucking nicotine addiction kick
your ass again. So what. YOU FUCKED UP! Don't be a whiney bitch about it. Just start
your fucking quit all over again and don't come back until you fuck up again, which
you will because you are a whining fucking pussy!

MEL B.

"Melissa B." <FuckMe@MyCunt.net> wrote in message
news:aroho311barm591v7qbrti2du7f49ehvj2@4ax.com...
> On Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:59:46 -0500, "Becky"
> <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>
>>unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I
>>must
>>not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
>>gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>>yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>>not.
>> Becky
>
> You dumb c....
> .....you are a whining f..ing p...
etc.

Er, excuse me butting in but I know I have fucked up a few times and that
doesn't mean it is alright to call me a c...
I hope you two are good friends.

Tim W
Two weeks, two days, 3 hours, 27 minutes and 12 seconds. 193 cigarettes not
smoked, saving £43.59. Life saved: 16 hours, 5 minutes.
Going all the way this time.

Becky,
I used NRT for NINE MONTHS!!!
The full dose too!
Get yer ass back here!

hugs,
Cat



"Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
newscOdnUX5g6sTNhXanZ2dnUVZ_r2nnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I
> must not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree,
> Im gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
> yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
> not.
> Becky
> "Inky" <InkyNL@gmail.com> wrote in message
> news:01b11f88-7097-480c-9355-5094824c7809@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
>> On 11 jan, 20:38, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>>> im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few
>>> minutes
>>> from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!
>>> Becky
>>> Five days, 6 hours, 0 minutes and 34 seconds. 262 cigarettes not smoked,
>>> saving $22.31. Life saved: 21 hours, 50 minutes.
>>
>> Becky, the cravings will pass, whether you give in to them or not.
>> Just don't smoke this minute, or even second, if you must. Allow
>> yourself this one minute, then see how it goes the next minute. You
>> _can_ do this, just do not smoke the next minute!
>>
>> Inky,
>>
>> Free since 22/06/07. No nicotine for 6 months, 3 weeks, 3 hours, 50
>> minutes and 59 seconds. That's 6124 stinkers not smoked, saving EURO
>> 649,36. Reclaiming 3 weeks, 6 hours, 20 minutes.
>>
>>
>
>

ROTFLMAO
Becky
"Melissa B." <FuckMe@MyCunt.net> wrote in message
news:aroho311barm591v7qbrti2du7f49ehvj2@4ax.com...
> On Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:59:46 -0500, "Becky"
> <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>
>>unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I
>>must
>>not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
>>gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>>yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>>not.
>> Becky
>
> You dumb cunt! WHY I OUGHTA........ If I could, I would kick your sorry
> ass for
> being such a fucking pussy! I can't believe you let fucking nicotine
> addiction kick
> your ass again. So what. YOU FUCKED UP! Don't be a whiney bitch about it.
> Just start
> your fucking quit all over again and don't come back until you fuck up
> again, which
> you will because you are a whining fucking pussy!
>
> MEL B.

Dear Tim
Nope I have never seen this troll before in my life. The feeble little
failure of a troll did however get a good chuckle
Becky
"Tim W" <tim.whittinghamnosp@mtavirgin.net> wrote in message
news:GQ5ij.28375$ov2.18535@newsfe5-win.ntli.net...
>
> "Melissa B." <FuckMe@MyCunt.net> wrote in message
> news:aroho311barm591v7qbrti2du7f49ehvj2@4ax.com...
>> On Sat, 12 Jan 2008 06:59:46 -0500, "Becky"
>> <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>>
>>>unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I
>>>must
>>>not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
>>>gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>>>yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>>>not.
>>> Becky
>>
>> You dumb c....
>> .....you are a whining f..ing p...
> etc.
>
> Er, excuse me butting in but I know I have fucked up a few times and that
> doesn't mean it is alright to call me a c...
> I hope you two are good friends.
>
> Tim W
> Two weeks, two days, 3 hours, 27 minutes and 12 seconds. 193 cigarettes
> not smoked, saving £43.59. Life saved: 16 hours, 5 minutes.
> Going all the way this time.
>
>

