Looks Like Im the Only One Left

Out of the 3 servers at my job who quit,Im the only one still quit. One went
back to smoking openly some time ago after a period of time of sneaking in
the bathroom to smoke. After she got outed ,she gave up the pretense. The
other,who quit in April has occasionally taken a puff here and a puff there.
Today,from the way she was talking,she will shortly be back to smoking full
time.This was the lady who had surgery for the blockage in her neck.She is
back in total denial that smoking caused it. The nicodemon has his claws
firmly in her once again. Sad.
But I am fucking hellbent and determined to ride out the desire to smoke and
come thru on the other side still smokefree. I dont ever want to go thru it
again!!! I find that doing stuff like reading and watching tv in bed help me
keep my mind off smoking.
Becky
Two months, one week, 3 hours, 23 minutes and 19 seconds. 3407 cigarettes
not smoked, saving $316.86. Life saved: 1 week, 4 days, 19 hours, 55
minutes.