Fuck!!!!!!!!!

Fucking CRAVING....omg
ok
im shaking...
shaking from nervousness
cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
liar!!!
Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
Im fighting it as I type...
It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie

Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...

and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
OVER - FUCK OFF
I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
Fucking bastid

Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
ANGRY.
cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.

Fuck me.

One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
minutes.

Yeah, craves suck butt. Good thing they don't last. Find something
to relax or distract yourself SilentNight. Check out:
www.quitbuddies.org that will keep you busy for a while. Stay strong,
Robin.

--
Batman: "You're far from mod, Robin. And many hippies are older than you
are."
-
"SilentNight" <> schreef in bericht ...
> Fucking CRAVING....omg
> ok
> im shaking...
> shaking from nervousness
> cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
> i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
> fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
> liar!!!
> Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
> smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
> Im fighting it as I type...
> It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
> vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
> blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
> fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
> devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
> sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
> THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
> stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
> BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie
>
> Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
> fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
> addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
> spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
> else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
>
> and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
> shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
> OVER - FUCK OFF
> I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
> Fucking bastid
>
> Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
> ANGRY.
> cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.
>
> Fuck me.
>
> One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
> cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
> minutes.
>

On Jun 30, 12:19 pm, "DutchVanAfoort" <znib...@fakeAddy.con> wrote:
> Yeah, craves suck butt. Good thing they don't last. Find something
> to relax or distract yourself SilentNight. Check out:www.quitbuddies.orgthat will keep you busy for a while. Stay strong,
> Robin.
>
> --
> Batman: "You're far from mod, Robin. And many hippies are older than you
> are."
> -
> "SilentNight" <> schreef in bericht ...
>
>
>
> > Fucking CRAVING....omg
> > ok
> > im shaking...
> > shaking from nervousness
> > cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
> > i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
> > fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
> > liar!!!
> > Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
> > smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
> > Im fighting it as I type...
> > It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
> > vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
> > blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
> > fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
> > devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
> > sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
> > THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
> > stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
> > BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie
>
> > Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
> > fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
> > addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
> > spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
> > else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
>
> > and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
> > shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
> > OVER - FUCK OFF
> > I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
> > Fucking bastid
>
> > Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
> > ANGRY.
> > cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.
>
> > Fuck me.
>
> > One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
> > cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
> > minutes.- Hide quoted text -
>
> - Show quoted text -

The Nico-Probe 200 XL....
This CANT be for real !!
A probe they shove up your ass and electrocute the nicotine
molecules!! LMAO...
Plus (here's the part that had me rolling) THEY GIVE YOU A FREE GLASS
OF JUICE with every 'entry'. LOL
going back to read a bit more, till this craving crap passes over me.
Today...very shortly...will be 2 weeks for me.

One week, six days, 21 hours, 49 minutes and 35 seconds. 347
cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.64. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
minutes.

In this corner, weighing 165 pounds, in the purple and yellow trunks,
raking champion for the last 13 days... STEVE! In the other corner,
weighing an imaginary 410 pounds, in the black and red trunks, self
appointed champion of everyone who smokes... NICODEMON!

{DING}

Nicodemon comes out fighting. Steve ducks a left, then a right. He's
backing up onto the ropes. Nicodemon is throwing body blow after body
blow. Steve's in the defensive mode, protecting his mouth, knowing
this is the only way to stop the Nicodemon from winning.

Wait... Steve looks like he's getting a second wind. Yes, Steve is
pushing the Nicodemon back with a right, left, another right. Steve's
connecting with every swing. What a come back!

Oh, but now the Nicodemon is getting that look in his eye. It looks
like this could be the end for Steve. We all know that just one hit
from the Nicodemon when he gets that look and Steve's a goner. The
nicodemon is winding up for the killer punch and........

Steve pulls his head out of his ass and realizes that the Nicodemon
can't win unless he lets him win.

Good for you Steve. You hang tough dude. You don't need to beat the
Nicodemon - you need to beat yourself. You're doing this.

Gary W.
--

On Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:15:55 -0700, SilentNight
<M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote:

>Fucking CRAVING....omg
>ok
>im shaking...
>shaking from nervousness
>cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
>i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
>fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
>liar!!!
>Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
>smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
>Im fighting it as I type...
>It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
>vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
>blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
>fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
>devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
>sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
>THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
>stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
>BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie
>
>Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
>fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
>addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
>spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
>else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
>
>and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
>shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
>OVER - FUCK OFF
>I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
>Fucking bastid
>
>Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
>ANGRY.
>cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.
>
>Fuck me.
>
>One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
>cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
>minutes.

No thanks. Once a day is usually enough.
Now that I've been a smart ass....
Good for you for coming here and venting. An excellent rant. Don't
get angry for feeling such a strong crave. That happens. The time to
get angry is if you give in to it.
Stay strong and stay stubborn. This too shall pass.
Sue

On Sat, 30 Jun 2007 09:15:55 -0700, SilentNight
<M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote:

>Fucking CRAVING....omg
>ok
>im shaking...
>shaking from nervousness
>cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
>i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
>fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
>liar!!!
>Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
>smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
>Im fighting it as I type...
>It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
>vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
>blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
>fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
>devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
>sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
>THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
>stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
>BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie
>
>Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
>fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
>addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
>spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
>else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
>
>and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
>shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
>OVER - FUCK OFF
>I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
>Fucking bastid
>
>Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
>ANGRY.
>cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.
>
>Fuck me.
>
>One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
>cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
>minutes.

