foul mood

Well tonight i'm in a mega shitty mood. I'm ok if i'm left alone in my own
little world but can't even stand anyone talking to me at the moment. Not
sure what is causing this mood swing of mine, been shitty all day and
yesterday wasnt much fun either. Not sure if it's cause i'm really angry at
this bug thats got a hold of my daughter and I feel so useless about it,
wether it's pregnancy hormone shit, if it's nicotine withdrawal crap or if
it's a bit of everything. Hubby turned round to me tonight after I had a
bath and jokingly asked me if I wanted sex tonite and I told him no as i'm
not in the mood and he asks whats up with me i've been off it for days. Told
him I just not interested at the moment as I don't feel very attractive with
my bump!!! That is mainly the reason but also buddy I've just quit smoking
and most my engery goes on just getting through the day without smoking and
the rest concentrating on my kids, the one thats poorly and my unborn. I've
been having some harsh cravings but i've managed to get through them but
shit what i'd give to get rid of this tense feeling but one thing I WON'T
give is my quit, that belongs to me and my unborn and we're not giving it up
easily. I've done 5 days of pain and i'm not letting go for nothing. Fuck I
hope I have a better day tommorow. Feel like crying but can't even be
bothered to do that. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK

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On Sun, 09 Mar 2008 22:59:14 GMT, "april and co"
<bowmanzoo@btopenworld.com> wrote:

>Well tonight i'm in a mega shitty mood. I'm ok if i'm left alone in my own
>little world but can't even stand anyone talking to me at the moment. Not
>sure what is causing this mood swing of mine, been shitty all day and
>yesterday wasnt much fun either. Not sure if it's cause i'm really angry at
>this bug thats got a hold of my daughter and I feel so useless about it,
>wether it's pregnancy hormone shit, if it's nicotine withdrawal crap or if
>it's a bit of everything. Hubby turned round to me tonight after I had a
>bath and jokingly asked me if I wanted sex tonite and I told him no as i'm
>not in the mood and he asks whats up with me i've been off it for days. Told
>him I just not interested at the moment as I don't feel very attractive with
>my bump!!! That is mainly the reason but also buddy I've just quit smoking
>and most my engery goes on just getting through the day without smoking and
>the rest concentrating on my kids, the one thats poorly and my unborn. I've
>been having some harsh cravings but i've managed to get through them but
>shit what i'd give to get rid of this tense feeling but one thing I WON'T
>give is my quit, that belongs to me and my unborn and we're not giving it up
>easily. I've done 5 days of pain and i'm not letting go for nothing. Fuck I
>hope I have a better day tommorow. Feel like crying but can't even be
>bothered to do that. FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK
Damn, April, what can I say. You might hit me or something. I think we
all go through that kind of thing, but without the bump and sick
little one. You are very brave. Hang in there, April. You will love
yourself for it later. So will your husband and you chldren.
So, feel better then, April, please.
Fred


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Hang in there, April! I do expect you are sleeping now and when you
wake up Sunday's problems will be history. Keep on kicking butt.
Yes, right now it *IS* a day-at-a-time but it will speed up the longer
you stay smober!

FlatironMike
One year, three weeks, six days, 23 hours, 49 minutes and 51 seconds.
7859 cigarettes not smoked, saving $2,357.95. Life saved: 3 weeks, 6
days, 6 hours, 55 minutes.

At the risk of getting smacked by every woman in this group, your
husband's idea might be a good one.
They say it releases some good chemicals in your brain.

thanks Sparky, Mike and David for your replys. I did indeed make it through
Sunday night of hell and i'm glad for it. Joanna is much better this
morning, she's playing again and eating so i'm guessing we're over the worst
of the nasty bug she had. Hopefully i'll have a better day today with
regards to feeling tense ect.

April
Five days, 13 hours, 47 minutes and 30 seconds. 111 cigarettes not smoked,
saving £27.82. Life saved: 9 hours, 15 minutes.


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"DavidL" <Dvd716@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:5e788ac4-e8d6-4fb4-9912-e35fc6cff4b8@n75g2000hsh.googlegroups.com...
> At the risk of getting smacked by every woman in this group, your
> husband's idea might be a good one.
> They say it releases some good chemicals in your brain.
>
>

On Mar 10, 8:08*am, "april and co" <bowman...@btopenworld.com> wrote:
> thanks Sparky, Mike and David for your replys. I did indeed make it through
> Sunday night of hell and i'm glad for it. Joanna is much better this
> morning, she's playing again and eating so i'm guessing we're over the worst
> of the nasty bug she had. Hopefully i'll have a better day today with
> regards to feeling tense ect.
>
> April
> Five days, 13 hours, 47 minutes and 30 seconds. 111 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving £27.82. Life saved: 9 hours, 15 minutes.

April,
I'm glad you are feeling better today. Those vicious mood swings are
miserable, and mine were worse in the first days of my quit. Well,
that was my excuse anyway You have been amazingly strong, and I
hope you have shown yourself that you "can" and "have" done this. You
will someday be an Old Fogey here helping others get through the bad
times.

Have a good day.

GraceNote- TG08's
I have been nicotine free for: Two months, two weeks, six days, 15
hours, 14 minutes and 24 seconds. That means: 826 cigarettes not
smoked, saving $123.95. Life saved: 2 days, 20 hours, 50 minutes.

Well, if a person's not in the mood, it's hard work to get them there!
It could even damage the relationship to try at that kind of a time.
I'd say, rather just let it pass. It will pass. And so will the
pregnancy...



On Mar 10, 5:52*am, DavidL <Dvd...@gmail.com> wrote:
> At the risk of getting smacked by every woman in this group, *your
> husband's idea might be a good one.
> They say it releases some good chemicals in your brain.

very true, might give him a present or two tonite lol. My labido seems to be
returnin lol


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"SueR" <Sue.M.Randall@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:4c768d61-07ab-4280-84b5-d4fe956d8e4d@s50g2000hsb.googlegroups.com...
Well, if a person's not in the mood, it's hard work to get them there!
It could even damage the relationship to try at that kind of a time.
I'd say, rather just let it pass. It will pass. And so will the
pregnancy...



On Mar 10, 5:52 am, DavidL <Dvd...@gmail.com> wrote:
> At the risk of getting smacked by every woman in this group, your
> husband's idea might be a good one.
> They say it releases some good chemicals in your brain.