I yelled, I screamed, I kicked....

but I didn't smoke.

I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this and
do
this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I need
access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
up is finally working again.

After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That felt
good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can.

HappyPolarBear
/me proudly announces the following:
/me proudly announces the following:
two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not smoked,
saving $73.86.
----
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too

On Jul 12, 8:50*pm, "PolarBear" <carme...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> but I didn't smoke.
>
> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this and
> do
> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck *how you do that. *I need
> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
> up is finally working again.
>
> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That felt
> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can..
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $73.86.
> ----
> "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
> stay quit too

Poor guy........
He prolly had to smoke after that call.

"PolarBear" <carmensk@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:g5bn17$jlu$1@aioe.org...
> but I didn't smoke.
>
> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
> and do
> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
> need
> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
> up is finally working again.
>
> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
> felt
> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can.

Gave him a run for his money, did you?
Then you know he earned his money this time.

Mark
oof

Rockin!
Now you know how not to smoke.... yell at someone else, go for a run,
and take a nice hot shower!
SteveS
OOF

PolarBear wrote:
> but I didn't smoke.
>
> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
> and do
> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
> need
> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
> up is finally working again.
>
> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
> felt
> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can.
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not
> smoked, saving $73.86.
> ---- "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
> stay quit too
>
>

"He prolly had to smoke after that call."

LOL I think he needed more than one

--
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too


"DavidL" <Dvd716@gmail.com> wrote in message
news:8668f5ad-3528-4ff5-9014-7f4cc6fd63b3@59g2000hsb.googlegroups.com...
> On Jul 12, 8:50 pm, "PolarBear" <carme...@hotmail.com> wrote:
>> but I didn't smoke.
>>
>> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already
>> spend
>> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
>> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
>> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
>> and
>> do
>> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
>> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
>> need
>> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send
>> you
>> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
>> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was
>> talking
>> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my
>> dial
>> up is finally working again.
>>
>> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
>> felt
>> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
>> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I
>> can.
>>
>> HappyPolarBear
>> /me proudly announces the following:
>> /me proudly announces the following:
>> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not
>> smoked,
>> saving $73.86.
>> ----
>> "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
>> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
>> stay quit too
>
> Poor guy........
> He prolly had to smoke after that call.

I think he is going to spent his so hard earned money on cigarettes after I
was done.

as long as it wasn't me smoking....

HappyPolarBear
--
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too


"Mark Earnest" <gmearnest@yahoo.com> wrote in message
news:k5ednS3dGc4e--TVnZ2dnUVZ_q_inZ2d@posted.internetamerica...
>
> "PolarBear" <carmensk@hotmail.com> wrote in message
> news:g5bn17$jlu$1@aioe.org...
>> but I didn't smoke.
>>
>> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already
>> spend
>> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
>> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
>> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
>> and do
>> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
>> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
>> need
>> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send
>> you
>> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
>> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was
>> talking
>> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my
>> dial
>> up is finally working again.
>>
>> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
>> felt
>> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
>> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I
>> can.
>
> Gave him a run for his money, did you?
> Then you know he earned his money this time.
>
> Mark
> oof
>

thanks Steve. I think there are so many none smoking responses I just have
to remember them on days like this.
I just have to remember that Rockers don't smoke.

/me is searching for the magic.

HappyPolarBear
/me proudly announces the following:
two weeks, four days, 3 hours, 37 minutes and 11 seconds. 181 cigarettes not
smoked, saving $74.42.
--
"Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
stay quit too


"SteveS" <inyourh@spamm.ers> wrote in message
news:jf-dneruIO4S5eTVnZ2dnUVZ_g-dnZ2d@comcast.com...
> Rockin!
> Now you know how not to smoke.... yell at someone else, go for a run, and
> take a nice hot shower!
> SteveS
> OOF
>
> PolarBear wrote:
>> but I didn't smoke.
>>
>> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already
>> spend
>> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
>> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
>> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
>> and do
>> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
>> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
>> need
>> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send
>> you
>> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
>> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was
>> talking
>> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my
>> dial
>> up is finally working again.
>>
>> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
>> felt
>> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
>> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I
>> can.
>>
>> HappyPolarBear
>> /me proudly announces the following:
>> /me proudly announces the following:
>> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not
>> smoked, saving $73.86.
>> ---- "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
>> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
>> stay quit too
>>
>>

On Jul 12, 8:50*pm, "PolarBear" <carme...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> but I didn't smoke.
>
> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this and
> do
> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck *how you do that. *I need
> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
> up is finally working again.
>
> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That felt
> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can..
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $73.86.
> ----
> "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
> stay quit too

Wow! You made it through all of that...without a smoke...and here you
are on the other side...with a lovely, intact meter! If you can make
it through that kind of stress (I freak out when my computer is
down...totally FREAK OUT!!!...I'm hopelessly addicted to my
computer!)...you can make it through anything in my book! Way to go
HappyPolarBear!!! I'm awfully proud of you!!!