seems like I will have to do the same thing.
Becky

"CuckooCat" <silly@laughing.net> wrote in message
news:vKydnS7ZEI0lhRTanZ2dnUVZ_t2inZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> Becky,
> I used NRT for NINE MONTHS!!!
> The full dose too!
> Get yer ass back here!
>
> hugs,
> Cat
>
>
>
> "Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
> newscOdnUX5g6sTNhXanZ2dnUVZ_r2nnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>> unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I
>> must not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree,
>> Im gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>> yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>> not.
>> Becky
>> "Inky" <InkyNL@gmail.com> wrote in message
>> news:01b11f88-7097-480c-9355-5094824c7809@v29g2000hsf.googlegroups.com...
>>> On 11 jan, 20:38, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
>>>> im barely hanging on. I haave been crying my ass off the past few
>>>> minutes
>>>> from fuckign withdrawal. this fucking sucks!!
>>>> Becky
>>>> Five days, 6 hours, 0 minutes and 34 seconds. 262 cigarettes not
>>>> smoked,
>>>> saving $22.31. Life saved: 21 hours, 50 minutes.
>>>
>>> Becky, the cravings will pass, whether you give in to them or not.
>>> Just don't smoke this minute, or even second, if you must. Allow
>>> yourself this one minute, then see how it goes the next minute. You
>>> _can_ do this, just do not smoke the next minute!
>>>
>>> Inky,
>>>
>>> Free since 22/06/07. No nicotine for 6 months, 3 weeks, 3 hours, 50
>>> minutes and 59 seconds. That's 6124 stinkers not smoked, saving EURO
>>> 649,36. Reclaiming 3 weeks, 6 hours, 20 minutes.
>>>
>>>
>>
>>
>

On Jan 11, 1:32*pm, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn bad
> I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge would
> work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!! Fuckadoodle
> doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call the BDU on my
> ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I ever smoke again
> somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! *I e will buy
> lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> *Becky
> Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.

Becky you are just going to have to commit to yourself that it is
acceptable to be uncomfortable for a while. That's all a crave is -
discomfort. And you've done many things in your life that are
momentarily uncomfortable (sewing a Halloween costume at midnight,
baking 36 cupcakes for a bake sale, endured ignorant customers). I
personally think that quitting smoking is damned uncomfortable, and
the benefits don't show up for a while (I didn't get all 'free' and
'grateful' all of a sudden, I was sullen and deprived a fair amount of
the time. If you feel sullen and deprived then feel it, just don't
smoke over it.) I'll tell you as someone 11 years sober, I really
question the kindness of your AA smoking buddy. When I was smoking I
would not smoke around those struggling to quit. Good luck! Stephanie

Time to listen Becky. Cat was were you were and she found her quit, you will
too. Us it for years if you have to
--
Lynn VOF Leaper
"Everyone seems normal until you get to know them."



"CuckooCat" <silly@laughing.net> wrote in message
news:vKydnS7ZEI0lhRTanZ2dnUVZ_t2inZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> Becky,
> I used NRT for NINE MONTHS!!!
> The full dose too!
> Get yer ass back here!
>
> hugs,
> Cat

On Jan 12, 5:23*pm, "Lynn" <lynn.sc...@ns.spammenotsympatico.ca>
wrote:
> Time to listen Becky. Cat was were you were and she found her quit, you will
> too. Us it for years if you have to
> --
> Lynn VOF Leaper
> "Everyone seems normal until you get to know them."
>
> "CuckooCat" <si...@laughing.net> wrote in message
>
> news:vKydnS7ZEI0lhRTanZ2dnUVZ_t2inZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>
>
>
> > Becky,
> > I used NRT for NINE MONTHS!!!
> > The full dose too!
> > Get yer ass back here!
>
> > hugs,
> > Cat- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

Becky - You can do this if you want to. It wasn't easy for any of us.
Just don't let the nicodemon win.
Hugs,
Pam

"Stephanie" <sajesqnyc@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:7048b4c6-5323-4a19-a4bb-d992d6070ea0@n20g2000hsh.googlegroups.com...
On Jan 11, 1:32 pm, "Becky" <sobern2...@nospam.comcast.net> wrote:
> This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn
> bad
> I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge would
> work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!!
> Fuckadoodle
> doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call the BDU on my
> ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I ever smoke
> again
> somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
> Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
> FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
> lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> Becky
> Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.

Becky you are just going to have to commit to yourself that it is
acceptable to be uncomfortable for a while. That's all a crave is -
discomfort. And you've done many things in your life that are
momentarily uncomfortable (sewing a Halloween costume at midnight,
baking 36 cupcakes for a bake sale, endured ignorant customers). I
personally think that quitting smoking is damned uncomfortable, and
the benefits don't show up for a while (I didn't get all 'free' and
'grateful' all of a sudden, I was sullen and deprived a fair amount of
the time. If you feel sullen and deprived then feel it, just don't
smoke over it.) I'll tell you as someone 11 years sober, I really
question the kindness of your AA smoking buddy. When I was smoking I
would not smoke around those struggling to quit. Good luck! Stephanie

Hi Stephanie!
I really cant blame her. It was my choice to not ask her not to smoke. Im
responsible for my actions. To be honest,if I had not attempted cold turkey
too prematurly and blown it, being around her would not have bothered me at
all.well mayby a little but not excruciating. I am back to the lozenges. I
will wean from them gradually when the time is right.
Becky
1 hour, 31 minutes and 23 seconds. 3 cigarettes not smoked, saving $0.27.
Life saved: 15 minutes.