Good advise, Robin, and smart move, Steve, to go over to www.quitbuddies.org
and read some of the stuff there. I find the humour really helps more
than all of the preaching that is in there. When I laugh I relax and
the muscles in my diaphram do the same which usually is what happens
for me with a crave. Those muscles tense up and expect the nicotine
to calm them down. Laughter does the same thing and it's a LOT
healthier on so many points that I'd almost have to become a Bush
{gasp} and point 1000 times to illuminate how many ways. Hang tuff
and congrats on 2WD. You are doing great and winning this one is a
lifetime achievement!

BTW, the Nicoprobe is highly popular in certain dark bars in the East
Village from what I hear...

FlatironMike
FSS
Four months, two weeks, five days, 14 hours, 20 minutes and 23
seconds. 2791 cigarettes not smoked, saving $837.33. Life saved: 1
week, 2 days, 16 hours, 35 minutes.

Steve! Hang tough my friend! You can do this quitbuddy!!!

(Nice play-by-play, Gary).

I give your rant an 8.5, mainly because you didn't use
"fuckadoodledoo."

:P
Ashley

SilentNight <M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote:

>Fucking CRAVING....omg
>ok
>im shaking...
>shaking from nervousness
>cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
>i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
>fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
>liar!!!
>Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
>smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
>Im fighting it as I type...
>It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
>vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
>blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
>fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
>devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
>sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
>THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
>stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
>BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie

These help me to sharpen the sword to kill the demon with, when it
dares to show it's ugly head.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0hySFt8O11A
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HHA0HRjDgc8
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yfyhJgVTZ5U

--
Tihomir
*I don't smoke anymore*

.... Eve was the first woman to date a snake.
This signature was made by SigChanger.
You can find SigChanger at: http://www.phranc.nl/

Gary W. <jd123_marquez@hotmail.com> wrote:

>In this corner, weighing 165 pounds, in the purple and yellow trunks,
>raking champion for the last 13 days... STEVE! In the other corner,
>weighing an imaginary 410 pounds, in the black and red trunks, self
>appointed champion of everyone who smokes... NICODEMON!

Gary you are a genius ROFLMAO

--
Tihomir
*I don't smoke anymore*

.... Excuses: I've got to get up early tomorrow.
This signature was made by SigChanger.
You can find SigChanger at: http://www.phranc.nl/

I give it a 10!! Hang on,Steve!! You can get thru this crave without giving
in!!Breathe in,breathe out!! It will pass.Keep posting.
Becky
Three weeks, six days, 16 hours, 56 minutes and 5 seconds. 1385 cigarettes
not smoked, saving $128.83. Life saved: 4 days, 19 hours, 25 minutes.

"SilentNight" <M.BetterOff@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:1183220155.174806.200250@q75g2000hsh.googlegr oups.com...
> Fucking CRAVING....omg
> ok
> im shaking...
> shaking from nervousness
> cuz I feel the fuckimng pull so fucking sgtrong...
> i feel like the fucking walls are closing in on me...and theres the OL
> fucking death lie...the FALSE FRIEND of a smoke...Fuck You you fucking
> liar!!!
> Whoever or whatever the fuck you are that tempts me to have a
> smoke...IM NOT FUCKING SMOKING !!!!!!!!!!!
> Im fighting it as I type...
> It just came up on me like vomit...the fucking crave was like
> vomit...it came up that strong right into my fucking MIND full
> blown..and with it the fucking feelings of Dopamine going off like
> fireworks -FUCK YOU...Your a fucking lie.....You're the fucking
> devil..dressed up all nice...and tempting...promising COMFORT and all
> sorts of shit...BUT WHAT YOU DONT TELL YOUR VICTIMS IS...It Will KILL
> THEM....first it will get them sooo addicted that they cant
> stop....Doesnt matter how disgusting it smells.....BUT ITS ALL
> BULLSHIT....Its a fucking lie
>
> Take your fucking cigarettes....and take those thoughts of that
> fucking ex - cause she's just as bad as smoking a cigarette - she was
> addictive...and kills you in the end...like a fucking black widow
> spider - Take your fucking lies of smoking and sell them to someone
> else - CAUSE I DONT SMOKE ANYMORE...
>
> and if and 'when' you come back around to me and push this tempting
> shit on me again...I will TELL YOU THE SAME FUCKING THING OVER AND
> OVER - FUCK OFF
> I'M NOT SMOKING !!!!!!!
> Fucking bastid
>
> Mother fucker - Im fucking SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING PISSED AND
> ANGRY.
> cuz I felt that fucking craving bullshit.
>
> Fuck me.
>
> One week, six days, 21 hours, 24 minutes and 48 seconds. 347
> cigarettes not smoked, saving $55.57. Life saved: 1 day, 4 hours, 55
> minutes.
>

Gary! Your 'sports announcer' rendition of Nicodemon vs. SilentNight
was classic! You made the whole scene something 'real' and funny as
hell at the same time. Thanks!

FlatironMike
FSS
Four months, two weeks, five days, 17 hours, 32 minutes and 9 seconds.
2794 cigarettes not smoked, saving $838.13. Life saved: 1 week, 2
days, 16 hours, 50 minutes.