HELP - Im in Chat - I dont care anymore!

[SilentNight]

Help - Im at the end of my rope -
I have no one on this planet I can spill my soul to - Its it
Its over
Im done
why should I stop smoking? Who the **** cares anyway?
If I dont, there's nobody else that does...so what the ****?
Why am I here on this fcuking planet anyway?
never married
never had a son
always lived in a world where I always felt to short to reach what
others attained.

WTF?
Why was I born to fuicking suffer?
Why?
dont understand it?
This is not living....Im dead.
so what the **** am I quitting cigarettes for ? for who? Me?
**** me.
my ****ing life sucks - why not just end it...i'll smoke ...at least I
wont feel pain
im in chat - hoping that there's some kinda ****ing hope left...I just
dont know anymore..and m scared.
its 8:03pm

[SilentNight]

On Oct 2, 8:03 pm, SilentNight <M.Better...@gmail.com> wrote:
> Help - Im at the end of my rope -
> I have no one on this planet I can spill my soul to - Its it
> Its over
> Im done
> why should I stop smoking? Who the **** cares anyway?
> If I dont, there's nobody else that does...so what the ****?
> Why am I here on this fcuking planet anyway?
> never married
> never had a son
> always lived in a world where I always felt to short to reach what
> others attained.
>
> WTF?
> Why was I born to fuicking suffer?
> Why?
> dont understand it?
> This is not living....Im dead.
> so what the **** am I quitting cigarettes for ? for who? Me?
> **** me.
> my ****ing life sucks - why not just end it...i'll smoke ...at least I
> wont feel pain
> im in chat - hoping that there's some kinda ****ing hope left...I just
> dont know anymore..and m scared.
> its 8:03pm

I'm good - Thank you Sarah...Echo...I Need A Hug, and FlatironMike..
Im ok now.
<deep breath>

[Kathleen]

With all due respect, this all is a bunch of LIES. When I hear these kind
of voices (condemnation) in my head, I fight them with TRUTH.

Being a Jesus freak, I always have a good dose of truth handy. It's really
powerful. Maybe you can kick this around and come up with some truths of
your own.


> I have no one on this planet I can spill my soul to -
I have a newsgroup full of people who care about me!

> why should I stop smoking? Who the **** cares anyway?
See above

> If I dont, there's nobody else that does...so what the ****?
See above

> Why am I here on this fcuking planet anyway?
I can't answer this one for you, but I can answer it for me.
My God has plans for me, not to harm me but give me hope and a future. (Jer
29:11)

> never married
yet

> never had a son
yet

> always lived in a world where I always felt to short to reach what
> others attained.
but I'm recovering from that world every day

> WTF?
> Why was I born to fuicking suffer?
Wow, there are a lot of people who suffer much more than I

You get the idea.

I hope that was helpful. It was helpful to me, to be reminded that I can't
afford to believe the lies that go on... I have to seek the truth, and speak
the truth.
With hope and heart,
Kathleen


> This is not living....Im dead.
> so what the **** am I quitting cigarettes for ? for who? Me?
> **** me.
> my ****ing life sucks - why not just end it...i'll smoke ...at least I
> wont feel pain
> im in chat - hoping that there's some kinda ****ing hope left...I just
> dont know anymore..and m scared.
> its 8:03pm
>

[Tihomir]

Once upon a time, Kathleen said:

>With all due respect, this all is a bunch of LIES. When I hear these kind
>of voices (condemnation) in my head, I fight them with TRUTH.
>
>Being a Jesus freak, I always have a good dose of truth handy. It's really
>powerful. Maybe you can kick this around and come up with some truths of
>your own.

A beautiful reply Kathleen. I can only second it.

--
Tihomir 4M *I don't smoke anymore*
IRC chat: #nosmokers at irc.starlink.org
irc://irc.starlink.org/nosmokers

Computers make very fast, very accurate mistakes.

[Kathleen]

Thank you. After sending, I wondered if it was a bit harsh. Or preachy,
and I
hoped not!
With hope and heart,
Kathleen



> Once upon a time, Kathleen said:
>
>>With all due respect, this all is a bunch of LIES. When I hear these kind
>>of voices (condemnation) in my head, I fight them with TRUTH.
>>
>>Being a Jesus freak, I always have a good dose of truth handy. It's
>>really
>>powerful. Maybe you can kick this around and come up with some truths of
>>your own.
>
> A beautiful reply Kathleen. I can only second it.
>
> --
> Tihomir 4M *I don't smoke anymore*
> IRC chat: #nosmokers at irc.starlink.org
> irc://irc.starlink.org/nosmokers
>
> Computers make very fast, very accurate mistakes.

[Lynn]

Kathleen you always seem to say the right thing in the right way. we all see
the love behind your words.

--
Lynn VOF Leaper
"Everyone seems normal until you get to know them."



"Kathleen" <[email protected]> wrote in message
news:[email protected]..
> Thank you. After sending, I wondered if it was a bit harsh. Or preachy,
> and I
> hoped not!
> With hope and heart,
> Kathleen
>
>
>
>> Once upon a time, Kathleen said:
>>
>>>With all due respect, this all is a bunch of LIES. When I hear these
>>>kind
>>>of voices (condemnation) in my head, I fight them with TRUTH.
>>>
>>>Being a Jesus freak, I always have a good dose of truth handy. It's
>>>really
>>>powerful. Maybe you can kick this around and come up with some truths of
>>>your own.
>>
>> A beautiful reply Kathleen. I can only second it.
>>
>> --
>> Tihomir 4M *I don't smoke anymore*
>> IRC chat: #nosmokers at irc.starlink.org
>> irc://irc.starlink.org/nosmokers
>>
>> Computers make very fast, very accurate mistakes.
>

[Sue]

On Wed, 3 Oct 2007 18:55:58 -0300, "Lynn"
<[email protected]> wrote:

>Kathleen you always seem to say the right thing in the right way. we all see
>the love behind your words.

That's the thing. Kathleen can say these things because one just
knows she isn't condemning. Her motives are full of love and caring.
What a lovely lady she is.
Sue

[Kathleen]

You ladies are awfully sweet. Thank you for the compliments! I'm glad my
intent shows through, and hope it continues to even when I choose the wrong
words.
With hope and heart,
Kathleen

"Sue" <[email protected]> wrote in message
news:[email protected]..
> On Wed, 3 Oct 2007 18:55:58 -0300, "Lynn"
> <[email protected]> wrote:
>
>>Kathleen you always seem to say the right thing in the right way. we all
>>see
>>the love behind your words.
>
> That's the thing. Kathleen can say these things because one just
> knows she isn't condemning. Her motives are full of love and caring.
> What a lovely lady she is.
> Sue

[Dana, PHONE: 770-229-4240]

Damn, you sound like me.

On Tue, 2 Oct 2007, SilentNight wrote:

> Help - Im at the end of my rope -
> I have no one on this planet I can spill my soul to - Its it
> Its over
> Im done
> why should I stop smoking? Who the **** cares anyway?
> If I dont, there's nobody else that does...so what the ****?
> Why am I here on this fcuking planet anyway?
> never married
> never had a son
> always lived in a world where I always felt to short to reach what
> others attained.
>
> WTF?
> Why was I born to fuicking suffer?
> Why?
> dont understand it?
> This is not living....Im dead.
> so what the **** am I quitting cigarettes for ? for who? Me?
> **** me.
> my ****ing life sucks - why not just end it...i'll smoke ...at least I
> wont feel pain
> im in chat - hoping that there's some kinda ****ing hope left...I just
> dont know anymore..and m scared.
> its 8:03pm
>
>