I agree. If I have to use them for years then so be it. I know a lady who
quit 16 years ago and still uses the gum. that may be pushing it a
little,but i also know someone who quit smoking and used the inhalers for
over 6 years.looks like I will be one of those people.
becky
1 hour, 33 minutes and 19 seconds. 3 cigarettes not smoked, saving $0.27.
Life saved: 15 minutes.

"Lynn" <lynn.scott@ns.spammenotsympatico.ca> wrote in message
news:47893de3$0$19870$9a566e8b@news.aliant.net...
> Time to listen Becky. Cat was were you were and she found her quit, you
> will too. Us it for years if you have to
> --
> Lynn VOF Leaper
> "Everyone seems normal until you get to know them."
>
>
>
> "CuckooCat" <silly@laughing.net> wrote in message
> news:vKydnS7ZEI0lhRTanZ2dnUVZ_t2inZ2d@comcast.com. ..
>> Becky,
>> I used NRT for NINE MONTHS!!!
>> The full dose too!
>> Get yer ass back here!
>>
>> hugs,
>> Cat
>
>

>I really cant blame her. It was my choice to not ask her not to smoke. Im
>responsible for my actions. To be honest,if I had not attempted cold turkey
>too prematurly and blown it, being around her would not have bothered me at
>all.well mayby a little but not excruciating. I am back to the lozenges. I
>will wean from them gradually when the time is right.

As long as you continue to make excuses (wth is "attempted cold turkey
too prematurely"?) you will continue to fail. You're kidding yourself
when you think "being around her would not have bothered me at
all.well mayby a little but not excruciating."

I think only a newly quit person that was dead could tolerate being
around a smoker. Face the facts that you're just going to have to ask
those around you to help you in whatever way they can. If that means
you ask them to NOT smoke around you then ask them.

You haven't yet accepted responsibility for your decisions to give in
to craves. You WRITE that you have, but your actions prove otherwise.
You must really enjoy the very early parts of a quit. You keep doing
it.

Put the fucking stink sticks down. For good.
--
BessieBee

"My face, I don't mind it because I am behind it.
It's the folks out front that get the jolt."
~My Grandma, 1898-1981~

"Becky" <sobern2003@nospam.comcast.net> wrote in message
news:wOOdnVq4wKAkvhTanZ2dnUVZ_qygnZ2d@comcast.com. ..
> Dear Tim
> Nope I have never seen this troll before in my life. The feeble little
> failure of a troll did however get a good chuckle
> Becky

Of course, a TROLL. How stupid of me to even reply.

Mel B. One of the Spice girls.

Tim W
Two weeks, three days, 10 hours, 40 minutes and 17 seconds. 209 cigarettes
not smoked, saving £47.10. Life saved: 17 hours, 25 minutes.
Going all the way this time.

Instead of taking 29 puffs of smoke, Becky spoketh upon us:

>unfortunately it is too late. I fucked up. And please,nobody tell me I must
>not really want to quit. I do. I guess if Im ever to stay smokefree, Im
>gonna have to use Nrt for life. I aint going thru what I went thru
>yesterday.I will regroup and come back.the battle is lost,but the war is
>not.

Keep fighting Becky. It will come. Hugs!

--
Tihomir 7M2W, Knin, HR 44°N 16°E
http://www.usenetpedia.com/google-groups.html

"Liberty means responsibility. That is why most men dread it." -- George Bernard Shaw

Instead of taking 15 puffs of smoke, Becky spoketh upon us:

>This cold-turkey shit sucks bigtime!! Im wantig fuckig nicotine so damn bad
>I cant stand it!!Not necessarily in cigarette form. Fuck,a lozenge would
>work just fine,as well as a patch. Shit!! Fuck!!!! Damn !!Hell!! Fuckadoodle
>doo!!!!! Goddamn this fucking sucks!!!! Somebody please Call the BDU on my
>ass if I EVER place my selfl in this position again!! If I ever smoke again
>somebody shoot me and put me out of my misery.
>
>Holy fuck!! Started having thoughts of going and buying fucking cigs.
>FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK!! NO!!!! I wont do it!! I wont!!! I e will buy
>lozenges first before I buy cigarettes
> Becky
>Five days, 4 hours, 54 minutes and 27 seconds. 260 cigarettes not smoked,
>saving $22.12. Life saved: 21 hours, 40 minutes.

Not reading ahead but I truly believe you made it through Becky! Hugs!


--
Tihomir 7M2W, Knin, HR 44°N 16°E
http://www.usenetpedia.com/google-groups.html

"There is nothing outside the text." -- Jacques Derrida