PreciousKittyKat =^..^=
11months+

Instead of taking 30 puffs of smoke, PolarBear spoketh upon us:

>After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That felt
>good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
>Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can.

Congratulations! You wrestle one storm after another! Soon the storms
will calm down and then completely will give up :-)

--
Tihomir 1Y1M, Knin, HR 44°N 16°E
http://www.quitbuddies.org

Quote 1504 of 8965:
"I was not lying. I said things that later on seemed to be untrue."
-- Richard Nixon

On 13 Jul, 02:50, "PolarBear" <carme...@hotmail.com> wrote:
> but I didn't smoke.
>
> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already spend
> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this and
> do
> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck *how you do that. *I need
> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send you
> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me to
> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was talking
> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my dial
> up is finally working again.
>
> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That felt
> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I can..
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not smoked,
> saving $73.86.
> ----
> "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
> stay quit too

Hi Polarbear, Just to let you know it does get easier. But remember
even one Shitstick would be fatal to your quit.
Three years, three months, 9 hours, 49 minutes and 1 second. 35622
cigarettes not smoked, saving £7,979.39. Life saved: 17 weeks, 4 days,
16 hours, 30 minutes.
Good luck George.

Sweetie, you are *making* the magic!
Hugs,
Kathleen


"PolarBear" <carmensk@hotmail.com> wrote in message
news:g5c2qm$45m$1@aioe.org...
> thanks Steve. I think there are so many none smoking responses I just have
> to remember them on days like this.
> I just have to remember that Rockers don't smoke.
>
> /me is searching for the magic.
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 3 hours, 37 minutes and 11 seconds. 181 cigarettes
> not smoked, saving $74.42.
> --
> "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
> stay quit too
>
>
> "SteveS" <inyourh@spamm.ers> wrote in message
> news:jf-dneruIO4S5eTVnZ2dnUVZ_g-dnZ2d@comcast.com...
>> Rockin!
>> Now you know how not to smoke.... yell at someone else, go for a run, and
>> take a nice hot shower!
>> SteveS
>> OOF
>>
>> PolarBear wrote:
>>> but I didn't smoke.
>>>
>>> I was so frustrated and pissed of at my internet provider. I already
>>> spend
>>> hours last night on the phone "try this try that...."
>>> Today, I yelled at the tech guy "get my internet fixed NOW"
>>> So he is like okay Maaam calm down " now go to start button.... do this
>>> and do
>>> this" and I am like Hell NO I am not going to fucking play anymore. Just
>>> give me access to the internet I don't give a fuck how you do that. I
>>> need
>>> access to my newsgroup, and if you don't fix it now I am going to send
>>> you
>>> the bill for my cigarettes. I was so angry, the guy kept on telling me
>>> to
>>> calm down and I am like no. I don't think he had a clue what I was
>>> talking
>>> about and why I was so mad. So between Sympatico tech and my hubby my
>>> dial
>>> up is finally working again.
>>>
>>> After I hang up I went for an hour run and took a nice hot shower. That
>>> felt
>>> good. And I am a HappyPolarBear again.
>>> Thanks for letting me rant and believing in me. I can do it. I know I
>>> can.
>>>
>>> HappyPolarBear
>>> /me proudly announces the following:
>>> /me proudly announces the following:
>>> two weeks, four days, 20 minutes and 11 seconds. 180 cigarettes not
>>> smoked, saving $73.86.
>>> ---- "Failing to prepare is preparing to fail"
>>> I will not fail. I will prove that Bipolars can
>>> stay quit too
>>>
>>>

PolarBear wrote:
> thanks Steve. I think there are so many none smoking responses I just
> have to remember them on days like this.
> I just have to remember that Rockers don't smoke.
>
> /me is searching for the magic.
>
> HappyPolarBear
> /me proudly announces the following:
> two weeks, four days, 3 hours, 37 minutes and 11 seconds. 181 cigarettes
> not smoked, saving $74.42.
You have the magic, Bear! The magic is you. You, with all the baggage
you carry, are kicking the Nicodemon's butt! If that's not magic, I
don't know what is!

You rock!

Maude